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Gong Xiaolan's mood has been a little abnormal in the recent period, she is depressed all day long, and doesn't think about food and drink. This is not discovered by her husband Li Dongfang, but by herself.
Ever since she attended that party, she suddenly knew that there are other people living in another way in the world. For example, my colleague Du Juan, and Axin, the host of the "Midnight Voice" program on the economic radio station. Now, she often suffers from insomnia, facing the ceiling in a daze, especially when Li Dongfang is not at home on duty. She was agitated by this and sometimes felt like crying.
Gong Xiaolan remembered to listen to the program called "Midnight Heart Voice" that she had dismissed after experiencing countless sleepless nights. This was last Sunday night.
It was raining lightly that night, and the sound of the dripping rain was like the weeping of a lovelorn girl. The wind was still blowing, but it was not strong, and it was silent. It was only from time to time that a few raindrops were blown on the window panes, which made people realize that the wind was blowing. After eating alone, Gong Xiaolan sat in front of the window and listened to the rain. She found that loneliness can be so unbearable, as if countless little hands were scratching her heart. Li Dongfang has not been home for more than ten days. Ever since the "strike hard" campaign was launched across the country, he has disappeared without even a message. Now, Gong Xiaolan thought, people like Li Dongfang shouldn't get married at all, so that others would not suffer so much. She also thought, is it worth it for me? Is it worth it for Li Dongfang? I burst into tears just thinking about it.
When Li Dongfang gently opened the door and came in, Gong Xiaolan didn't notice that it was already around 10 o'clock in the evening. When Li Dongfang opened the door and entered, he saw two silver lights shining under the electric light, which were Gong Xiaolan's tears. He was startled at first, feeling a few ominous omens rushing to his heart. Weeping alone is more terrifying than crying in front of others. He hung the raincoat behind the door, raised his arm and wiped the rainwater off his face with his sleeve, and then tiptoed towards Gong Xiaolan. Gong Xiaolan didn't know Li Dongfang was back until she felt something warm behind her. She regretted letting him see herself crying, and it was not a good thing for her to let him see herself crying. She wiped away her tears and said, "You still know how to come back? You still have a home?"
Li Dongfang is not unfamiliar with this kind of questioning in this situation, but he didn't hear what Gong Xiaolan said, but it was described by the team leader when he talked about his wife. Now, he was horrified to hear that Gong Xiaolan had said the same thing. Li Dongfang thought why I don't want to come back, but how can I come back during the "strike hard" period? How could I come back tonight if the captain hadn't put all the veteran policemen on duty tonight?
"Xiaolan," Li Dongfang sat down behind Gong Xiaolan, put his hands on her shoulders, and said with a smile, "Am I not coming back?"
Gong Xiaolan shook her shoulders, and when she found that Li Dongfang's hand was still on her shoulder, she pushed back and said, "No one asked you to come back."
Li Dongfang felt that he was repeating the situation that the captain had faced. When this happened, he remembered the captain's words, you must not be anxious with her, let alone say something innocuous like "I don't want to come back, it's just that I can't get rid of work", you should Watch her smile first, and when you've laughed enough, go up to take her hand, and hug her suddenly while she's not paying attention, then there's nothing wrong with it. Now, Li Dongfang really hopes that there will be no problems, but from Gong Xiaolan's expression, it can be seen that there will never be any problems.
"Xiaolan," Li Dongfang scratched his scalp which was very itchy due to the rain, "It's not that I don't want to come back, it's just work"
Li Dongfang even laughed when he said this, and he found that he was running counter to the advice of the brigade.
Gong Xiaolan was confused by Li Dongfang's inexplicable laughter, she didn't know what or why he was laughing.
"Is it so funny to base your own happiness on the suffering of others?" Gong Xiaolan said, and she gave Li Dongfang a blank look.
Li Dongfang knew from Gong Xiaolan's eyes that there would be no major family turmoil tonight. He found that there were tears in her eyes, which were full of sadness and warmth. He suddenly felt a shock, just like he was suddenly shocked by the heavy rain just now.
When Li Dongfang suddenly hugged Gong Xiaolan in his arms, Gong Xiaolan didn't respond, she just changed from crying silently to crying loudly. Before this, Gong Xiaolan also cried, but there was no audience, and she also found that crying without an audience was completely different from crying with an audience. This cry also confused Li Dongfang Monk Zhang Er, just like Gong Xiaolan was confused by his laughter.
Li Dongfang didn't speak, but hugged him even tighter. He knew that it was useless to say anything at this time. He just hugged her like this, looking up at the wedding photo above their heads. The two people in the wedding photo are naturally smiling, Gong Xiaolan's;The sea outside is also magnificent
But you can't escape the loneliness
Loneliness is the pain you cannot escape
Like the cracked land after a severe drought
Lonely is a cup of strong bitter wine
Could make you shudder
After a severe drought, there will always be torrential rain
But loneliness makes you always teary and obsessed
"Dear listeners, after the song "Loneliness, Your Inescapable Pain", our hotline will be activated. Dial 8332157. Don't keep your lonely pain in your heart. Ah Xin is waiting for you." Ah Xin said.
Gong Xiaolan listened to this sad pop song with tears in her eyes, and after listening to A Xin's words, she couldn't help but had the desire to call the hotline. She stood in a daze in the room, she was glad that there was no phone at home. Don't keep the pain of loneliness in your heart, then, who does she tell? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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