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Chapter Seven

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    "Zhenru, I don't know what I should say now," He Tong obviously ran out of words, and said inarticulately, "Actually, what I say now is also powerless, don't you think so?"

    At this time, Yu Zhenru wanted to laugh. She thought that He Tong was hypocritical to the point of being ridiculous, but he himself seemed unaware and took stupidity for wisdom.  However, as soon as Yu Zhenru wanted to laugh, she suddenly had a sore nose and burst into tears.

    "He Tong, I suddenly feel that I am stupid, downright stupid." Yu Zhenru wiped the tears from her face, and said in a whimpering voice, "This is especially so in front of you. I also know why you are rejecting this  You are afraid of ruining your family, your future, and your reputation. And this is where you are selfish. You look forward and backward, think left and right, and you think of yourself in the end, and you never think about others.  Isn't it selfish enough to bring pain and sorrow to others? Isn't it hypocritical that you are always evasive, vague, and even want to deny it?  Is it? You are a big man, a successful man, you can put your true feelings aside and act like nothing. But, I can't, this is because I am a woman, a passionate and sentimental woman, you  I can do it, I can't do it, I can never do it, maybe this is the difference between a man and a woman. I admit that I love you, although I have never expressed it to you, and I have said it several times  I swallowed it again, this is because I found your hesitation, your cowardice, your irresponsibility for real emotions, and this is the real He Tong. For me, everything you do is  It's unfair and unacceptable. Before I met you, I thought I'd never have love again in my life, and I've been feeling unlucky for myself. But God made me meet you, and let me  I fell in love with you and couldn't help myself. I was happy and intoxicated by it. I didn't know it at the time. This is my greatest misfortune. I know you are a married person, but I can't refuse  My love, you let me live in contradiction and suffering, can you bear it?"

    He Tong's two lines of tears were involuntary, and he was deeply moved by Yu Zhenru's sincere confession.  He has experienced both the feeling of loving and being loved, and has been hurt by it.  So now, facing the love of another woman besides his wife Liu Xiaomei, the final result is still hurt, either Yu Zhenru or Liu Xiaomei, one of the two must be, or neither will be spared.

    "Zhenru, opening your heart to me is the greatest trust in me. Your love will last me forever," He Tong wiped away tears and said, "But I really can't afford it. It's not selfish."  , is not hypocrisy, nor is it irresponsible. Think about it, if our dreams come true, will we really be happy? Will we really feel at ease? How do I, including you, face another  Woman? What kind of harm will Liu Xiaomei suffer? Compared with you, this kind of harm is heavier, more cruel and merciless? And she is innocent! What reason do we have to hurt her? What reason do we have to plant our happiness  Rooted in her pain? Zhenru, you are a woman, and Liu Xiaomei is also a woman. Don¡¯t people often say that women are the easiest to communicate with? Then, think about it from Liu Xiaomei¡¯s point of view, if you are Liu Xiaomei  , will you endure it in silence and deal with it calmly? I don¡¯t think so, definitely not, so¡­¡±

    "Okay, He Tong, don't say any more." Yu Zhenru interrupted He Tong with a wave of her hand, and said, "Can you let me calm down for a while?"

    He Tong stopped and stopped talking. Yu Zhenru's expression told him that she had listened to his words, and he should give her enough time to think.

    Yu Zhenru fell into deep thought. He Tong's words made her suddenly realize that she was actually playing a dishonorable role. No matter how true and irresistible her love for He Tong was, this kind of love was ultimately a castle in the air.  It is unattainable, and it will be endless pain in the end, which she never thought of.  Yes, Yu Zhenru said to herself, if I were He Tong's wife Liu Xiaomei, what would I do?  What reason do I have to hurt her?  So for He Tong, is there no other way than love between men and women?  Isn't the respect he has for his wife the respect he has for all women in the world?  At this time, Yu Zhenru seemed to suddenly realize that it was not He Tong who was really selfish, but herself. She only thought of herself and ignored others. If He Tong didn't stop it in time, she would become a despised sinner  , run counter to her outlook on life, what a terrible thing it is!

    "He Tong, I finally understand now that our love should not exist." Yu Zhenru raised her right hand and held her forehead, as if talking to herself, "In this world, love cannot exist."  Duplicate, also can't share, you say right? I almost made a fatal mistake, although this mistake may be beautiful ?? However, no matter how beautiful a mistake is, it is still a mistake, not to mention this is an unforgivable mistake.  Bury both love and pain in my heart, He Tong, don't worry, I will adjust myself.  "

    He Tong was a little grateful for the rapid change in Zhenru's attitude. Her knowledge and understanding, her empathy, and her ability to distinguish right from wrong cannot but move He Tong.  As a result, he fell deeply into another emotional chain, guilt, love, and a few traces of sadness rushed into his heart, and he once again covered his face and wept.

