Yingmin opened her mouth a few more times, and smiled wryly, with a crystal tear in the corner of her eye, and said with difficulty: "If I don't know your pain, if I'm really ruthless, why should I persuade you? I want to say a few words of comfort and peace of mind, but have you ever thought that Peony just ran away from home? You set up her mourning hall at home and talk about her crazily every day. How can she feel at ease? She is not dead, but you If you pray to death, you will also curse to death, you know? A good man is sad to hear a thousand curses!
Tonight is your birthday, and Peony has never forgotten your birthday. I believe that no matter where Peony is, she will congratulate you on your birthday! I beg you, since you really respect Mudan and love her, stop talking about her every day! And when you resume your normal work and life, and revoke the false mourning hall for Peony, I believe that even Peony, who is thousands of miles away, will feel happy and relieved! "
Shan Yang couldn't help being wronged and had mixed feelings. He felt so painful that he wanted to live, and that life would be worse than death. An inexplicable resentment surged into his heart:
"Peony will congratulate me on my birthday thousands of miles away? She will abandon me and our child under half a year old, can she bear it? If she can really feel at ease, she is definitely a ruthless woman!
Originally, since she ran away from home until now, I have never sent her to say no, all the hatred is only myself, and I don't have the courage to go with her!
But now, I want to hate her, hate her! Why leave me and the young children behind? I can't wait to curse her to really die! "
"I don't believe you would be so cruel!"
"Why not be so cruel?"
"Why? Look at yourself, don't cut your hair, don't shave your beard, don't wash your face, don't change your clothes, and needless to say, you don't rinse your teeth anymore, because I can smell your bad breath. I believe that Peony has done something wrong, I can't bear to see you like this, seeing you dirty her ghost eyes, you really look neither human nor ghost!"
"What do you know? Am I in the mood to pay attention to these things? No matter how clean I am, who will look at me? My beloved wife is gone, so what's the point of me paying attention to how clean I am?
Besides, the dirtiest place on my body has the smell of peony's life, how can I be willing to wash it off? Do you understand? Can you understand how I hate peonies? How much I want to go with Peony, how I don't understand that Peony will leave me without saying goodbye?
Not to mention how hard our love came! How short our time of common happiness! Why doesn't she cherish it? Why did you abandon me and my child? Can you answer me for Peony? Can?
I still have a lot of things to say to Peony just now and I can't hold it anymore, so you answer me for Peony, why did she leave me? Why do you torture me like this? You know, without Peony, how sad I would be, how sad" Shan Yang said, lying on the coffin of Peony's clothes, crying with his head in his arms.
"Sad? You are selfish!"
"Why selfish?"
"You think, if we continue like this, then you will no longer be able to work and live normally in the future. Besides, I want to chat with you at night to relieve boredom or something. If someone hears us talking like this, someone will Scold me for being unscrupulous, or say you are a lunatic; it is not even ruled out that some people will think that I am the ghost of Peony, will say that this place is haunted, and will definitely ask a mage to clean me up, and even forcibly revoke the mourning hall of Peony. You don¡¯t want to have this ending Bar?
Therefore, you will have to go to work and work normally during the day, and meet friends and relatives. In short, one day will return to normal. At night, I can accompany you for an hour or two without anyone knowing, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds? "
Shining Yang had no choice but to nod in agreement: "Okay, I'll listen to you!"
"Also, no matter under any circumstances, under any mood, you must not release your hatred for Peony on me, otherwise, I will not be able to bear it!" When Ying Min said these words, her attitude was very firm.
After that, Shan Yang resumed going to work in the company.
In the evening, Yingmin arrived as scheduled. She sat on the hardwood sofa opposite Shan Yang, facing Shan Yang, raised her head halfway, a few strands of bangs fluttered lightly on her right eyebrow, and said with a sad smile: "Why are you still in such a mess tonight?"
Shan Yang hurriedly got up, sat on the bed and replied: "I was thinking about Peony, and I was lost in thought, so I don't know where it is."
"I thought it would be interesting to be with you if it was meaningful, otherwise, you're still so depressed, and I'm not in the mood, so it's hard for me to make you happy, and it's hard for you to make me happy, I see, From now on, I will not come to accompany you at all!"
"If you want to come, if you want to come, I will be happy if you come, and I want you to be happy too!"
"What do you want to make me happy? Am I your wife? Am I Zhang Huayuya's mother? Can you really see me as a peony?"
"It seems that you don't fully understand what I mean byPeony's love, so that you don't even know what true love is? "
"Then tell me, what is real love?"
"True love does not exist in the human world, it can only be seen in the world of birds!"
"Are people not as good as birds?"
"In certain fields, such as in love, people are indeed inferior to birds! For example, mandarin ducks, lovesick birds, rival birds, etc., one flies up, and the other follows. Wherever the front flies, the back follows. Where; if one dies, the other will die too, and if he does not die, he will be alone for the rest of his life! What a great and dedicated love! How can humans compare? So I am ashamed to be inferior to birds!"
"Comrade Shan Yang, what era is this? Have you forgotten that we are born in the 1980s? Why do you still compare humans to birds? Humans are evolving all the time, and their thinking and lifestyle are changing all the time. Birds How can you be compared with others? You were born in modern times, and you have no modern atmosphere at all. Look at the men who have a little status and money nowadays. Which one is not a wife at home to look after the children, and a mistress outside? You don¡¯t know, and you Haven¡¯t you seen it before? How cool!¡±
"Everyone has their own way of life, the world and life are different, I want my view of love! Yingmin, I'm sorry!"
"But, you don't have a wife by your side now!"
"In my eyes, there is no difference between Peony's death and life, whether she is there or not!"
"Stubborn! Didn't I think about you and the child? Don't you think that your words are very lacking in romance?" Ying Min said slowly and affectionately.
"Romantic? One is sad, one is sad, and sad, how can you talk about romance?" Shining Yang has another inexplicable trouble in his heart.
"This is the sad thing about you! In real life, I can still accompany you to talk face to face like this, caring for each other, and the love is endless. In the four seas, there are others. Unless you are in the myth of the legend, you still can't feel the love of romance. place?"
"Do you know what romance is?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com