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    The words on the back were all blurred by blood, and there was a photo of me inside. I looked at w, and w also looked at me coldly.  Jian Hewei's four big eyes blinked.

    I believe this photo must have been given to Yawen by w, because I don¡¯t like taking pictures very much, so only w and a few people have my photo. That photo was taken when I was studying agriculture in high school, w  It's still there.  At that time, I was wearing an old man's vest, and the trousers were lifted to reveal white stockings and long leg hair. I stood in the field and smiled awkwardly.  W forced me to take this photo. W had the same innocence and liveliness as Wei Wei in high school. When I think about it, I can't help but feel a little sad. Now w's eyes are filled with that deep sadness.

    At seven fifteen,

    It was getting dark.

    W and I stood in front of the dormitory building. Although the ground had been washed many times, the two pools of blood were still visible. It should take a long time for it to disappear slowly. The distance between the two pools of blood is less than  Half a meter, it looks like they are connected together.  It is said that Hu Ling's death was extremely ugly, and his body collapsed at that time.

    Because of these two jumping incidents, most of the people in the surrounding dormitory buildings have moved out to rent houses by themselves, and there are only two people in w's dormitory, w and the long-haired woman.

    W and I have been standing in front of the bloodstain for almost an hour, without saying a word, all time and space seem to have stopped, I can¡¯t hear my breathing, I want to say some words of comfort, but every time the words get stuck in my throat.  Swallowed it back.  Pain in left shoulder.

    "Why?" After an unknown amount of time, w spoke first, "I can't cry at all."

    w squatted down, holding his knees with his hands.

    "Actually, they are happy, aren't they?" At this time, I don't have any hatred for Hu Ling anymore. "They were freed, broke through the shackles of the world, and gained freedom. They fixed each other in the most loving relationship."  At that moment, there will be no betrayal between them, only eternity, isn't that what every lover expects? They prove their love with their death." Sometimes I am very confused myself. I can say something  Words that I don't even understand.

    "But they are very selfish. They abandoned some people who loved them and cared about them. Their relief brought pain to more people." W's tone was very calm, and he didn't know how much pain w was still bearing on his young shoulders.  If there used to be Yawen who could accompany her to carry it, then W really only has one person now.

    I pulled the neckline, the summer night is still so hot.

    "Don't people live to satisfy their own desires?"

    "But there is still a responsibility, isn't it?"

    "Only those who can break through the shackles of responsibility can obtain the happiness that others cannot."

    "Irresponsible? Really selfish."

    "Maybe." I turned around, "Go to rest early, don't think too much, since those things have happened, you should think about how to face them better, instead of dying in the good memories of the past  .¡± I touched the broken cell phone in my pocket.

    I waved my hand and left without turning my head.  Turning the corner and passing the trash can I threw my broken phone in, can't die in the memory.

    This is the first time I left before w disappeared into the dormitory building.

    At first I wanted to ask about the details of the letter, but later I thought it was unnecessary. When I was at the police station, I already used my toes to figure out what was going on.

    When I got home, I saw the suicide note on the dining table, crumpled it up and threw it in the trash. It seems that they haven't come back yet.  I really want to take a bath at this time, but the doctor told me not to allow water to enter the stitches, otherwise it is easy to get infected, and I may have to amputate the limb, but I don't think it is possible to stop taking a bath until the stitches are removed.

    At this time, I remembered that when I was a freshman, there was a buddy in the dormitory. He never saw others in the shower, which made our dormitory always have a very strong fishy smell, so I called him Big Fish.  That buddy doesn't even need to use hairspray on his hair, just grab it casually and it will be a hairstyle.  We are very curious about how often he washes his hair to make the whole floor only our bedroom free of mice. In fact, to a large extent, he protects the environment of our bedroom.

    After a few months, everyone got to know each other well, and one guy couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "I said big fish, why didn't you come to take a bath today? You are so out of group, you don't come with us every time  wash."

    Who knows that Big Fish said something that made me unable to fall asleep all night, "I just washed it last year. I won't wash it today." Then he showed his two rows of blackened teeth and smiled at us. That smile is still there today.  Often comes to my mind.  Later, Big Fish seemed to have participated in their gangThe faction's group fights led to expulsion from the school.

    That incident became a hot topic during night chats in our dormitory, because we really couldn't understand how such a simple and innocent big fish could participate in gang fights.  I can only lament that the world is cold and cold, and people's hearts are separated from their belly.

    But anyway, Big Fish was also a member of our dormitory 307. Each of us was very sad, so the other four people in our dormitory decided to go out and book a table to commemorate this sad day.

    During the banquet, Jian, who was very drunk, stood on a chair with a wine glass, "I figured it out, it must be the boss of the gang who used the big fish as a secret weapon.  No matter how many soldiers and horses there are, they will all lose their combat effectiveness!" After speaking, Jian lay down on the table and fell asleep.

    The rest of us drank a toast for Jian to unravel the doubts that had puzzled him for so long.  We have reached a consensus, and this is indeed the only reason why Big Fish can participate in gang fights.  Afterwards, we magnified the photo on Dayu¡¯s student status card twenty times and hung it on the wall of our dormitory to commemorate our former hero in dormitory 307.

    Since then, the big fish has gradually disappeared from our topic, but his long-distance flavor has remained in 307 forever.  Since then, I have sworn not to be a person who does not take a shower.

    I wrapped the gauze around the wound with plastic wrap, but felt it was a bit thin, so I wrapped two more layers before turning on the faucet with confidence.

    "Clatter¡ª¡ª"

    The bathroom gradually began to fill with water vapor.

    Slowly immerse your body in the water, and then try to lift your left shoulder out of the water.

    "It's good to be alive." This sentence is really sincere.

    Leaning on the bathtub, I can't help sighing that a series of things have happened recently, which made it too late for me to deal with it. Fortunately, my life is still alive. If the lunatic stabbed me in the chest, then I think I am already playing chess with Qu Yuan.  I feel like I escaped from death, but after all, I really need to find a chance to thank that little girl next time to take a comfortable bath here again.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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