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Chapter 038 Never See You Again

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    In fact, Su Xiaolan felt very happy just because Ji Fan said he would come.  As long as she can get a little closer to Ji Fan, she will feel happy.  Because her longing was so heavy that she couldn't bear it alone.  She began to look forward to May Day coming soon.

    But let alone May Day, after a short while, she couldn't help sending Ji Fan another text message.  Because she has been tormented by longing to restless.  She asked Ji Fan: "Did you sleep? Do you still remember the lesson of "Monument"? What is it mainly about?"

    This question was asked by her younger sister just now.  She actually remembered, but couldn't remember the details.  Ji Fan's reply was similar to her situation.  But she wasn't depressed at all.  As long as she can receive Ji Fan's reply, she feels that everything is not difficult.

    After returning to school, she heard that there will be a two-day holiday on May Day, which is really good news!  So, driven by longing, she found a boy who was in the same class in junior high school and called Ji Fan.

    She urged that boy not to tell Ji Fan that she was the one who made the call.  In fact, the boy probably told Ji Fan that it was Su Xiaolan who asked him to make the call as soon as the call was connected, right?

    In fact, Su Xiaolan just wanted to know how Ji Fan was doing now, whether he was okay or not.  As for whether to come to their school on May Day, she just casually mentioned it to the boy, but he didn't expect him to ask!  Su Xiaolan was so ashamed that she didn't know what to do!  If she knew it was like this, she might as well call herself!

    The boy told Su Xiaolan that Ji Fan was very surprised.  No surprise!  It was fine for a classmate who had never been in contact with him to suddenly call, but it was because of his sister who he kept in touch with often asked him to call!  Su Xiaolan felt that the logic was confusing after thinking about it!  Hope Ji Fan's surprise is good or not!

    ? On the afternoon before the May Day holiday, the sun shone loosely on the playground, giving people a lazy feeling.  Su Xiaolan finally took a full afternoon nap, and walked to the classroom alone with her beloved diary in her arms.

    Suddenly someone called her name behind her: "Su Xiaolan." It was a girl with a familiar voice.  As soon as she turned her head, she saw Zhu Xiaoling's smiling face.  She was dizzy for a moment.  Why did Zhu Xiaoling suddenly call her?  Her heart beat faster than when Ji Fan called her.

    However, after Zhu Xiaoling called her, she had nothing to say.  They walked to the classroom quietly like that, the atmosphere was so awkward that it was like two big stakes were stuffed between the gears that were running.

    Su Xiaolan couldn't wait to send a text message to Ji Fan as soon as May Day was off.  The first message was sent out, but Ji Fan didn't reply for a long time.  Su Xiaolan couldn't help but post the second one.  However, Ji Fan still didn't reply after waiting with his mobile phone until he woke up the next morning.

    Her heart began to become anxious.  What happened to Ji Fan?  Why didn't you reply to her text message?  In the past, no matter how busy I was, I would never reply to so many text messages!  Could something be wrong?  Her cranky thoughts made herself even more agitated.

    She sent another text message out.  But the result was still the same.  She was in a hurry, picked up the phone and dialed Ji Fan's number.  Her mind has gone blank.  Because she was desperately suppressing the uneasiness caused by her random guessing.

    Su Xiaolan just called to make sure that Ji Fan was okay.  Her heart was in a mess, until she heard Ji Fan's voice, her heart still hadn't calmed down.

    She recognized Ji Fan's voice, but asked in a panic: "Is Ji Fan there?" Ji Fan also recognized Su Xiaolan's weak voice at once, and said with a smile: "I am! These few days  I'm too busy, I didn't bring my phone with me yesterday"

    Su Xiaolan remained silent.  Her heart went from beating violently to being motionless.  She couldn't find any words to tell Ji Fan how she was feeling at the moment.  She froze on the other end of the phone as if her life had dried up in an instant, and her soul had been emptied in an instant.  She was breathing deeply, like all the air around her couldn't give her enough oxygen.

    Ji Fan couldn't hear any response from Su Xiaolan, and always felt that something was wrong.  He also started to think wildly.  Could it be that this silly sister couldn't get in touch with him so much that she was so worried that she cried?  In his opinion, it is very common for Su Xiaolan to cry.  In his opinion, making Su Xiaolan cry is a sin.

    He hurriedly comforted: "Don't cry!" Su Xiaolan still didn't speak.  Ji Fan said again: "Don't cry!" Su Xiaolan's heart seemed to wake up under Ji Fan's call.  It took a long time before she said slowly: "I don't know why, I just feel sad." Her voice was a little choked, as if she had just cried.

    Her words were contradictory.  When a person is sad, how can he not know the reason?  Although she didn't cry, her heart was more uncomfortable than when she was crying.  This kind of discomfort is different from being hit or wronged.

    When Ji Fan heard Su Xiaolan's uncomfortable voice, Ji Fan was also a little sad.  He said to Su Xiaolan: "Well, tomorrow I willLet's go out for a walk.  "

    Su Xiaolan did not expect Ji Fan to have such a proposal.  Because Ji Fan didn't come during the basketball game.  The unlucky Su Xiaolan was hit directly by the boy who flew out to save the ball.

    At that time, there were so many people around the court, but she was the only one who was knocked down!  Such a heavy boy, all the strength the pain is second, and the embarrassment is the main one.  Because where the basketball is, the eyes of the entire court are there.  Isn't she just distracted?  As for punishing her like this?

