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121 A New Life

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    I don't know how long it took before Cheng Mingming was finally willing to slowly get up from the corner.  At this time, almost an hour had passed, and when she looked out of the window again, it was already quiet outside, which was completely different from the excitement an hour ago.

    And that person is naturally gone.

    Cheng Mingming raised his hand to gently touch his cheek, and unexpectedly found that there were no tears on his face as she imagined.  She couldn't help laughing bitterly, in fact, she doesn't care so much about Yu Zhifeng's return now, does she?  When she sees him now, she won't cry as much as she did before.  Even if it's just a back view, she's just thinking a little confused and feeling a little bad.

    In fact, there are only these bad sequelae.

    Now that new characters have appeared in her life, she should also look forward, and should not be immersed in the sad memories of the past.  No matter whether he came back or not, as long as he never came out to see her, then she would just treat her as if she didn't exist.

    Well, even if he really came to find her.  So what to do?

    Cheng Mingming was so engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't even notice that the mobile phone scattered on the carpet beside him was ringing flickeringly after holding it tightly in his hand.

    When Cheng Mingming was thinking about one thing, it was really hard for anything else to interfere with her emotions.  She is a person who will not easily make up her mind to do something, but once she makes up her mind to do it, she will definitely do it the best.

    If he really came back to find her, then she would treat him as an old friend.  Although she knew that this must be difficult, but now she was mentally prepared, so no matter how difficult it was, she thought she could still hold on.  .  Didn't someone say that?  If you want to prove that you really had a good life or that you have forgotten that unforgettable relationship, in fact, you just need to face the bits and pieces in that memory, including the one that made you  It is ok to face the person who hurts you calmly.

    When you can really face those people and those things with peace of mind, it can prove that you have really let go.

    Cheng Mingming finally figured it out a bit. Although he was still a little gloomy, he could at least smile in the mirror reluctantly, and then said, I'm fine, I'm fine.

    She slowly turned around and limped back to her bed with some difficulty.  Now she is really complaining about why she was injured at this time, how inconvenient it is to do things.

    If she is mobile now, what will be her subconscious actions?  Is it the same as in the past, just ran down regardless and then ran to the back?

    No way?  At least when she saw him just now, she didn't fully have such a consciousness in her actions.  I don't know if it's because she knows that she is unable to catch up now because she has limited mobility, or because she is no longer so eager to see him.

    Cheng Mingming actually just wanted an answer.  She really wanted to ask Yu Zhifeng why he left without saying goodbye, why he made her a laughing stock for everyone to digest, why he made her family embarrass her with her?  She hates it, really hates it

    Although she has always acted indifferent, but later she also knew that the family has actually done a lot for her.  In fact, they would move silently to accompany her to this unfamiliar place later, just because they simply didn't want her to hear too many gossips that would lead to emotional breakdown.  But at that time, she really couldn't understand it at all. She just felt wronged and felt that her family would not care about her.  Otherwise, how could they have moved at that time because of an inexplicable guilty conscience?

    That's what Cheng Mingming was thinking at that time. At that time, her thoughts were really paranoid to a terrible point.  A word or a look from someone else, or just inadvertently, but if it pokes her sensitive and fragile nerves, she will immediately go crazy.

    Later, after slowly getting in touch with a psychiatrist, I slowly opened my heart.  Cheng Mingming finally regained his previous sanity, and realized that all his previous thoughts were too funny, and he was sincerely sorry for those family members who had been by her side and silently cared about her.

    In fact, her parents and elder brother just didn't want her to suffer the slightest harm, so they kept telling her not to go out during that period of time, not the so-called people who didn't want to go out by themselves because they were afraid of losing face in her imagination.  As for moving??, I was also afraid that if she always lived in a house full of Yu Zhifeng's smell, her mood would continue to be depressed, so I thought about changing to a new environment to let her calm down slowly  A wound in the heart.

