First of all, I would like to thank the book friends who still gave me care and encouragement during my illness. I sincerely thank you. It is your meticulous care that allowed me to recover in such a short period of time. Thank you!
Second, I want to apologize, and I still have to say sorry to the best and best book friends in the world for keeping you waiting for so long. After all, one of my mottos is also: the dead are like a husband! Time is irreversible. ^_^
Many friends who have met but haven't met are concerned about what happened to me these days (some even speculate that I am practicing peerless magic in retreat, uh, sweating), so many articles have to be stopped God, here today I will open my heart that has been closed for some time without any concealment, and have a good chat with you to solve your doubts.
First, because of a "secret that cannot be told", a large amount of blood loss was caused - about one-third of my total blood volume, although the doctor said that I was still alive and went to the hospital to get stitches by myself. What a pitiful) miracle, but I did not accept her suggestion to let me have a blood transfusion. I, a bit of a clean freak, thought that since I couldn¡¯t die temporarily, there was no need to transfuse other people¡¯s blood¡ªit would lower my dignity. Bloodline, anyway, I am also a person who donated blood for free, and there were no problems in the days after the blood donation? Unexpectedly, after this blood loss, I often fainted without warning during work, so I had to "fly" back to my hometown, hide in the arms of my parents, let them love me well, woo woo woo woo, woo woo woo woo woo¡¡
Second, a girl who I firmly believe that if I die, she will immediately die for me, disappeared from my world and life without any warning, reminder, notification, or reason!
Third, if there is physical injury and spiritual comfort to support recovery, I think for me, the suspension of the manuscript will never happen, but as the saying goes: Misfortunes never come singly! So in terms of spirit, not only did I not have any consolation to support my physical recovery, but it made me suffer from near-desperation and endless, boundless spiritual suffering at the same time. So since I was thirteen years old, I have never weighed less than 60 kilograms. At the age of twenty-nine, which is so important to a man that it is even indescribable, my weight plummeted from x>85 kilograms to x<55kg, if you think about it, this can be regarded as a weight loss myth created inadvertently, hahaha!
Zhang Sanfeng, played by Jet Li, said: Everything in the past is just an embellishment of life, not a burden.
If we insist on turning everything in our past into our burden.
Zhang Sanfeng, played by Jet Li, said again: Let go of the burden and run towards a new life.
It's easy to say, but a little difficult to do. In this world, our biggest opponent is ourselves. After all, we can say responsibly, if we can fix ourselves, then we are not far from taking care of the whole world.
Liu Yan in "Ten Fingers Lightly Passing the Wind, Qingxue" is a person with attractiveness in every pore, and the same is true for me in reality.
So, what will you do when there is another good girl beside you who will die for you immediately if you die?
I don't know what you think.
But what I do is: I delineate a world of two people, because I can't make myself not attract other people - as long as I am in a place where there are people, if I accidentally attract other women, then I will give it to me. The good girl next to me brings some troubles more or less, and these troubles can be completely avoided-as long as I don't appear where there are people-that is, I want to live in a world that only belongs to the two of us Inside, so these years, I haven't made any new friends, and even rarely contacted old friends, so, slowly, I got used to the life of two people.
If you must ask me why I choose such a life, I can tell you responsibly: For her, it is worth it!
Well, a few years passed, she was gone, and she was too mean to say goodbye, and now, I was left alone and had to start a new life.
Ten fingers lightly pass the wind, clear snow, and listen to the cuckoo through the ages. Maybe only after experiencing it, can I know Feng Qingxue's "not good", and then I can understand Du Juan's "happy".
Everything has lost its meaning, everything has lost its color, as if the whole world has nothing to do with me, looking at my abrupt cheekbones, messing with my long curly hair, and counting my clear Blood vessels, hallucinating my own lazy body, breathing the decadence all over my body
Finally one day, I don't know whether I am alive or dead, I answered a call from my family - my mother was seriously ill - so ill that I had to quit my jobZuo was so ill that he was going to live in a hospital bed.
thump! With a bang, I jumped up from the bed and started a new life. For this woman¡ªmy mother¡ªthe woman who brought me into this world, this should be the best interpretation of worth.
