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- In my mind, the innocent and bright smiles of the well-behaved daughter and the lively son, like sunflowers, appeared.
Their sweet and pure soft voice seemed to resound in her ears.
So clear and true, it made her heart sore and her eyes wet.
"Mom, we love you! Will always love you."
"Mom, don't cry, let's hug, it won't hurt anymore. When my sister and I grow up, we will make good money and support you."
"Mom, I'm sorry, I didn't spill the milk powder on purpose. Don't be angry, okay?"
?The countless short-lived pictures that are so cared for, at the moment when the sound of falling water is heard, like a flood that has released the gate, it pours out.
Overwhelmed by the burden of life, pessimistic like her, she selectively forgot.
She is not only herself, but also the mother of two children.
Everyone in the world says: If you are a mother, you are strong.
She thought: Indeed!
Even if it is persecuted, who can say that this is not another kind of happiness?
In the ear, there is the soft flowing sound of the lake; in the tip of the nose, there is the light and fresh smell from the algae; in the blurred vision, there is the thin figure of a suicide woman sinking.
At this moment, she had an epiphany.
She could die, but not now. But after seeing the two children grow up and be able to face all the calculations and pressures in the world alone.
If, at that time, she still feels very tired, then die!
Thinking of this, the inner depression dissipated.
Buddha said: "One thought of heaven, one thought of hell!"
Indeed, in this world, tens of thousands of people are moving forward with heavy burdens. And who would feel relaxed, stress-free, and happy for a lifetime?
In the world of adults, there is never the word "easy".
Some people despaired of heavy memory and pain, and gave up their hearts. Falling into the darkest abyss of human nature, struggling hard, there is no possibility of seeing the sun and the moon again.
Some people suffer in the thorns of death, have low self-esteem, and end their lives. While destroying himself, he also broke the hearts of those who cared for him.
Turning grief, loss and pain into the most extreme anger and motivation, Mo Yu silently told himself: "I am no longer myself, my life belongs to the children."
If you feel tired, then forcibly forget all this for a while, and treat yourself as a machine, so what?
The limbs are struggling to move, and the brain is spinning rapidly.
Why did you "escape" from home last night? Why was it so hard to think about it before?
What made her feel tired, wronged, and painful?
Is it the husband's silence and avoidance whenever family conflicts arise? Strong accusation from mother-in-law? Or is it the "incomprehension" of the natal family?
Maybe.
What is it that oppressed the once glamorous and wise woman into such a selfless and confused lamb today?
Marriage? seems like it.
family? seems like it.
responsibility? It seems to be.
However, these are not the fundamental reasons for changing her.
She has always forgotten: it is she who chooses marriage.
It was she who chose to bear all the grievances.
She is the one who chooses the current state of life.
How ridiculous that she couldn't bear the result of her choice.
With thin and thin arms, he dragged the suicide woman to the shore with difficulty, and imitated the chest-pressing movements taught on TV a few times.
Seeing the woman twisting her face, spitting lake water, and coughing continuously, Mo Yu breathed a sigh of relief.
Fortunately, the woman is still alive.
The woman who jumped into the lake woke up faintly, her first reaction was not to be grateful, not to say thank you, but to show pain and complain.
"Why are you saving me? I want to die¡ªwhy do you save me and let me die!"
The embarrassed woman screamed loudly while pushing Mo Yu to the ground.
Seeing this, the onlookers were neither surprised nor surprised.
Whether it is in reality, or on the Internet, in the news, or in newspapers, they have seen and heard too much about such a dying woman, and their thinking has become numb.
People stopped, whispered and whispered.
Mo Yu listened to it for a long time, and it was nothing more than words like "this woman's ability to bear is so poor, I can't think about it", "it is irresponsible to seek death".
Mo Yu secretly smiled wryly, tens of minutes ago, she was almost?Have you become such a person?
Like Mo Yu, the Lost Woman was also wearing an ill-fitting men's baggy home clothes.
Soaked by the lake water, the bright green fabric that should have been eye-catching turned into a deep dark green.
The wet light brown long hair was piled up in clumps, casually resting on the cheeks, sticking to the neck, and hanging on the shoulders.
Her complexion was resentful, the whites of her eyes were bloodshot, her eyes seemed to be looking at the enemy, and she was staring at Mo Yu closely, like a water ghost seeking her life.
"Why did you save me?" The lost woman roared for the umpteenth time.
Mo Yu was silent, his red eyes looked tenderly at the distressed woman with tears all over her face, and she didn't move.
After a long time, he opened his mouth slowly.
"Maybe it's because you did what I was about to do, but woke me up in time. If¡ª"
She stretched out her right hand and pointed to the calm lake surface.
"If you still want to die, you can jump into the lake again now, and I won't save you again."
Hearing the woman's firm voice, the embarrassed woman lost her painful expression, and her face was filled with astonishment, she looked very unbelievable.
"You¡ª" She trembled her lips, and finally did not say a second word.
Under normal circumstances, normal people will insist on persuasion.
"Don't you want to die?" she asked back.
Before she jumped into the lake, she saw this woman, just like herself, with a sad face and a look of committing suicide.
"If you hadn't appeared, maybe the person sinking in the lake now would be me. But ah¡ª¡ª"
She spoke softly, looking at the gradually pale, golden dawn sky, with a determined look on her face.
The breeze gently swayed the wicker on the shore.
The slender branches fluttered freely, trying their best to show their coquettish figure.
"I suddenly remembered - I am a mother. When I choose to give birth to a new life, my life is no longer mine alone."
The voice is mixed with strong determination and courage, it seems that a strong man cuts his wrist and sinks his boat, and it seems to be declaring something.
The night recedes, taking away the pain and sorrow hidden in the dark depths.
The sun rises in the east, bringing the most beautiful colors and the most comfortable temperature, making the land reappear with brilliance and dazzling.
Two equally desolate women, sitting and squatting, laughing and crying, looked in diametrically opposite directions.
Mo Yu didn't stay long. When he saw the emergency medical personnel coming, he got up decisively and left quietly.
The bright sunlight shone on her back, casting a thick layer of light on her.
So sacred, at first glance, she looks like a soldier returning in triumph, she can only be admired, not touched.
"Miss, miss, do you have any discomfort?"
"Miss, you have to think about it. No matter what the reason is, death can't solve anything."
"Miss, please get in the ambulance, we need to check you up."
Around, there was a lot of voices, but the lost woman didn't care to listen, and her eyes followed the dark and thin figure that was gradually disappearing into the crowd.
Who is she?
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