Around 4:30 in the morning, the power went out. Everything is over: the screen is black, the room is dark, the Internet cafe is quiet
After waiting for about seven or eight minutes, there was still no trace of electricity. Thirsty, I thought I could exchange the remaining 1.5 hours of Internet service for a 50-cent ice cream, but the network administrator fell asleep intentionally or unintentionally
Around 4:40, I resolutely left the "Times Internet Cafe", but just took two steps towards the east, and my heart suddenly remembered Yuan'er, so I turned around and headed west
two,
I walked slowly along Nanjing Road. This morning, the breeze, although it was early, was a little stuffy. The breeze couldn't take away the slightest stuffiness, but it really woke me up a lot when it blew on me. At the first intersection on the east side of "Xiguan Bathing Pool", I turned right and went north. I don't know the name of this road either¡ªalthough I have endured the ups and downs that matter to me for nearly five years on it.
What is life for? I asked myself helplessly and ruthlessly again. What is it for? What? What? What?
I have no idea! really do not know! have no idea!
Yesterday, I watched "Tai Chi Zhang Sanfeng" starring Jet Li. There is a plot like this: Junbao and Tianbao were expelled from the Shaolin Temple, chased by officers and soldiers twice, and finally fled to the Buddha Laughing Tower for refuge. Tianbao wants to stand out, achieve a career, and become famous; Junbao wants to live a life of one bean paste bun a day. Looking at Tianbao's resolute expression and Junbao's overjoyed smile, I really don't know what to do. Serving the people - my dream; keeping aloof from the world and indulging in nature - my yearning
what do I do? what to do? ! what to do? ! !
No one can answer, not even myself
What is the meaning of life?
What is the value of life?
Don't tell me those pompous words! Useless, really useless
three,
Before I knew it, I had come to the wide outer ring road.
The road is so wide.
The road has no end.
There are no pedestrians on the road, no cars, just me, me alone, alone
Passing through the outer ring road, the most conspicuous thing ahead are many trees whose names I don't know and a tall, large, neat and clean integrated workshop - a workshop of a packaging factory.
I remember that five years ago, here were just some neat but low bungalows, some were workshops, some were toilets, and some were bathrooms. I don't want to blink
Opposite it was originally a garbage collection station, but now it has also become an unknown small processing station and a small German shepherd breeding base.
Trees, and more trees. So many, so high, so lush
Four,
Going forward is Huayuan Village, where I came to the second and third homes after Pingdu.
The three "iron guards" seem to stand in front of the village, still protecting the villagers from the nuisance of large vehicles.
But this morning, there was one who was slacking off and standing crookedly, but fortunately, the other two were still doing their duty like that.
At the entrance of the village, the west side of the road is home, but the east side It's hard to say, it can be said to be the factory building of the packaging factory, or it can be said to be a ditch full of weeds, or a small garbage dump
I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s always like this, or it¡¯s just a coincidence this morning. I saw six chickens looking for food in the garbage dump, four white ones and two flowery ones. Gu Zi looked for breakfast. This has to remind me of the pigeons in "No. 1 Middle School". They are not very afraid of people, and they can walk steadily step by step with two legs. Unlike sparrows, which spread their wings when they see people approaching, as if they are afraid of harming them; sparrows do not walk with their feet, but hop with both feet, but they hop and hop, which is quite cute.
Yes, when I saw a rooster, I couldn¡¯t help but think of Jiang Lin. She said that she hated roosters the most, because it was the most unfeeling guy.
I squatted down to take a closer look, and they were also very generous. After a while, a big white rooster actually took two steps towards me, looked up at me with its head upright, it looked at me quietly for a while, and then went south with the other four. Chicken, walked north disdainfully, stretched his neck, and played with the little sparrow
five,
Five or six meters away from the village, it is my so-called "second home" - "Happy House". Squat down, look around, and then happily sit on the ground, savoring carefully.
it, say it alone,It hasn't changed, it's still neat, the edges and corners are still the same, but that's all. The small ditch between it and this cement road and the ditches on both sides of the small ditch are already covered with Artemisia argyi and tall grass, unknown weeds all over the ground, and sparse tall grass that is as tall as me It is really incomparable with the trickling water, green leaves and red flowers when we lived.