I tried every means and used all the resources. After several twists and turns, God bless me, finally, my mother was discharged from the hospital. My tears were like pearls with a broken thread. Whatever, no matter what the reason is, the heart is opened, and the source of life that penetrates saves the dryness of death at once.
Start to redefine the meaning of everything, start to repaint all the colors, who am I? With which self do you start a new life? After thinking about it for a long time, it seems that this is not bad:
Post-80s x-man¡ªit seems that it takes some time to study how x is so invincible that it attracts everyone's attention.
? Social stability factor - if you don't say so, you will be blacklisted, if you don't do this, you will die in a rather ugly way,
The indomitable Lion King - no way, Leo is always stinky,
A masterpiece of O-type blood¡ªno way, the whole family is O-type blood,
The crystallization of the Mickey Mouse couple (Mickey and Minnie) - no way, the whole family is a mouse,
It seems that there is an ancestor named **Xinjueluo Xuanye¡ª¡ªBecause my grandfather passed away, I can't verify it, so I can only say "it seems",
A genius who is lucky enough to have 1% inspiration and work hard enough to give 99% sweat!
A Dongfang Haoren who "writes about the world in his spare time, and captivates the world with his smile".
So far unmarried, interested mm can pray: I can guess your number and call you!
A few days ago, when I was in a daze, I wrote a few words from my heart and made them into a new poem. It can be regarded as the last poem for the good girl who was willing to die for me immediately if I died. I wish her happiness forever. Be happy, be happy, become who she wants to be, live the life she wants to live:
"You are my God, just thinking about it makes me sad"
I love you to the end, to the end,
But your departure, to me, is the end of the end,
It is impossible to go back in time,
Even if time can go back to the day we met,
I think, God will still make us destined to meet each other,
Even if time can go back to our last meeting,
I think, you will still say goodbye for the vow of being together,
These years with you are the sunny days of my life,
May all my life I be to you that beautiful April day,
I always thought I had nothing to do with tears,
As a result, in the world without you, my tears drowned everything, for many, many years,
To be said goodbye when I loved you the most,
This is an almost crazy irony, but also a hysterical test,
I think, I can stand the ordeal,
? Can only live with fantasies, there are some pitiful mental patients,
?The lingering life and the infinite vitality can appear in my body at the same time in an extremely harmonious way,
Countless times I want to adjust my insomnia time,
But every time I wake up in a light dream, lying on the soaked pillow trembling all over, no matter how difficult it is to fall asleep,
You of the sky, if all the sweetness between us is blowing away with the wind for you,
So, please be sure to remember: you were my God.
You are my God, just thinking about it makes me sad
Friday, November 2, 2012
Due to the long suspension time this time - for me, it is not an exaggeration to describe it as a day and a year. It gave me a little time to think about the future direction and goals and the detailed plan to reach the goals. So, everyone , although the promise of completing 300,000 words in October last time was not fulfilled as scheduled, but I will double the compensation in the future, so stay tuned!
Please, friends who read this article, help me to bless the girl who used to be like my life, because in my world: if my woman leaves me, there is only one reason - because I have no ability. So please, good friends, please don¡¯t swear at others, especially don¡¯t swear for me, because that is also a sign of incompetence. If we have time to swear, let us use our limited life to work hard for our own life until the end! Liu Yanjiu hereby bows sincerely again to express his thanks! Thanks¡¡
There is a poem written by Yang Wanli, a great poet of the Southern Song Dynasty who has written more than 20,000 poems:
I only know how to win and forget the cold, and the spring breeze and the evening light at Xiaoli.
I love Dongshan most when it clears and then snows, and the soft red light springs up silver mountains.
Like this, isn't it also very good?
November 22, 2012 (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)I only know how to win and forget the cold, and the spring breeze and the evening light at Xiaoli.
I love Dongshan most when it clears and then snows, and the soft red light springs up silver mountains.
Like this, isn't it also very good?
? On November 22, 2012 (remember this website URL: www.hlnovel.com