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Su Xiaolan felt that she must have gone crazy! Because she didn't put her mind on her studies at all. But she really hoped to get a good grade in the exam, because she wanted a mobile phone.
The time and time again she sent text messages to Ji Fan for "stealing", "cheating", and "robbing" grandma's mobile phone, which has caused grandma's dissatisfaction.
This time, repeating the old trick, she ran to the attic with her grandma's cell phone to send text messages to Ji Fan. Because things at home made her so bored! If she doesn't talk to Ji Fan, she doesn't know if she can survive
Because Su Xiaolan was in a daze, she didn't notice that grandma went to the attic to look for her after she knew the phone was missing. She just wanted to hide the phone, but it was too late. Grandma has already seen the mobile phone in her hand.
The grandma walked up to her in three steps and two steps and scolded her: "I don't do business for a day! I know I have my mobile phone all the time! My phone bill is wasted like you! Come again!" Scolding her and fighting Come grab it.
Xiaolan said stubbornly: "I won't return it!" She hid the mobile phone under the quilt vigorously while she said, and she lay down on the quilt to prevent her grandma from snatching the mobile phone.
Seeing that she couldn't grab the mobile phone, grandma was so angry that she called Su Xiaolan. She beat and scolded: "Return it! It's not countable! It's not yours! Do you still want to pay it back? How much of my phone bill have you waived? It's useless! Do you still want to study"
Su Xiaolan still said stubbornly: "No! If you don't pay it, you won't pay it back!" Grandma was beaten very hard, and she was slapped several times on the head and waist. But she never cried. Until grandma said "Do you want to study", she couldn't hold back her tears.
She wants to study! She doesn't want her family to be so disappointed in her! But she is just because she wants to get sincere love! Why is it so difficult?
She didn't know if the pre-rebirth self felt that money would bring her a sense of security because she couldn't bear such pressure, which led to her emotional barrenness.
She knew that grandma was angry at the moment, maybe she would not be beaten by grandma again if she returned the phone, and she would not hear her scolding out loud because of her disappointment. But she just doesn't want to give up the emotions that belong to her in this life!
She thought of Ji Fan again. Although she thought she had found the sun, Ji Fan's heart was not with her after all. She wanted to end this short rebirth! She couldn't stand it any longer!
Is she really as useless as grandma said? Ji Fan doesn't like her, and neither do his parents. Watching his parents quarreling, he can't do anything, his grades are not getting better day by day, and he is always sick and drags everyone down
But at least, her emotions are full now. While she still has deep thoughts and attachments to Ji Fan, she wants to leave this world. Perhaps, her rebirth was a mistake! Maybe, if she leaves, everything will be fine!
Grandma beat and scolded for a long time, and finally got tired, but she still refused to return the phone. Seeing Su Xiaolan lying on the quilt crying out of breath, grandma couldn't bear her granddaughter to be so sad. When she realized that she couldn't change anything by doing so hard, she went to the attic to do her own thing.
After grandma left, Su Xiaolan covered herself tightly in the quilt so that she could not breathe. She thought, just suffocate and leave like this! If you leave, it won't be so painful!
However, Ji Fan's shadow kept appearing in the mind of Su Xiaolan, who was having difficulty breathing. She thought, she couldn't make Ji Fan sad about her leaving, she wanted to say goodbye to Ji Fan!
She sent a text message to Ji Fan and said: "You have given me so many precious memories, and I will never forget them. I always cry so much and always make people angry! If you can forget, I hope you will never think of those Bad memory about me!"
Ji Fan didn't read Su Xiaolan's sadness, but replied with a smile: "You are like a child who can't grow up! Take care!" Su Xiaolan looked at Ji Fan's reply, slightly raised the corners of her mouth, but the tears flowed more violently .
She is leaving! Just go away! She can no longer be greedy for something that doesn't belong to her! With trembling hands, she uttered the last two words to Ji Fan: "Take care!" Then she covered herself tightly in the quilt again with tears in her eyes.
She was about to suffocate! The thin oxygen made her feel swollen and her chest was stuffy. In addition, she was crying, and her whole body felt powerless
Suddenly the phone rang. Her intuition told her that it was a text message from Ji Fan. She didn't know what Ji Fan would say after saying "take care". Curiosity made her let go again.
Ji Fan said: "You have to learn to take care of yourself and treat yourself well." Su Xiaolan hesitated. Is Ji Fan caring about her? If he cared about her, would she still leave?
In the end, she still felt that she loved herself, and taking care of herself was an awkward gesture of helplessness. she would rather be herself?The last good thing you can do to yourself is to leave! She was ruthless, and replied to Ji Fan: "Goodbye!"
This "goodbye", never see you again!
She lay down on the bed and covered the quilt tightly again, but suddenly she was hurt by something hard. She reached out to touch that hard thing, and it turned out to be the word "love" that she had always carried with her!
She took out the word "love" and stared blankly. The original silver metal of the word "love" was worn away to reveal a slight copper color due to her frequent touching and carrying. She covered the quilt, and the luminous paint on the arrow feathers under the word "love" still glowed with green light.
