My best friend thought I was deeply moved, and took the opportunity to reason with me, "Guodong is worrying about the cost of your follow-up medication, and even borrowed money from me. To put it bluntly, the current People are very realistic. Even those who are willing to borrow money are always "rescue the emergency, not save the life". My old Joe is worried that the loaned money will be in vain. Guodong really did not hesitate to use up the last bullet for you. "
I was horrified to hear that there are really not many medicines in stock, no wonder he is so anxious recently. I thought he was worrying about his future livelihood. Do I deserve him to pay for me regardless of the cost?
"Shanshan, if you hadn't told me the truth, I would have been kept in the dark. Hey, why is he doing this? I must be dying. I can't just dig a huge bottomless pit for him just to live a few more days. Bar?"
My best friend is anxious, "Yuyan, Guodong asked me to keep it a secret because he was worried about your mentality. You have to learn to be strong and don't let him down from his true feelings."
"Secret?" I couldn't help but sadly said, "How much have you two been hiding from me?"
"What do you mean by that?"
"Do you know why I leaked the secret to his girlfriend? Because I thought he was doing it to atone. But it doesn't matter now. Even if you made a big mistake, you made it up. I still owe him in the end .¡±
The best friend was confused, "Yuyan, what did we do wrong? You have to speak clearly!"
I regret it a bit, why don't you open which pot and carry which pot? I want to be vague, but my best friend is more serious. I had no choice but to confess that I had peeked at the chat records of the two of them.
The girlfriends couldn't wait for the voice messages one by one, so they directly started the voice chat.
I had no choice but to accept it.
"Yuyan, I'm really convinced of you. Guodong knew about it in advance, and he had to give up in order to fulfill your wish. If he didn't agree, I wouldn't introduce that bastard Zhao Xin to you. But , Guodong doesn't know Zhao Xin as a person, he only knows that he is a demolition household. In this regard, it meets your criteria for choosing a spouse"
I held my breath and listened to the truth told by my best friend. I was deeply shocked once again, and tears of regret came out of my eyes again¡ª¡ª
According to the narration of my best friend, I understand the whole story. Things have to start from that Goddess Day.
After Guodong hit me a nail, he directly found his best friend. They chatted on WeChat for a long time. Guodong sadly begged his best friend to help me find a good man. The girlfriend was shocked, "Guodong, have you considered it? Have you really let go of Yuyan?"
Guodong sighed: "I can't let go, but I can't touch her. This will put a lot of pressure on each other. Yuyan has her pursuit. Since I can't satisfy her, I can only find a way to fulfill her. .¡±
"Guodong, you really treated her well."
"You must not say that. I have been pursuing Yuyan for several years, and I have been worried that she will meet a man who is better than me. Now it seems that this kind of thinking is ridiculous and naive. Yuyan has never met, but I also I didn't really walk into her life. My relationship with her can't go on like this. I don't want her to leave regrets, please help her."
"Well, I hope you won't be too sad when the time comes."
"Don't worry, I'm a man who can bear everything."
My best friend still has some doubts, "Guodong, you really don't want to hold on anymore? If Yuyan is really taken away by another man, can you really let it go freely?"
"People, the most powerful time is not when you persist, but when you let go. When you choose to free your hands, who else can take anything away from you. How many people are lamenting the helplessness of fate, but forget the world. The strongest three words are: don't care."
"Well, hopefully you can do that."