    The feeling of soreness when her whole head hit the ground suddenly made her relive it again when she held up the phone.  She was about to cry, and she said after a long time, "Let's talk about it later!" She missed Ji Fan very much, but suddenly she didn't want to see him anymore.

    She was afraid that the more she saw her, the more she would miss her.  She was afraid that she would not be able to let go.  Because she knew that Ji Fan's heart was always with Zhu Xiaoling.  Has Ji Fan dated Zhu Xiaoling?  Have they walked the long park paths?  If they date, will they be as silent as when she met Ji Fan?  Her contradictory heart was fighting.

    Seeing that Su Xiaolan had been silent, Ji Fan was silent for a while and said, "Then I'm hanging up!" Su Xiaolan actually wanted to hear more about Ji Fan's voice, but when Ji Fan said he wanted to hang up, she said sullenly, "Goodbye!  "

    After hanging up the phone, Su Xiaolan's heart was still entangled in what Ji Fan said "come out for a walk".  After thinking about it, she still wanted to see Ji Fan, but she only had time today, and she guessed that Ji Fan just didn't have time today.  She still sent a text message to ask Ji Fan.

    Sure enough, God did not intend for them to meet.  After Ji Fan said he didn¡¯t have time, Su Xiaolan sent a text message to Ji Fan as if comforting himself: ¡°Forget it! There¡¯s very little free time during this time, so it¡¯s important to help, isn¡¯t it?  Because I sent three text messages and you didn't reply, I thought something was wrong with you!"

    Ji Fan didn't reply, and went to help with work again.  Su Xiaolan could only hold the phone in a daze.  Until the evening, she couldn't help sending a text message to ask Ji Fan if he was tired.  Ji Fan replied: "So-so, sorry, today are you okay?"

    Ji Fan's ellipsis made Su Xiaolan wonder what Ji Fan was talking about, but no matter what she was referring to, she was just thinking about it.  She guessed that Ji Fan had been busy all day, and wanted to ask him to take a good rest and other caring words, but she didn't have the courage to say it.

    So she said to Ji Fan: "It's okay, it's just my own imagination. Oh, why am I so stupid!" She is really stupid!  So stupid that I don't even know what I'm talking about!

    A day later, Su Xiaolan knew that she was free the next day, and immediately sent a text message to Ji Fan asking: "Brother, do you have time tomorrow?" Ji Fan almost returned Su Xiaolan's first reply and said:  "Let's talk about it. Be healthy and happy!"

    Although Ji Fan thoughtfully added a word of blessing, she knew that she would not see Ji Fan this time.  Her heart began to be sentimental.  And because Ji Fan said "Let's talk", she still had a glimmer of hope, and sent another text message the next day asking if she had time.

    As a result, she knew it without thinking about it.  This is the last day of the May Day holiday.  She was a little disappointed.  But besides explaining the reason, Ji Fan also said that he was sorry for Su Xiaolan and that he would pay in the future.

    What is there to be sorry about?  Ji Fan didn't owe her anything!  pay?  Pay for what?  How to pay?  Just a few words made Su Xiaolan's imagination run wild again.

    It's really difficult to miss the days like this, and it's a million times more uncomfortable than being able to see it when you look up in the same class.  A whole week into class, she was thinking, let it go!  At least there is no need to affect Ji Fan anymore!  Just affect yourself alone!

    She decided to write to Ji Fan to tell her what she thought.  After the letter was written, she hesitated whether to send this farewell letter.  She knew that Ji Fan would reply to the letter, because her decision was so sudden.

    In the letter, she wrote that the address for Ji Fan to send the letter was the address of her grandparents. In order not to make her grandparents suspicious, she specially told Ji Fan to write her pen name.

    Her heart is heavy.  Because after the letter is sent, it means that she will no longer have Ji Fan's care!  She was a little bit sad.  From the beginning to the end, she never personally called Ji Fan "Brother".  Even if you want to call in the future, it will be impossible.

    In the end, she was cruel and sent the letter.  When the letter first entered the mailbox, an inexplicable feeling in her heart made her feel lost and uneasy.  She was a little regretful, but a little calm.

    She stayed up in a daze for a few days, but she still missed it and couldn't forget it.  She was guessing whether Ji Fan would reply to the letter.  She wondered how Ji Fan would reply to the letter, but she couldn't figure it out.

    After a few more days, she realized that she still couldn't let go!  The previous frankness was a lie!  With so many memories about Ji Fan, how could it be possible to just forget it?

    Ji Fan hasn't replied yet.  Xiaolan guessed that Ji Fan didn't know how to write letters, right?  After all, Ji Fan doesn't like her!  It was all because of the false name of a "sister" that she was nice to her.  Now that she proposes not to be a "sister", Ji Fan should be at ease.

    I still remember that Ji Fan once said that "payment will be fixed in the future", and it is estimated that it will never be realized (Remember the website address of this website: www.hlnovel.com)Guess, Ji Fan doesn't know how to write letters, does he?  After all, Ji Fan doesn't like her!  It was all because of the false name of a "sister" that she was nice to her.  Now that she proposes not to be a "sister", Ji Fan should be at ease.

    ? I still remember that Ji Fan once said that "the compensation will be fixed in the future", and it is estimated that it will never be realized (Remember the website of this website: www.hlnovel.com
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