    "He Tong, don't be like this." Yu Zhenru said with tears in her eyes, "Look, I understand, why are you confused again?"

    He Tong slowly raised his heavy head, and said weakly: "Zhenru, II'm sorry for you."

    Yu Zhenru took out a handkerchief, handed it to He Tong, and said, "He Tong, I'm sorry, you still treat me like a little girl, don't you?"

    "No, no, no." He Tong took the handkerchief, didn't wipe his face, just stared at the exquisite pattern on it, and said, "You are an amazing woman, I can't help but sigh."

    Yu Zhenru bit her lips tightly, not letting herself cry out.  A man does not cry lightly, because he does not reach the place where he is sad. He Tong's tears made Yu Zhenru feel his love for her. The price he paid for abandoning this emotion is the real He Tong.  .  She thought, she should be content.

    "He Tong, I have a request, I wonder if you will agree." Yu Zhenru hesitated for a while, and said.

    He Tong carefully folded the handkerchief into a small square, covered his face, smelled the fragrance, and said, "Zhenru, tell me, as long as I can do it."

    "Don't you have a younger sister? It happens that I don't have an older brother either, so just recognize me as a younger sister." Yu Zhenru said with tears in her eyes, "Because I am proud and happy to have an older brother like you."

    "Okay, I can't ask for it." He Tong agreed with tears in his eyes.

    The beloved became an elder brother, and Yu Zhenru immediately realized that this love that never started was over.  She shivered, her mind went blank for an instant, and she almost collapsed to the ground.

    "My good brother, let's have a sworn ceremony." Yu Zhenru closed her eyes and fell silent for a moment, then stood up, filled two small cups of wine, forced a smile, and said.

    He Tong didn't respond for a while, because it was the first time he heard a woman call him brother so affectionately.  When he realized that Yu Zhenru was going to toast with him, he was still a little worried that she might drink too much and have an accident.  He Tong looked at the wine bottle, they only drank a little more than two-thirds, that is to say, there is still a big gap between Yu Zhenru's drinking capacity, she will not lose her composure because of this, so he is relieved.

    "Okay, my good sister." After a long time, He Tong also got up and stood up, holding the wine glass in both hands, and said.

    The two wine glasses touched heavily, crisp and melodious, desolate and tragic. With the bottom of the wine glasses, a pair of brothers and sisters of the opposite sex were born.  He Tong thought, this is a helpless choice, and it is also the best ending, there is no other way.

    "Sister, please drink tea." He Tong took the seat first, poured a cup of strong tea for Yu Zhenru, and said.

    After Yu Zhenru put down the wine glass slowly, she raised her eyes and smiled at He Tong, wanting to say something.  However, just as she opened her lips, her eyes suddenly went dark, and she fell to the ground, her identity lost.

    He Tong's act of rushing towards Yu Zhenru recklessly was almost without thinking, and it was a conditioned reflex.  He knew that Yu Zhenru's drunkenness and sudden fainting were not caused by alcohol, but the result of being suppressed by emotional difficulties, and worshiping him as a brother and sister was the most difficult and painful choice for her, and she suffered unbearably.  He Tong couldn't help but have mixed feelings, and was in awe.  He bent down, gently hugged Zhenru to the sofa, brought tea, and slowly poured it into her mouth with a small spoon, hoping that she would wake up as soon as possible, just like a kind-hearted brother caring for a sick child.  Like my little sister.

    A few minutes later, Yu Zhenru let out a long sigh and moved her body. Gradually, her breathing became close to normal.  He Tong hurriedly called the waiter to pay the bill, preparing to send Zhenru to the hospital.  However, just when He Tong raised his head and cast his eyes on the door, a face he was so familiar with came into his eyes through the door and window.

    That's Liu Xiaomei!

    Why did Liu Xiaomei come here?  He Tong was terrified, glanced at Yu Zhenru on the sofa, and rushed out the door with lightning speed.

    Liu Xiaomei met He Tong's eyes, and immediately panicked, as if it was not He Tong who was dating a young woman alone, but herself.  She turned quickly and fled.

    "Xiaomei!" He Tong shouted at the back of Liu Xiaomei hurriedly going away.

    Liu Xiaomei didn't turn her head back, she just stopped subconsciously, then quickly walked like flying, and disappeared around the corner of the stairs.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)??, and then walked quickly, disappearing at the corner of the stairs.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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