Xu Guo's definition of happiness is that others are always the best, and what others have, I don't have¡ª¡ª
Xu Guo thinks that she lives in an unhappy family. Although she has her husband to accompany her after get off work and her children to have fun after school, she always feels that something is missing.
When she goes to work during the day, she always likes to pay attention to the actions of her colleagues. When she sees her colleagues bowing their heads and typing on the computer keyboard seriously, her eyes will shine with envy:
This colleague's hair is so black and shiny, his skin is so fine and fair, and he looks good typing If I am like that, I must be so beautiful!
Even if she also belongs to the type of skin white and beautiful, she can't hide her yearning for beauty and the comparison of perfection.
Seeing the lunch boxes brought by colleagues at noon, including dumplings, steamed buns and vegetables, seeing them chewing mouthfuls, their cheeks bulging with food, and the sound of swallowing and drinking forcefully, Xu Guo's eyes almost watered with envy. Come.
"It looks delicious. Why is mine not so delicious? It doesn't taste like chewing wax."
Although there are meat and vegetables in her box lunch, as well as fragrant and soft steamed buns, she can't hide her desire and yearning for delicious food.
After get off work, Xu Guo hurried to pick up the child. The child went to kindergarten and would occasionally fight with some children. The teacher would also tell the parents a few words. Every time she saw other children, Xu Guo would think about it.
"Why is my child not as beautiful as that child? If my child is so beautiful, I will definitely buy the most beautiful dress, tie her the most beautiful hair, and teach her to sing and dance.
Why doesn't my child have such a sweet mouth, such a cute talk, and such a pleasant smile like that child"
Going home with complicated emotions, Xu Guo felt that there were too many shortcomings in her life, and there were too many things she wanted but couldn't get. Every time she looked at herself, she felt ordinary, as if all of this was not what she imagined. so good.
The next day, Xu Guo saw that her colleague was wearing a new suit, the kind that was close to the waist, very stylish, and her envious eyes were straightened. After work, she asked her colleague the address of the clothing store she bought, and she was in a hurry rushed off.
After entering the store, the clothing clerk welcomed her warmly and introduced various styles to her.
Xu Guo didn't even look at it, she just gestured at the color and style. The clerk quickly found that kind of clothes, and she took them excitedly to the fitting room.
After coming out, she looked left and right in the mirror, thinking of her colleague's perfect figure, Xu Guo looked at herself in the mirror dejectedly: she didn't have that bright feeling.
Looking at the clerk's bawdy eyes, although Xu Guo was a little embarrassed, she tried a few more, but found that one was not as close-fitting as the other, and the other was not as comfortable as the other. Shape, her heart is getting more and more depressed.
In the end, under the impatient eyes of the clerk, Xu Guo bought the dress she tried for the first time, but when she got home, she put that dress in the closet and never wore it. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com