She thought of the word "Yuan" handed over to Ji Fan. Is it still accompanied by Ji Fan? Has it also experienced all kinds of wear and tear? If she abandons the word "love", will the word "fate" be lonely?
She thought again of the scenes she had experienced with Ji Fan. She was a little reluctant to leave again! How could she be willing to let go of so many good memories? Wouldn't it be too selfish and cowardly if she just left?
Besides, Ji Fan said that he wrote a lot of letters and wanted to hand them over to her. How could she not let Ji Fan hand over the letters to her? Her heart calmed down again. No matter how great the suffering is, she still has to persevere!
She is very grateful to Ji Fan for saving her from danger again! Perhaps, this is the power of love! She also knows that such persistent unrequited love is very tiring, but she always can't let go.
Maybe it was because she moved God too much with affection, even though she felt that she did not do well in the exam, her final exam score also entered the top 20 in the class.
Because of her progress in mathematics, she told Ji Fan her grades, but she didn't tell Ji Fan what this grade's ranking in the class meant to her.
But for her family, they seem to see her hope of easily entering the second college. Because the class she was in was an experimental class, and she was in the top 20 in the test, so she would always be in the top 100 in the grade. She got the cell phone that is so important to her.
It's almost winter vacation. Li Luoluo asked Su Xiaolan if she was going to meet the Chinese teacher in junior high school. Su Xiaolan suddenly thought of Ji Fan. She wants to see Ji Fan! So, she texted Ji Fan asking if he wanted to meet that teacher too.
Ji Fan happily agreed: "Okay! Okay!" Su Xiaolan thought she had made the right decision, but unexpectedly Ji Fan continued: "If the teacher's assembly fails, we will make an appointment to meet again. "
Having said that, Su Xiaolan really hoped that the rally would fail! People are always so greedy! What she wants now is not to meet Ji Fan, but to meet Ji Fan alone. She said incredulously, "Are you sure?"
Ji Fan replied: "I won't miss the appointment again!" Su Xiaolan's heart was warm, but she still said insincerely: "What if I don't want to see you?"
Ji Fan's guilt towards Su Xiaolan surged up again. He replied: "Then I can only wait for you in silence for a day! I deserve it. Because I once let you" His ellipsis made Su Xiaolan very sad, but Su Xiaolan still couldn't see her eyes from "waiting for you in silence" one day".
She really wanted to say: "If I hadn't waited or been injured, would you have waited for me silently for a day? Since you want to wait, just wait silently!"
However, she knew that if she hadn't liked Ji Fan, hadn't waited, and hadn't been hurt, Ji Fan might not even remember her name.
You know, she couldn't bear to make him wait! As long as it is an agreement with Ji Fan, she will go through fire and water! Even if people all over the world come forward to stop her, she will fight everyone to the end.
Before New Year's Eve this year, Su Xiaolan went to see Ji Fan and kept the news from all her family members. In fact, it is not a lie to the family. Because she did make an appointment with Li Luoluo to meet that teacher. The person who was really deceived was Li Luoluo. It was not until a long time after seeing Li Luoluo that Su Xiaolan told Li Luoluo that Ji Fan was coming too.
Li Luoluo was very angry at the beginning, she kept doing Xiaolan's ideological work, and was very troubled by the so-called "brother and sister" relationship they didn't know. But gradually, he still felt that Ji Fan had already come, and it would be unreasonable not to go together, so he agreed to go with Su Xiaolan to meet Ji Fan first.
Although Su Xiaolan had already regretted turning the "meeting of two people" into a "discussion of four people" before leaving. But what Su Xiaolan really regretted was: as soon as Ji Fan and Li Luoluo met, she became like air.
Ji Fan and Li Luoluo walked ahead talking and laughing, while she quietly followed behind them like a dispensable little tail. Their laughter was so deafening in the bustling street.
They seemed to realize that Su Xiaolan was left behind after a long time of "exchanging pleasantries". Even though they were standing beside Xiao Lan, one on the left and one on the right, she still felt so awkward. It's like she just can't fit into their world at all.
Seeing Ji Fan and Li Luoluo's intimate fight, listening to their uninvolved conversation, Su Xiaolan wished she could disappear immediately!
What happened to her? Ji Fan was called by her, and she should bear it when such a thing happened. She knew that they didn't mean to hurt her, but she still couldn't help being sad.
She was jealous how Li Luoluo could get along with Ji Fan so easily? She envied that Li Luoluo could make Ji Fan show the smile that she had always wanted to make Ji Fan show so easily. Maybe she is just so stupid, that's why Ji Fan has always disliked her! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Su Xiaolan can't wait to disappear immediately after talking into the conversation!
What happened to her? Ji Fan was called by her, and she should bear it when such a thing happened. She knew that they didn't mean to hurt her, but she still couldn't help being sad.
She was jealous how Li Luoluo could get along with Ji Fan so easily? She envied that Li Luoluo could make Ji Fan show the smile that she had always wanted to make Ji Fan show so easily. Maybe she is just so stupid, that's why Ji Fan has always disliked her! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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