This scene, like pouring a bucket of lard freshly out of the pan on the head, is greasy and shocking!
At this moment, she realized what it was like to be betrayed by the closest and most trusted person!
They, a couple of dogs, slept in her room and rolled her sheets!
At that moment, she really wanted to rush up and slap them twice!
But she trembled with her hands, and the slap finally landed on her own face.
There are two reasons.
One is to be vigilant. She felt that she was stupid, that she was not good at meeting people, and that she didn't know people clearly.
She mistakenly believed in the character of Luo Yan and Ling Shuangshuang. A man who was really drunk would not get hard. He must have not resisted Ling Shuangshuang's temptation.
She always knew that Ling Shuangshuang was a good drinker, and would wake up sooner than herself or seldom get drunk every time. Ling Shuangshuang did not drink much that night, and talking about having sex after drinking was an excuse.
The second is heart disease. She has a psychological barrier, dare not beat others, and is afraid of being beaten.
The family environment in which she lived since she was a child was very disharmonious, and the relationship between her parents was not harmonious, and she often quarreled and even fought. She has been beaten to death by her parents many times, and she has long formed a shadow in her heart, reflexively afraid of domestic violence and other forms of violence.
If things go on like this, even if two people who have nothing to do with her are quarreling or fighting, she will be instinctively afraid, trembling uncontrollably, and wants to hide far away just by passing by or watching from a distance.
She was used to being bullied, and it was the kind of bullying she couldn't resist.
It¡¯s like a calf, when he was young, he didn¡¯t want to be led by the nose, but two holes were pierced through his nose with an iron hook, and after the blood dripped through the cow rope, it would be torn apart if he was led away again. The wound, if it doesn't follow the owner well, then the only way left is to die of pain.
So, at that moment, she looked at the dogs and men on the bed, and could only say hysterically: "Get out! Get out!"
But in the end, she was the one who got out, out of sight and out of sight.
Just like, she wanted to hit someone, but it turned out to be herself.
Facts have proved that she is sick, really sick.
Many years later, she went to see a psychiatrist, saying that she had suffered from avoidant personality disorder as a child, and suffered from moderate depression as an adult.
These years, she did not leave L city, but she stayed away from Lian Jun and Luo Yan, and lived alone in a corner of the city.
Stay away from your family, stay away from men, slowly enrich yourself, and slowly heal yourself.
She is devoted to her career, and only money is her sense of security.
She no longer believes what a man said, "I will support you", is simply the most poisonous love story in the world.
She resolutely left them, no longer had the fantasy persistence, and made good use of the money and contacts in her hands to start a WeChat business and build a team. Later, she went from pre-sales in the community to online sales, and live broadcasted goods on the Internet. .
She has achieved the status of the first sister who brings goods, and her subordinates also sign contracts and drive other anchors.
Most people think that she is just an Internet celebrity anchor, but they don't know that it is her boss who broadcasts the live broadcast in person.
After being betrayed by Ling Shuangshuang once, Lin Li didn't want to hire another assistant at first, but as the workload became more and more heavy, and there were more and more things to do, and his body was not as strong as before, so he recruited the current assistant. pottery.
The more she lives, the more she understands that the only person who has been with her along the way can only be her amazing self.
But she knows that the current self is not great enough.
At least when I met someone I remembered from before, it was still not heartless or ruthless enough.
Like tonight
If you repay your kindness, you will repay your kindness. Why do you have to be confused?
The target of the newspaper is Luo Yan, why let Ling Shuangshuang go?
? When she came back tonight, she wanted to drink, but she also fell into self-doubt, wondering if she still had a tendency to be abused, and always liked to be bullied and tortured by others (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com