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Chapter 08 Where is my hometown, where my heart is at ease

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    Xue Haoran held Yi Sisi's hand, walked non-stop, transferred from the bus to the subway, and made seventy thousand detours all the way, finally came to a place completely unfamiliar to Yi Sisi.

    The building number of Tongzilou has long been mottled and difficult to read. Climbing up the dark stairs, the corridor is dark and long.  Cobweb-like winding wires are thickly wrapped in oil beads and exposed on the shed.

    Yi Sisi felt a bit of fear, and her legs trembled weakly.  Xue Haoran supported her, put his arms around her shoulders and sent him to his arms, and said softly: "Don't be afraid!"

    Xue Haoran led her into a dim hut, a dilapidated window creaked.  The moonlight came in, and Yi Sisi vaguely saw the blackened wall and the peeling off the wall.

    The room is dark, but there is not much dust and garbage.  Originally only a small wooden single bed was placed in the 15-square-meter hut, but the whole room seemed empty.  The quilts on the bed were neatly stacked, and it was obvious that someone often came to clean them.

    Yi Sisi looked at Xue Haoran in confusion, only to see that there was a warmth of nostalgia in his eyes, as well as a trace of painful distress.  Yi Sisi couldn't help but hugged him again, hoping that she could bring him a little warmth.

    "Sisi"

    Xue Haoran's voice seemed to come from afar.

    "This is where I was born, where my parents left me, and where I will disappear from the world in a few months."

    Yi Sisi suddenly understood something, her eyes became wet, and she hugged harder.

    Xue Haoran actually laughed, he picked up Yi Sisi, walked to the bed in three steps, and they sat down hugging each other.

    "I have nothing. The fire at the age of five took away my world. At that time, I didn't understand anything, I could only cry. Without my favorite toy green leather train, I  Cried; I cried without my collection of crispy noodle hero cards; I cried without my mom¡¯s meals; gone, nothing, not even my parents¡­¡±

    Xue Haoran gritted his teeth and remained silent for a while, without looking down at Yi Sisi who was already in tears.

    "I was sent to the orphanage, and a year later, I met my mentor. At that time, he just came to show condolences. I was thin, and they liked to push me and hit me. I sneaked into the lounge and imitated him.  He secretly played the erhu."

    "Later, I was adopted by him. But he didn't let me call him father. I respected the teacher's tea and performed the ceremony of apprentice. He and his wife treated me very well, provided me with board and lodging, and provided for me to study. He asked if I had  What wish, I said I wanted to go back to this tube building, and he helped me do it. In those years, I didn't suffer much except practicing the piano. I adore him, thank him, he is my mentor  .¡±

    Yi Sisi already understood who the mentor Xue Haoran was talking about, and couldn't help crying loudly, sobbing loudly: "Old Xue, I was wrong I didn't know he was your mentor I shouldn't have said  He speaks badly about"

    Xue Haoran stretched out his hand to caress Yi Sisi's eyes, tears flowed from between his fingers, and his eye sockets were also red, but he did not shed a single tear.  Xue Haoran gently patted Yi Sisi on the back: "Don't cry, don't cry. Sisi doesn't cry."

    The tone changed sharply, Xue Haoran suddenly said in a deep voice: "Actually, you are right."

    Yi Sisi was startled and stopped crying.

    "He is enthusiastic about public welfare and has secretly funded no less than 30 needy children. He took me to orphanages, deaf children's homes, and volunteer alliances. He made me feel the grief of others and taught me how to help them. He has always been my idol.  , my role model. Until one dayheI hate himdespise himbut I have no right to hate himI"

    Xue Haoran couldn't continue.

    Yi Sisi covered his mouth, and said softly: "Old Xue, stop talking. No one is perfect, after all he" Yi Sisi didn't know how to proceed, in fact, in her heart, a man with a bad style  A man is more repulsive than a man who never does good.

    Loud words came out of Xue Haoran's mouth: "Sisi, I can't hide it from you. I want to tell you my dirtiest and despicable side. Even if you leave me for this"

    Xue Haoran didn't take time to express his determination to Yi Sisi, and said with a shocking sentence: "I am a rapist!"