    It's just that she didn't appreciate everything they did at that time, and she even stubbornly believed that they were blaming herself.  It wasn't until later that her best friend Zhou Qianqian couldn't stand it anymore, so after asking her out and talking about a lot of things, she realized that it was she who had been hurting her best family.

    In fact, no matter what time it is, your family will always be the one who is by your side, the one who treats you well unconditionally.  Maybe sometimes everyone will quarrel over a little thing, but that also proves that this family is very warm, doesn't it?  !

    Anyway, there was a period of time when Cheng Mingming really had a hard time, and even suffered from mild depression. At that time, he had thoughts of suicide almost every day.

    But then with the company of family and friends, she survived, didn't she?  Didn't you say that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have future blessings?  Cheng Mingming firmly believed in this truth, so her physical and mental health recovered very well afterwards, and she even took advantage of the trend and became a psychiatrist.

    In fact, all of this should be thanks to her mentor. If it weren't for her, Cheng Mingming would not be the present Cheng Mingming.

    Now she occasionally has times when she can't control her emotions, but her instructor has taught her a small method to adjust her nervousness.  Although I still feel a little uncomfortable afterwards, it is much better than before.

    Cheng Mingming told himself in his heart, let the past things go with the wind.  So what if Yu Zhifeng is back now?  So what if he appeared in front of her?  Even if knowing why he left for no reason at the beginning, so what if he suddenly came back now?

    Anyway, she, Cheng Mingming, is already planning to start a brand new life.  In this life, she still has her dearest family and friends, but that dearest lover will no longer be him but Bai Yiyang who makes her so tempted.

    Maybe she can't truly forget the past now, but she believes that as long as she works hard, Bai Yiyang will definitely be waiting for her on the other side of success.

    Bai Yiyang is such a good person, she doesn't believe that she won't fall in love with him.

    So let the hatred that has been buried in your heart for many years disappear.  Cheng Mingming murmured silently in his heart, hatred can only mean that you still care about him.  Now if you want to prove that you really don't have love for him, then you can directly ignore his existence.

    Even if one day the two really met on the street, whether it was good to pass by each other directly, or to say hello to each other with a smile, she thought she could do a good job.

    Well, it is best to have this mentality.  When Cheng Mingming opened his eyes again, he was already in a much happier mood, and he was not as depressed as before.  Even compared to before, her mood seemed much clearer.

    She thought, maybe all of this is because she has Bai Yiyang by her side now, because of him, she was able to forget the past so bravely, and then wanted to bravely start a new relationship with him.  Of course, the company and support of family and friends are also very powerful motivators But sometimes love is something that can only be supported by love.

    While Cheng Mingming was still struggling with how to take the initiative to make this phone call to talk to Bai Yiyang about her current decision, Cheng's mother who had just left the house came back in a hurry, and then she acted very vigorously and rushed directly to her.  The room came.

    Of course she didn't know why Cheng's mother was so hot and angry, and why she looked so hostile to the visitor, so she could only look up and complain and looked at her in a very confused way.

    "Mom, what are you doing?" Cheng Mingming asked very speechlessly and depressed.

    Cheng's mother rested on the spot for a while, and finally she was relieved when she was no longer out of breath, and when Cheng Mingming was in good health, she stretched out her hand to hold the  The mobile phone that I had been holding in my hand was brought to my ear and continued to answer.

    "Ayang, I'm home well, you're too nervous, that girl Cheng Cheng is fine. Okay, okay, I'll ask her later. Don't worry, it's definitely not your problem, it must be this girl playing tricks on her own  The child has lost his temper Well, no need, you have to deal with her, I'll just teach her a lesson Ah? No, okay, okay, you can talk about it yourself later. Umm, that's it  ,Bye-Bye!"

    Cheng Mingming also knew what was going on after hearing the words. At this time, she secretly added another thought in her heart. It would be better if Bai Yiyang could not be so nervous about her.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)What's going on, at this time she secretly added another idea in her heart, it would be better if Bai Yiyang could not be so nervous about her.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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