When I woke up the next day, I was in a daze, and he put his hand on my shoulder: "Yuyan, what are you thinking about?"
"NoI didn't think about anything."
"Do you like it here?"
My heart was suddenly aroused with an inexplicable emotion: "If only I had a home like this."
"Fool!" He smiled comfortably, "Our new home in the future will be much bigger than this."
I am so willing to be conquered by him, not because of his talent and character, until now, I have not fully understood him, just because of the little sense of security he gave me. Readers please don't accuse me of being too realistic. You don't understand that a girl from other places can only see herself as the master of the city, rather than an erratic passer-by, only if she has a backer.
My best friend learned about the progress between me and Zhao Xin, and once reminded me: "Yuyan, I have no objection to you choosing Lao Zhao, but you have to give Guodong an explanation, right?"
There was another wave in my heart, and I recalled what Guodong once said¡ª¡ª
"Yuyan, before you meet the right man, don't fire me and let us maintain this relationship first, okay?"
Although he had something to say first, I still didn't have the courage to inform him.
"Shanshan, just tell him and forget it. I know you have a very close relationship with him."
The best friend didn't buy it: "What are you talking about? He used to curry favor with me, wasn't it because of you? I hope you will give someone an explanation."
I was silent, and my heart was like turning over a five-flavored bottle, which was not a good taste anyway. I struggled repeatedly and did not notify others for a long time. I suddenly felt pity for his hard work for me in the past three years. I just can't bear to face him.
However, just because of my hesitation, I invisibly hurt him even more.
This morning, I came out of Zhao Xin's residence to go to work. When I came downstairs, he was standing outside. When he saw me coming out, his face turned pale.
I was stunned and looked at him timidly: "You why are you here?"
His expression was sad, much more depressed than when he failed to start a business a year ago, as if facing me in the end of the world, his lips squirmed, and he didn't open his mouth for a long time.
He and I were in a stalemate like this.
Zhao Xin came out of the corridor, saw this situation, immediately took my arm, and faced him side by side with me: "Yu Yan, who is he?"
I looked embarrassed: "Heis my old classmate."
Zhao Xin blinked suspiciously: "Old classmate? Why is he here?"
"This" Looking at his painful expression, I really can't bear to add insult to injury.
After a moment of this terrible confrontation, he broke the silence: "Yes, Yuyan and I are old classmates. We wanted to pursue her, but never thought that she already had a boyfriend."
Zhao Xin showed a smug expression: "Dude, Yuyan is already my man. You are a step late, bro."
He blinked his wet eyes, and said a sad blessing to me: "Yuyan Congratulations"
Zhao Xin saw that my thoughts were short-circuited, so he replied instead: "Thank you. Yuyan and I will get married next month. You must come over and have a wedding wine."
His demeanor finally calmed down: "Thank you, I will leave this city right away, and I wish you a happy union for a hundred years in advance."
I finally broke the silence: "Guodong, I sincerely wish you to meet a girl who appreciates you soon."
By implication, I don't appreciate him.
He smiled with tears in his eyes, couldn't say a word, turned around and strode away¡ª¡ª
I didn't take a step, and felt that the surrounding was too depressing, it was suffocating, the sky was gray, and there was no life at all, all the scenery outside me seemed to lose a layer of color, and all the wonderful things seemed to be taken away by him.
Zhao Xin didn't mind my gaffe, and walked forward with my arm. I could only follow along involuntarily, until I was pushed into the car by him, and then I secretly wiped my tears. It was at that moment that I realized that abandoning him did not make me happy, as if at that moment, I resonated with him and saddened his sadness.
Zhao Xin started the car without saying a word.
Along the way, I was in a daze, and I never wanted to face his pain, but the cruel reality made me unable to avoid it.
The car finally drove downstairs to the company. I opened the door and got out of the car without saying a word, but he grabbed my arm.
"you?"
Zhao Xin looked gloomy: "Yuyan, you should give me an explanation?"
I panicked: "What do I have to explain???? "
Zhao Xin was obviously controlling himself, and his face brightened slightly: "Shall I introduce your old classmate?"
I feel infinitely wronged in my heart, but after thinking about it, since I have identified the man around me, I should be open and honest with him. So, I confessed to him my relationship with Guodong.
Zhao Xin's complexion was so cloudy that it was impossible to see through it. After a while, he said something strange: "He is your ex-boyfriend."
?My heart hurts, although I have kept a distance from Guodong before, but several times
My eyes were soaked again, I bit my lip lightly, trying not to let the tears flow down.
Zhao Xin let out a long breath: "I can't blame you. After all, it's the past."
"thank you for understanding."
I was about to get out of the car again, but when I moved, he stretched out his big hand to stop me.
My heart skipped a beat: "Zhao Xin, I'm going to be late."
"I can't delay you for a few minutes, shouldn't you show your attitude to me now?"
I made a bitter voice: "Please believe me. I won't talk to him again. You can see that he won't come to me again."
"But you two must still be in communication."
My heart sank: "What do you want me to do?"
He reached out and took out the mobile phone from my purse, and handed it to me.
Immediately I understood, I operated the heavy mobile phone with trembling hands, and deleted the information about Guodong with tears in my eyes, including the popular WeChat.
Zhao Xin's face cleared up: "You go up quickly. At noon, I will pick you up for dinner."
I made an exception without saying goodbye to him, and walked towards the steps with heavy steps.
In my work position, I can't help but get distracted. Today, I hurt Guodong and myself. Maybe, this is life. If you want to get it, you have to reluctantly give up something. From now on, that man will never bother me again. Even if I wanted to comfort him a few words, I couldn't do it, so I could only pray silently in my heart.
Sure enough, Zhao Xin picked me up at noon. Seeing his appearance, he had turned everything over before, and he helped me into his car with a simple and honest smile, which made the colleagues behind him sigh, including my best friend.
"Yuyan, what do you want to eat?"
His cloud cleared, deeply infected me, and restored my former vitality. Now, we're both trying to get over it all.
"I want to eat steel pot duck head."
"Okay. I know which store is authentic, so I will drive there immediately."
Although I am a girl, I like to eat spicy food. The spicy aroma of the steel pot duck head penetrates into my heart and whets my appetite. I thought that the melancholy mood of the morning would greatly reduce my appetite. The man in front of me quietly mended the scars in my heart.
Just as I was trying my best to forget the past, Zhao Xin chose which pot to turn on and which pot to lift: "He didn't harass you anymore, did he?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com