Shan Yang didn't fully understand the thousands of worries contained in Ying Min's eyes.
Since Mudan ran away from home, Yingmin no longer regards Aiyang as her dream lover from the very beginning, but has developed a hungering true love for Aiyang, an infatuated man.
She is a woman with normal physiology and rich emotions. Originally, her love for Shan Yang has been suppressed for too long. The soul-stirring "Missed Mandarin Duck Pillow", after getting the salute of love as he wished, he felt even more excited. At the moment when he was about to leave Shining Sun at the end, suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he knelt next to Shining Yang's pillow again, witnessing the shining sun under the moonlight With a sleeping face, a hearty and painful song "Lover Chrysanthemum", using chrysanthemum as a metaphor for oneself, quietly tells the helplessness and resentment of love from Shanyang's ears to the night sky.
Ying Min didn't expect that she would become pregnant just because she had intercourse with Shan Yang.
The mood is already full of contradictions and worries. The morning before yesterday, I suddenly felt like vomiting for no reason. After thinking about it carefully, I suddenly realized: "Is it really such a coincidence? Once, just once, I have never heard of it. I am still a virgin! And it is on the eve of the period. Will there be a miracle? And that idiot Erlang just regarded me as a substitute for Peony, and even called Peony and climbed onto my body? So focused, so devoted, so deeply in love,,,,,, "
Thinking about it, Ying Min burst into tears. She bit her lower lip tightly, shook her head slowly and with difficulty, and couldn't help being shocked in the depths of her heart like a lightning strike: "This mistake is too big! You shouldn't covet lust this time, I am not afraid of anything else, but what I am afraid of is: If I leave here and never return, it will be fine for my mother and child to die in the future. If I die, the child is still alive, and the orphan has no father or mother. Wouldn¡¯t it be a tragic loss of an innocent life? Because of this, if I stay by this fool's side, what will Yuanyuan think of me? What will happen when Peony comes back? What should I do? Besides, he only has Peony in his heart, and the two hundred and five who just knocked down the south wall and never looked back, that is, if Peony doesn't come back, Yuanyuan He didn't bother me either, what's the point of being by the side of such a heartless man? It was he who accepted me and only regarded me as the shadow of Peony, but instead I sat on the side of the fire, trying to gossip and gossip. What good is it to love him, to like him, and to be inseparable from him?"
Ying Min didn't dare to think about it any more, her head would explode. Because she knows that once she conceives and gives birth, she is not far from death! But she didn't want to lose the child, it was the only testimony of Xie Yang's love for her, it was so precious! But he was also afraid that after his death, it would be too desolate for the child to have no father or mother in the future, so he decided to ask for something before leaving, as a token for the future child to recognize his father.
Thinking and thinking, Shining Yang's left skirt, there is a pocket that can hold a man's heart. If Shan Yang is willing to tear off the left skirt that he is wearing, and then use the blood of his ring finger to draw the word "door" on the skirt¡ª¡ª
1. People's engagement rings are worn on the ring finger, which symbolizes the key to the palace of marriage;
2. It means that her unnamed love is also considered to be in love with the family;
3. The bloody clothes lead the soul, which can be regarded as Shanyang's martyrdom for her, fulfilling her lover's dream many years ago, and averting the disaster for Shanyang;
So, if you can get Shining Yang's left skirt, you will get all kinds of wishes. She made up her mind to go, so she agreed with Yuan Xiuxiu not to say hello to Yuqiong before she left, because she couldn't tell the reason, and she couldn't tell the real reason!
Floating here and there, a lonely figure is homeless; Floating here and there, where can a woman who has no husband but is pregnant with a child hide her head? The joys and sorrows of gaining and losing, the golden saddle of a steed, for the few people, it is all like heels!
Let the last days, stay away from the troubles of the world, stay away from illusory dreams!
Shan Yang really didn't understand the complicated mood in Ying Min's eyes, and his mood suddenly became complicated, full of contradictions, and he was in a dilemma, Ying Min first smiled and said: "Oh, Shan Yang, I should say sorry for disturbing you for so long However, my wish has come true, and I should go! I hope you will not disappoint Peony in the future, and you will not make this multi-combination family worry about you, and don't make me look down on you, okay? From now on, I will say , you just need to remember that at the moment of sunrise and sunset, you will definitely get my distant blessing, and I am enough.
However, Shining Yang, I really want to stay and be Zhang Huayuya's stepmother, I'm not afraid that you will laugh at me, even though Zhang Huayuya can't speak yet, obviously I want the children to call me aunt, but secretly I want the children to call me mother , I really thought about the addiction of being your wife, I want to be your wife for the rest of my life, and I know you won't drive me away.
However, first, you have Yuanyuan;
Second, I?I know, no matter how good I am to you, no matter how much I love my child, I can¡¯t replace Peony¡¯s place in your heart. Not only will you not give me the title of wife, but you will not even give me the title of lover. Just like you did to Yuanyuan. Originally, I didn't care about these cheap titles, but that would embarrass you. In the future, it will be embarrassing for children, yes, for children. Maybe you will never understand, and there may be a day when you understand ;
Third, I clearly know that Peony will come back one day!
From study, work to life, I have been with you for so many years, and I understand your personality, your feelings, and your concept of love!
? I understand how much weight peonies hold in your heart, but you don't understand why I am so obsessed with you?
You will never understand, because you never want to understand, so I decided not to trouble you, I will bear it myself. "
At this time, she suddenly covered her mouth with her hands, her complexion turned pale, as if she was suppressing vomiting.
Shan Yang wanted to go forward to help her sit down and rest, but she bent down and vomited a few mouthfuls of water into the spittoon behind the door, shook her head, took out a tissue to wipe the corners of her mouth and eyes a few times, smiled wryly at Shan Yang, and then said: "No What's the matter, I just want to say that as a woman, Peony is the happiest, even though she doesn't know your attachment to her now, she should have no regrets.
And I am a superfluous person at all, so God is too unfair to let Mudan, who is so important to you and Zhang Huayuya, run away from home, but let me, a superfluous woman, stay by your side.
Well, now that I know that I am redundant, I should go too.
Now please tear off the left skirt of the shirt on your body and give it to me, then bite your left ring finger and draw a word 'door' on the skirt with your finger blood, it's that simple! You won't be reluctant! "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com