    Yi Sisi's mind was scattered into ashes by this blow, and her whole body froze like a sculpture.

    Xue Haoran let go of Yi Sisi, and moved a few inches away from the messy Yi Sisi, as if he was afraid that he would defile her.  He covered his face with his hands and propped it between his knees, just like all penitent criminals in prison.

    "Sisi, she was only a thirteen-year-old girl. After we finished drinking, the mentor brought her backthenthen he raped her in front of me. He said it was for my adulthood.  LessonThinking?, I had just turned 18 at the time, so drunk that I was unconscious, and my blood was surging, I actually felt that I should do what my master asked me to do.  I hate it, I hate that I can't control it.  I suddenly saw her eyes, filled with fear and despair, which made me look like a beast, and I suddenly sobered up, I actually did that kind of thing"

    "Sisi, you are a law student. Take me away and handcuff me. No matter how many volunteers I do, how much money I donate, and how much I compensate her, I can't redeem my sins. I  I will never forget those eyestake me awaySisiplease" Xue Haoran roared loudly, but he didn't dare to turn his head to look at her, to see her pure eyes  eyes.

    Yi Sisi didn't say a word, Xue Haoran only heard the rustling sound, his eyes were swollen in the palm of his hand, and he said gloomyly: "You goI don't deserve your loveI was originally  There's nothing left"

    "You still have me" Yi Sisi's voice trembled unbearably.

    Xue Haoran raised his head suddenly, but froze his breath the moment his eyes touched her.

    "Sisi, what are you doing?"

    At this moment, Yi Sisi's upper body was covered with only one piece of underwear, and she was still stretching her trembling hands to her back, trying to untie the last restraint. Under the moonlight, her fair skin glowed with a holy soft light, silky  His arms were covered with goosebumps from the cold.

    Xue Haoran hurriedly took off his coat and wanted to put it on for her, but he didn't dare to approach her, and let out a painful groan from his throat.

    "Old Xue, look into my eyes."

    Xue Haoran didn't dare to look at her anymore, Yi Sisi moved closer to him, touched his hot cheek with frozen hands, and turned his face away.

    "Old Xue, look! There is no fear, no disgust, only willingness."

    Xue Haoran wrapped his palms around her ice-like backs, trying to move them away, but he couldn't move.  A man does not flick his tears lightly, but he has not reached the depths of love.  Xue Haoran burst into tears, completely lost his usual mature and stable image, sobbing like a child who is at a loss.

    "Old Xue, everyone says you are a good person and a gentleman. They think you will answer all their requests, and they think that you are born to help others. But they don't know that good people will also get tired, get hurt, and have helplessness.  Thank you for telling me everything about you. I love you, and I love everything about you. Old Xue, I don¡¯t allow you to ruin yourself because of the mistakes you made when you were young. Because you have me, from today onwards,  You will have all of me."

    An indescribable emotion raged in every capillary of Xue Haoran.  "Sisi" Xue Haoran's ravings were instantly drowned out.  He rolled over and pressed her down like crazy, kissing carelessly, his lips fell heavily on her body

    The next morning, Xue Haoran disappeared from his arms, and he broke out in a cold sweat.  He was at a loss for dressing, when he suddenly heard a cough from the small balcony.

    "Cough Mom woo woo I miss you"

    That was Yi Sisi's most representative cry. Even her cry was engraved in his mind and he would never forget it.  Xue Haoran leaned against the corner, and smiled silently, with mist of happiness in his smile.

    "Mom, ahem I'm really fine I just miss you."

    "Mom, I am so happy, really happy Thank you and Dadcoughfor giving me a warm home and allowing me to grow up healthily and happily. I love you all!"

    "Mom, I'm really fine! Oh, I have something to do."

    Yi Sisi's hoarse crying voice was extremely gentle, with the shyness of a little daughter.  She paused for a long time, and finally said in the most serious tone: "Mom, your daughter has become a woman"

    The person on the phone seemed to take a long time to digest the news.  After a long time, Yi Sisi continued:

    "Well I don't regret it This place of peace of mind is my hometown. From now on, I have another hometown. The place with him is my home, and I will work hard to give him a warm home  " (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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