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Chapter 018 Silly Short Hair

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    Su Xiaolan was frightened by the strictness of the security guard, but she didn't want to reveal the secret that her deskmate was in the women's toilet.  She didn't want to be scolded at the same table as her.  So she boldly said: "It's just me!"

    "You are really the only one?" The security guard still didn't believe it!  He can clearly see clearly!  But looking at the innocent girl in front of him, he was shaken again.  Maybe it's really him looking at flowers!

    He said sharply to Su Xiaolan: "Go to sleep!" Su Xiaolan said obediently: "Oh!" But the security guard turned and left.  He did not "escort" Su Xiaolan back to the dormitory.

    Just like that, the tablemate escaped, and Su Xiaolan was scolded.  But Su Xiaolan didn't resent her deskmate for not standing up when she was being scolded.  She was just worried that she would be criticized by the teacher the next day.

    Unexpectedly, the next day passed peacefully, the teachers may be used to Su Xiaolan's nonsense.

    Once the mind calms down, it is easy to think east and west.  Xiaolan thought of her parents who quarreled repeatedly, and her heart became tangled and ached.

    She began to think about the meaning of her existence.  Is it to bring happiness to parents?  She can't seem to do it.  Is it a contribution to society?  She can't seem to do it either.

    She opened the diary and looked at the trivial sentences written down over the past two years.  So many sentences, most of them are about Ji Fan.  She would even write down a few words because she thought about such a trivial matter as Ji Fan lost his mind and fell down the stairs.

    Under normal circumstances, when Xiaolan is sad, she will think of Ji Fan, and when she sees Ji Fan, she will be sad.  This seems to have turned into a vicious circle, causing Xiao Lan to suffer countless sorrows.

    Missing, will make people cry, right?  Even if the person you miss is by your side.  The unspeakable miss will make people shed more tears, right?  Even if what I miss is just an illusory illusion.

    Su Xiaolan flipped through, looked, and saw the words written that night when she fell into the pond.

    "If there is an afterlife, I will definitely not chase fame and wealth; if there is an afterlife, I will definitely have a vigorous love; if there is an afterlife, I will definitely find a lover to marry." These few words seem very simple, here  Xiaolan at that time seemed so difficult!

    If it wasn't difficult, how could she hope for an afterlife?  Now that the next life has come, why not go on facing the difficulties?

    Not chasing fame and wealth, she thought, this is not difficult.  Just like the meaningless first place, she had already given up.

    It's still early to get married.  What's more, she has no one in love.

    A vigorous love affair.  Why did she think of love then?  Is there no higher pursuit?

    Love is a kind of spirit, something invisible and intangible.  Therefore, it can be infinitely large, so large that no one can exhaust it in a lifetime.

    Love is a kind of power.  It can make the impossible possible.  Love is definitely positive energy, because it can bring warmth to people.

    Vigorous love will not be forgotten.  Therefore, she would rather fill a memory with her whole life.  She suddenly found a reason for herself.

    And this kind of love cannot be for parents.  Because the love between her and her parents is innate, and nothing can replace it.  It has to be a warm feeling between two people who have never met before but come together for some reason to be called love.

    Vigorous love, this seems the most difficult, because how many people's love is buried in the ordinary, and there is no trace of it.

    So, Ji Fan, is she the object of her love?  Her gaze turned to Ji Fan again involuntarily.

    Ji Fan's eyes also happened to look in this direction, but missed Xiao Lan.  Su Xiaolan followed Ji Fan's gaze and saw Zhu Xiaoling who was listening to the class seriously without any suspense.

    He is a person who has a love object he likes.  So, can she still love him?

    She knew that love was something that could not be forced, and she did not want to force his love.  Therefore, her love for him has nothing to do with whether he loves her or not.

    Thinking about it this way, Xiao Lan's mood suddenly brightened.  All she has to do is love him quietly.  Just be quiet.  Vigorous love is not something that can only be achieved by being in love with each other.  She firmly believes that a person can also be vigorous.

    So, what could she love him with?  She who is indifferent to fame and fortune can only give him the most sincere emotion.  Emotions are invisible and intangible, she can only cooperate with actions.  In fact, every action is not controlled by emotion?

    She wants to become what he likes, not to attract his attention, not to get his favor.  Just simply want to change myself.

    She didn't feel that her change was a correct decision, but she still couldn't control the strong impulse in her heart.

    What does he like?  Su Xiaolan's gaze immediately fell on Zhu Xiaoling.??.  She looked left and right, and felt that the easiest and most obvious thing to change was her long hair.

    Just do what she said, and she went to get her hair cut as soon as she was on vacation.  But the moment the barber's scissors cut it off, she regretted it.  What's the difference between her appearance and Dong Shi's imitation?

    Her long hair was scattered on the ground in a mess, but it couldn't take away her thousands of troubles.  She began to beg the barber: "Try to help me grow it longer! I want to tie it up!" It's not that she doesn't love him anymore, she just wants to love him with her true self.

    "Girl, are you insane? Or are you trying to play tricks on me? It's all cut so short! How can you keep it long?" the barber muttered embarrassingly, and stayed there helplessly.

    Xiaolan pushed her unfinished hair and said: "Okay, that's it, how much?" The barber became embarrassed instead: "You can give me whatever you want!"

    Su Xiaolan took out the only five yuan she had on her body, but her eyes remained motionless looking at her long hair on the ground, as if she was sad because she had abandoned her.

    Back home, Su Xiaolan struggled to tie her short hair together with a comb, but it was a pity that she tied it here and left it there.  She sat in front of the mirror without tears.  The only feeling is: Dong Shi imitated me and did not have any good results!

    This is not the first time she has done stupid things because of Ji Fan!  But this time the stupid thing seems to be too obvious!

    When she walked into the classroom with disheveled hair, many people looked at her in surprise, but didn't say anything to her.  She felt as if she was telling everyone a joke with her actions.  While people may not see what the joke is about, they can see the result in front of them, a goofy hairstyle.

    On the night when she first arrived at the school, Su Xiaolan dared not look at Ji Fan.  She was afraid that Ji Fan would look at her with strange eyes like everyone else.

    When standing in line for exercises the next morning, Su Xiaolan stood at the front of the line early.  Ji Fan's figure suddenly appeared in front of Xiao Lan who was in a daze, and their eyes met unexpectedly (Remember this website website: www.hlnovel.com
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