After my best friend finished chatting with Guodong, she kept complaining about his injustice, and at the same time complained that I was too worldly. Suddenly, she asked me to contact a local gangster, so that I could understand what I really need? So, she introduced Zhao Xin to me through her husband. Because Zhao Xin is well-known in the local area for his domineering animals, he has had countless girlfriends. The best friend's intention is to compare him with Guodong, if there is no comparison, there will be no harm. She hoped that I would realize the value of Guodong when I suffered an emotional setback. However, Zhao Xin fell in love with me at first sight. For me, he was willing to make some changes and cover-ups, and finally got me. My best friend kept complaining, and when reminding me was ineffective, I could only hope that Zhao Xin really turned his prodigal son back. However, human nature is immutable. Zhao Xin finally exposed his essence. What I suffered was not the setback she imagined, but the biggest injury in my life. After Guodong learned of my experience in Beijing, he firstI blamed myself for not protecting me well, and even thought that if I hadn¡¯t asked my best friend to introduce a boyfriend for me, I wouldn¡¯t have ended up where I am now. He took the initiative to take responsibility, put down everything he had, and resolutely came back to take care of me.
At this time, I completely woke up. Guodong has a heart of gold, but unfortunately I didn't cherish him at the beginning. Although he chose to never leave me during my most difficult time, I asked myself, do I still have the right to have him? I can't be too selfish, just to enjoy the last bit of warmth in the world, and let the man who loves me fall into doom. According to my best friend, I still need to take targeted drugs for three months, which is an astronomical sum of money. Guodong must be devastated by my second phase of medication. If he borrows usury, will he be able to stand up in the rest of his life?
I sat alone in the hotel room and looked at the luxurious decoration. Every day I am here, he has to pay more than 200 yuan. For my comfort, he almost drained himself. Although I didn't go to the wharf where he worked part-time, I can imagine his hard and busy figure in my mind. He did not hesitate to use up his last drop of blood for me. I have to do something.
After thinking about it in the guest room, I finally made the most tragic decision in my life.
I picked up the phone again, found Li Xiaohui from WeChat, and tentatively sent a greeting. She didn't delete me. So I edited a long text message with tears in my eyes¡ªMiss Xiaohui, you must know who I am, right? Thank you for not blocking me and accepting my dying confession. Guodong pursued me before, but it was a pity that I thought he was poor, so I didn't cherish him, and married a local rich man, thinking that I would turn over from now on, but I was cruelly beaten by reality. The man I married was a beast, and he devastated me so badly that I was completely bruised. Although I got rid of him, I was terminally ill myself, what a retribution. When I was alone and helpless, lying in a rented room waiting to die, Guodong appeared and gave me a breather. He knew that I would not live long, and he would pay no matter the cost, even the risk of losing you to help me, take care of me, and let me enjoy the last bit of warmth in this world, which just shows the great love in his heart. I regret my decision at the time. Unfortunately, when I learned to cherish, I no longer have this qualification. Miss Xiaohui, you must not follow my old path. If you give up such a good man, you will regret it for the rest of your life just like me. I will leave this world soon, and I have no complaints or regrets to be cared for by him in the last moments of my life. The only thing I can't let go of is whether Guodong can get true love and happiness. If you can do this, you will not only be Guodong¡¯s benefactor, but also mine. Even in heaven, I will silently bless you. Miss Xiaohui, after seeing this news, hurry up and fly back. I don't want Guodong to bear the pain of losing me for a long time. Only your love can heal the pain in the heart of the greatest man in the world. I firmly believe that your love can not only resolve the pain in Guodong's heart, but also win his great love. I wish you all the happiness and smiles of each other every day in the future
My tears hit the screen of the phone, and my blurry eyes could no longer edit the text, so I had to end it hastily and send it out quickly¡ª¡ª
The screen of the mobile phone went black suddenly, I couldn't help being startled, I turned it on again, but nothing happened. I immediately realized that the phone was out of battery. Because when editing this message, the mobile phone called the police several times, and the communication with my best friend consumed a lot of battery power of the mobile phone. I wanted to leave a message to Guodong, but this wish failed, maybe it was God's will. I have to act. If I hesitate any longer, I will not be able to get out of this room smoothly.
In less than a quarter of an hour, I changed into a clean white dress and a pair of high-heeled sandals with white suspenders on my feet, just like an angel. I took a last look at myself in the mirror, smiled lightly, and immediately He walked out of the room calmly, and then out of the hotel. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com