I remember when we lived - we only lived in the bungalows on the south side - flat-roofed houses - hot in summer and cool in winter, the landlord of the upper house failed to rent it out, it was vacant, and we happened to live in a detached courtyard - - clean. There are two bungalows in total, one larger is the living room and my parents¡¯ bedroom, and my study room, the other is the kitchen and my bedroom, the total is only more than 30 square meters, and there is There is a very small but quite formal toilet on the west side of the slightly larger room. Here, I have most of my memories of the fifth and sixth grades of elementary school. What impressed me the most was the time my home was stolen: I was the first one to go home at that time, and the first task when I got home was to put the rice on the table. As soon as I entered the door that day, I didn¡¯t feel anything wrong, except that there was an extra chair in front of the kitchen door¡ªthe washbasin was usually placed in the yard, and the window above the door was open; the door of the living room was open¡ªfour wide open It was open, and the key of the door was still on the latch on the inside of the bottom of the door; but the inside of the room was a different world, all the cabinets were turned over, the clothes inside were all over the floor, and the quilt on the parents' bed was also carefully lifted. I got up, and it was the same with my bed. I didn¡¯t think there was anything weird at first. I thought it was because my father was in a hurry to find something and didn¡¯t have time to clean it up. , my grandma and second aunt also came. Unfortunately, I went to school before the police uncle came. I never thought that after sitting in the classroom for only ten minutes, my father came and said that he wanted me to go back to assist the police investigation. But I was so excited, Yueran went back with his father, but he didn't want to just print my fingerprints and let me go back to school In the evening, when I knew that my neighbor had lost the rent that my mother had to pay for it, when my parents got married The electric iron and the electric razor that his father brought back when he went abroad, which he was only proud of The case has not been solved yet, but the rent has already been paid, and the iron and razor have been bought by the family ¡
It was also here that I really understood the saying "If you want others to respect yourself, you must first respect yourself." It was on a Sunday afternoon, and my classmates came to play with me. Why! At that time, I don¡¯t care if I don¡¯t mention it, but it was extremely arrogant, and the impoliteness towards my classmates was so deep that I still feel ashamed when I think about it now. When my father met, our stuff had passed away, and the classmates had also left. He said that to me bitterly. That was the first time my father taught me so severely after we moved to Pingdu. after¡¡
The window on the east side of the kitchen is very large. When you open it, you can see the pedestrians passing by from time to time, and feel the comfort of the street breeze. Once in summer, I was locked in the room accidentally by my mother when she was going to work. I must be late for school. Why? manage? I was worried, a group of people passed by on the street, I had an idea, and asked the pedestrian to open the door for me, but I was still late when I arrived at school, but fortunately, I caught up with the English class, that is, I escaped a class of English. Jie, if it's Chinese or math, cough then it goes without saying
When I first moved here, it was opposite a large piece of land, a large piece of empty land! After school, I ran wildly on this grassless fertile soil. The volleyball under my feet was flying in the air like a football, drawing all kinds of straight lines, arcs, and spirals I was sweating profusely Although I am panting like a cow, I am always satisfied Now this large piece of land is a two-story building that is in harmony with the surroundings, but it is taller and more magnificent
Yuan¡¯er¡¯s grandma¡¯s house is just one room in front of my house. I still remember that time, the last time we walked together, she told me three things that day: the address of her grandma¡¯s house; her grandma¡¯s birthday¡ªit happened to be That day; the next day she had something important to say to me. Unexpectedly, the next day became our "end" day
I got up and walked towards the bungalow, wanting to take a closer look. But, grass, don't let it! So I had to stand on the side of the street near the house and look. The window painted by my father is a bit old, the color has not faded but it is dull, and there is an iron frame on the top of the big window, like a shade for a small shop. Dou, there seems to be a poster of Chuangchuang juice pasted on the glass in the middle. I think this may be because after we moved out, someone rented these two bungalows and opened a small shop
The gate is still as green as before, and the scotch tape pasting the word "Fu" on the door is still there, but the word "Fu" has disappeared. Was the tape put on by my father and me? I asked myself, but I couldn't help laughing. After so many years, this house may have been leased by others. Didn't others post the blessing character during the Chinese New Year? The door is extraordinarily large. There are two doors with a total width of more than two meters, so I can paste two big blessing characters. Every year, my father always pastes one upright and the other upside down, which means that the serious blessing has arrived. On both sides slightly in front of the door are two small narrow walls made of ceramic tiles. On both sides are the same lotus, pine cranes, and stratus clouds. On the outside of the door bucket, there are four eye-catching "Happy House" calligraphy brushes pasted with tiles. Words, the north of the gate used to be a small vegetable garden run by the parents, and now, Luancao has become the emperor. The telegraph pole is still standing upright by the window, no! Forget about it, yes! The house number, I turned around and walked two steps back, the house number in white at the bottom of the basket was marked: "No. 276 Huayuan Village". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)It was a small vegetable garden run by my parents, and now, Luancao is the emperor. The telegraph pole is still standing upright by the window, no! Forget about it, yes! The house number, I turned around and walked two steps back, the house number in white at the bottom of the basket was marked: "No. 276 Huayuan Village". (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com