Ji Fan sent a text message and said: "Don't be stupid! I'm kidding you!" Ji Fan's words made Su Xiaolan burst into tears immediately. Ji Fan is teasing her, where to start teasing her? From the date that didn't show up, or from the nonsensical confession? Or from inexplicable willingness?
She cried and replied to Ji Fan: "You're kidding me again, you don't want to live anymore? I have liked you since the first day of junior high school, and it has never changed for four years." She only dared to say that she liked him, even though she loved him so much!
This is the first time she has truly expressed her sincerity to Ji Fan in person. She also didn't know why she expressed her heart to Ji Fan so directly. Maybe it was rushed. She really doesn't want Ji Fan to tease her with things she thinks are serious anymore!
Not long after her message was sent, Ji Fan sent a message saying: "From now on, let's start falling in love! I will tell everyone around me: I am in love!"
Despite what Ji Fan said, Su Xiaolan still didn't understand what Ji Fan meant. Does that mean they are already lovers? You know, if Ji Fan chooses to wait for Zhu Xiaoling, she will never say "no"! She likes him so much, that's why she just holds him like this!
Su Xiaolan was secretly thinking, they probably broke up, right? Because there is such a big difference in their personalities. She just hoped that they would continue to be good friends after the breakup.
She really never thought that she would become Ji Fan's girlfriend, never thought that things would develop to this point. She is really afraid of losing, so she would rather not get it.
After that night, they texted frequently. Every time Ji Fan says he misses her. Why doesn't she miss Ji Fan? She misses him so much that she wants to go crazy!
Ji Fan started calling her wife and asked her to change her words. And she felt that calling out "husband" was very heavy. She couldn't scream. She is afraid of being responsible, afraid that she will not be able to give Ji Fan the life she wants.
Ji Fan's text messages have changed a lot from before. His change did allow Su Xiaolan to find some feeling of being loved, but it also made her feel that this love was unreal. She didn't understand why Ji Fan would change his attitude towards her 180 degrees just because of a confession!
When she was in school, Su Xiaolan began to have the cheek to borrow a cell phone from a boy who was usually said to be stingy. She wanted to text Ji Fan. Besides this boy, she couldn't seem to find anyone who would lend her a cell phone.
Ji Fan said that it seems that the word "think" cannot be used to express his thoughts of her. He said he missed her, cared about her, and wanted to see her. He said that the furthest distance in the world is that they miss each other but cannot see each other. She felt like she was dreaming.
The next day, Su Xiaolan called Ji Fan, there was nothing special about it, she just wanted to hear Ji Fan's voice. But they seem to have returned to the time when they talked about everything. They talked for a long time.
Ji Fan asked about Zhu Xiaoling's class on the phone. It can be seen that he really doesn't have much contact with Zhu Xiaoling. Although Ji Fan mentioned the name that made Xiao Lan afraid all the time, she was not sad at all.
On the contrary, it was Ji Fan's good news that made Su Xiaolan so sad. Ji Fan said that the female classmate who ignored him ignored him again. This is indeed good news for Ji Fan.
Su Xiaolan also wanted to be happy for Ji Fan, but her heart was sour. Ji Fan told her before that the girl's name was Xia Xing, and it was because Ji Fan said he liked her that he ignored Ji Fan. And now, Xia Xing is talking to Ji Fan again. Due to the sensitivity of girls, Su Xiaolan's heart is not as relaxed as her mouth
She was afraid that that girl also liked Ji Fan
Su Xiaolan was very sad. She could feel that Ji Fan was very kind to her, but she couldn't stop being sad for some reason. Maybe it's the distance that separates them, or maybe it's the people that separate them.
She was afraid that Ji Fan would treat other girls the same way if he treated her so well. But she didn't want to interfere with Ji Fan's freedom. She knew that Ji Fan had always pretended to be Zhu Xiaoling in his heart, and she didn't understand why Ji Fan came to provoke her. She is afraid of distance, and afraid of not having distance.
Such repeated worries made her want to break up with Ji Fan. But Ji Fan was the first to tell him what he said, and every word he said "I love you!" lingered in her heart.
She has developed to the point where she will feel restless as long as she doesn't hear Ji Fan's voice one day. And now, Ji Fan has not been contacted for four or five days. Ji Fan's cell phone has been shut down.
She fidgeted and wandered outside. Suddenly, a familiar figure from behind broke into her eyes. She thought she saw Ji Fan, and took two quick steps to catch up with that figure.
Getting closer, she suddenly realized that it wasn't Ji Fan. Ji Fan is a little taller than the person in front of him. She stayed where she was for a long time in disappointment. She also knew that it was impossible for Ji Fan to appear here at this time, but she just had such a nerve to miss Ji Fan so much.?A corner captures the shadow of Ji Fan.
She thought that she must have heard too much Ji Fan's voice a few days ago, so the silence these days was caused by overdraft. She tidied up her emotions and waited for Ji Fan's contact as always.
While waiting, she was so sad that the sky was dark. Ji Fan didn't say that he wanted to break up, but she decided to leave Ji Fan.
She even thought that the diary she wrote would be the last diary about Ji Fan. She thought she would not be sad because she wanted to "break up" with Ji Fan. Because she never thought of being with Ji Fan.
