Next, a difficult problem was placed in front of me. My hatred for Guodong would not be too much even if he was torn to pieces. But, do I, a girl, have such courage? Besides, am I able to leave his care for now?
I try to keep myself calm, and I must not punish myself for his mistakes. It was not my original intention to let him be freed like this. The price he should pay is far from enough. I have to torture him with his desire to atone for sin, and finally make him lose everything, life would be worse than death. This is the best form of revenge.
When my impulsive mood calmed down, he also opened his eyes and sat up straight.
"Yuyan, are you awake?"
My heart that was gradually affected by him became cold again. In order to 'take care of the overall situation', I didn't attack him, but I couldn't be as calm as before.
He saw that my emotions were not right, and he returned his concerned eyes, "Are you uncomfortable?"
I bravely looked at him, caught the hypocrisy and anxiety in his eyes, and recalled that he took good care of me during these days, and it turned out that it was for atonement. I wept sadly.
He panicked even more, and stepped forward to hug me, "Don't feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, don't hold back."
I had to calm down again, firstly to stabilize him, and secondly not to be moved by his concern. After all, I am a temperamental woman. Even if the other party has bad intentions, I will still be confused by other people's illusions.
"I'm fine, I've stayed here enough, I feel aggrieved."
He looked around at the small space around him, and couldn't help but nodded, "Well, it's time for us to find a bigger house."
In fact, he sleeps on the floor that is not ample every night, which is even more inconvenient.
When I saw that he was tempted, I felt very unhappy. Although I didn't really have the dream of owning my own house, living in a spacious house for the rest of my life can be regarded as making up for a little regret. Anyway, let him pay the rent.
A few days later, he rented a two-bedroom apartment in this community. I suddenly felt bad. He will live in a separate room in the future, and it will be more convenient for him to contact his girlfriend, without looking at my face. At the same time, I lost his constant care. Alas, it's really self-defeating. The only thing that comforts me is that he paid nearly 10,000 yuan for half a year's rent. Perhaps, rented for the duration of my life. A thought came to my mind, can he still accompany me for half a year?
Undoubtedly, I hated him, but got used to his company.
In the following days, he brought me another medicine and asked me to stop taking other medicines, and swallow one tablet every morning, noon and evening. I was a little strange, what kind of panacea is this, can curb the tumor with just one dose?
Next, a miracle happened. After taking it for a few days, the symptoms of discomfort all over my body disappeared, and I felt like a normal person. This can't be my psychological effect, can it?
Seeing my change, he seemed very excited, "Yuyan, don't you want to travel? Wherever you want to go, I will contact the travel agency immediately."
My heart skipped a beat, "You want to take me on a trip?"
"Well, as long as you maintain a happy attitude, any serious illness will not be able to find you."
My heart is full of sadness, I am living in revenge, can I feel better? However, I did not hesitate to choose a tourist destination. This time it was Hainan, and it was already approaching the beginning of winter. Hainan, located in the tropics, is a good place to avoid the cold. I still have my own calculations in my heart, as long as I make him pay more 'price', if I can go abroad, I will insist on going.
Without any objection, he directly booked two tickets to Hainan. Before leaving, he looked at the newly rented house with some reluctance.
I was a little curious, "Guodong, are you reluctant to come here?"
"Well, it feels like a real home here. I've always wanted to have a house like this and have you in it."
I had a sore nose, suppressed my tears, and suddenly realized that for a man, he is more eager to live and work in peace.
"Don't miss it, you will be back to live in a few days."
Unexpectedly, he actually said: "I plan to let you spend a long vacation in Hainan, and come back when the flowers bloom next year."
I was shocked, this means that the newly rented house will be vacant for more than three months. His loss is not small.
In the rest of my life, I have the honor to appreciate the beautiful scenery of Hainan.
After several twists and turns, the two of us actually settled in Sanya, which is located at the ends of the earth. He spared no expense to rent a room with a sea view, and he could sit on the balcony and watch the sea every day. This is something I dare not even dream about.
The seasons here are likeIn early summer, I can put on a short skirt and stroll on the warm sandy beach, and accept the baptism of the tide with my bare feet, as if I am in heaven and earth.
Guodong specially bought a swimsuit for me, so that I could take a dip in the sea in due course. But I am a landlubber. He also hired a swimming coach specially for me, not only to teach me how to paddle, but also to ensure my safety. So, I soaked in sea water every day, like bathing in the water of life, and I no longer cared about my hatred for him.
He also learned to swim, and when he was able to take care of me alone, he dismissed the female coach. The two of us bathe in sea water every day, and we are not afraid of strong ultraviolet rays to tan each other's skin. At this time, I forget the hatred, linger and forget myself, I just don't want to leave.
However, every night when I go to sleep, I still have the idea of ??being calculated in my mind. Everything he did was 'atonement'. Did I change my original intention just because I received a little favor from him? No, even if I can't live without him, I can't allow him to live a peaceful life every day.
I know that living such a life every day requires a high cost. Where did he get so much money?
One day, he went out alone and left his phone inside the house to charge, and I had the opportunity to check the secrets in that phone again.
I was sure that he would not be back for a while, so I browsed his mobile phone with confidence. On his phone, he took a lot of pictures of me. Especially when I was wearing a swimsuit, I looked like an elegant girl, full of vitality all over my body, how could I look like a terminally ill patient waiting to die?
I was so excited that I couldn't bear to delete those photos anymore, and soon began to censor his WeChat. First of all, the chat records between him and Li Xiaohui¡ª¡ª
Guodong, the company is going on holiday, I want to go to your hometown.
no. you can't come.
Why? Am I going to let you down?
Huihui, what are you talking about? You are like a fairy.
When I saw this, my heart was sour, and I couldn't help covering my mouth with my hand to prevent it from making undue noises, and then read it calmly¡ª¡ª
Guodong, are you hiding something from me?
I do not have to die.
Why refuse me to go to your hometown?
Huihui, this place is not suitable for you. do you know? My house has never been heated, only my parents' room has an electric heater. The house is very broken and exposed to the wind. It's winter now. You have nowhere to live.
Alas, your house is so dilapidated, why not repair it?
It's all my fault that I don't have the ability to let my parents live a good life.
Guodong, don't say that, I will transfer another 100,000 yuan to you right away, and before the Spring Festival, let's quickly renovate the house at home.
Well, I will pay back the money you transferred to me sooner or later.
If you say so, I won't give it.
Huihui?
Fool, all my people will be yours in the future, do you still care about those extraneous things?
I'm a guy and can't spend a girl's money. I will definitely pay it back.
When I saw this, contempt burst into my heart. He eats other people's soft rice, but also makes them respect him. This girl is so innocent. I can't stand it anymore, to be precise, I don't want to read his continuous lies. However, when I paid attention to the next sentence, my heart couldn't help but move.
Huihui, if I really lied to you. will you be sad (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com