But in fact, she never dared to think about it. She didn't understand why Ji Fan wanted to ignite the deep love in her heart and then extinguish it bit by bit. Ji Fan said: "You must be happy" But at this moment, what happiness does she have?
Su Xiaolan overheard a classmate say to a friend nearby: "It hasn't started yet, how could we break up?" She thought, she and Ji Fan are also like this, right?
Despite this, she still couldn't hold back and continued to record every bit of her feelings about Ji Fan. She missed Ji Fan so much, and loved him so deeply. Every sentence of Ji Fan's words was still ringing in her ears. She can't get rid of it, and she can't forget it. If these words are cloud, she is willing to be clouded.
She didn't know how Ji Fan would be able to say that he would not contact him if he didn't contact him. Why can't she bear her longing? She called Ji Fan's cell phone, but it was still shut down. Could it be that the card has been changed?
There are still thirty-nine days until January next year, but she feels that such days will not help her enthusiasm for learning at all. She still couldn't read a word, but felt extremely tormented.
This torment is too painful for her. But she is willing to endure. Thirty-nine days later, will Ji Fan's words still count? She looked forward to it, and was afraid.
Whenever she had a chance, she went to Wang Qi to ask if Ji Fan had sent a text message. Even though she wasn't looking for her, she just needs to know that Ji Fan's number has not been changed and that the phone will not stop.
She knew that Ji Fan's mobile phone was unblocked again, and her first reaction was to call Ji Fan. But the agreement to contact her again in January made her embarrassed again.
After much deliberation, she still decided to fight. Treat it as a wrong call, as long as you can hear Ji Fan's voice.
She borrowed a mobile phone from a classmate, and repeated what she wanted to say in her heart. As soon as the phone was connected, she said anxiously before hearing Ji Fan's voice: "Are you Liu Xiaolong?"
Su Xiaolan tried her best to hold back the expression on her face that was about to burst into laughter, pretending to be calm and said: "Oh, wrong number!" Ji Fan recognized that the other party's voice was very similar to Su Xiaolan, and said hurriedly: "Hello!" The phone has been hung up.
Su Xiaolan regretted that she made a broken promise of "I will contact you again in January"! She is simply embarrassing herself! However, since it is said, it must be done.
But her missing of Ji Fan did not allow her to struggle any longer. She wanted to contact Ji Fan again. She originally wanted to pretend to send the wrong text message, but in the end, she couldn't bear it anymore. Because she was afraid of seeing Ji Fan being so nice to girls she didn't know.
She called Ji Fan and personally shattered the agreement to contact him again in January. She told Ji Fan that there was a gift for him. Ji Fan told her that there is a girl in their class who is going to take the computer test at their school, and she can bring it to him when the time comes. Ji Fan also told her the girl's number.
They made this phone call for about half an hour until Su Xiaolan's 201 card balance was less than a dime. Hearing a standard Mandarin female voice on the phone say: "You still have one minute to talk!" Su Xiaolan and Ji Fan suddenly stopped talking.
Ji Fan asked: "Your side or my side?" Su Xiaolan said a little dumbfounded: "My side." After hastily hanging up the phone, Su Xiaolan was still thinking about Ji Fan.
After the first class in the afternoon, the boy who Su Xiaolan often borrowed his cell phone suddenly came to Su Xiaolan and said, "Is someone looking for you?" Su Xiaolan looked at the text message curiously, and it turned out to be really Ji Fan!
Su Xiaolan was in the classroom when Ji Fan sent the text message, and the boy was taking a lunch break in the dormitory, how could he reply immediately? She immediately replied to Ji Fan's text message, and Ji Fan was taking the exam. But Ji Fan still replied to Su Xiaolan's text message.
Su Xiaolan was moved by Ji Fan's actions, and she didn't want to trouble her classmates all the time, so she decided to go to the Internet cafe to write emails to Ji Fan when she was on vacation tomorrow.
After going to the Internet cafe with that girl last time, she knew Ji Fan's QQ number, but she still didn't know what she could do. She must go and find out when she is on vacation tomorrow!
The next day, as soon as school was over, she ran to the Internet cafe. However, because she was underage, she was kicked out of the Internet cafe that the girl took her to last time. She was a little frustrated, but she didn't want to give up. She changed to another Internet cafe, and pretended to be sophisticated and told the network administrator that she wanted to open a computer.
The network manager looked at her, took the money and gave her a small card without saying anything. She took the small card and looked at the people sitting inside. She was a little timid, but she still walked in. She was unable to turn on a computer for a long time, and finally turned it on with the help of others.
But the locked computer in the Internet cafe made it impossible for her to start. She pondered for a while with the small piece of paper before logging in. Then it is to log on to QQ
Not a while after logging on to QQ, her QQ rang (Remember the website address of this website: www.hlnovel.com)Tell the network administrator to turn on a machine.
The network manager looked at her, took the money and gave her a small card without saying anything. She took the small card and looked at the people sitting inside. She was a little timid, but she still walked in. She was unable to turn on a computer for a long time, and finally turned it on with the help of others.
But the locked computer in the Internet cafe made it impossible for her to start. She pondered for a while with the small piece of paper before logging in. Then it is to log on to QQ
Not a while after logging on to QQ, her QQ rang (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com