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246 Chapter 246 "Willing to go my own way"

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    Like myocardial infarction.

    Just these few words seem to weigh a lot.

    Just like a brand, it seems to have been engraved on my body, and these few words have been lingering in my mind.

    I don't know how to describe it.

    However, whether I have met him or talked to him, it seems that there have been many checkpoints and thick walls in between.

    He seemed to really plan to go the next way by himself, and even said that he would disband all the previous ones except the one at the event site.

    Even though I know that those who cooperate do not lack the denominator of thin monkey.

    But I feel very sad and tired.

    I even started to think about whether the initial contact between me and him, and a series of other things, started because of the opportunity of writing the article, and deepened, and became the final contact, the final farewell  .

    It seems that apart from this incident, I can't cross the invisible barrier in my daily life. I really have nothing to say when I communicate with him. Could it be that this has become a more regrettable thing that is missing in my life?  that part of it?

    I don't know what he will do next.

    But there is a dull pain in my heart.

    I'm also afraid of what's next.

    Suddenly Pepe came back, he opened the door and saw me standing there, I immediately packed my emotions.

    Pretending to be doing nothing, I held the note in my hand and put it in my trouser pocket. At the same time, that hand was still tearing up the paper that Skinny Monkey gave me in my pocket.

    Fortunately, I was wearing a coat so that I could not be noticed by Pepe, so I tried to keep calm.

    After all, there are too many involved in these words.

    I think maybe grandpa doesn't want to see me now.

    Thin monkey must have said something to grandpa, right?

    Similarly, when I was vulnerable, I also thought of my parents.

    But my father still has a so-called secret or surprise with Mr. Chen.

    Who am I going to find out, who am I going to confide in?

    Pepe saw the dinner on the table at first glance, of course he knew that it was sent by his brother Deyin, and he said to me ecstatically, "Mr. He, you two have shaken hands and made peace."

    Maybe he guessed that I happened to be there when the thin monkey delivered the meal, or I took the initiative to get the thin monkey's meal.

    I just nodded vigorously, I didn't want to be an uncle and say something that made people unhappy.

    Then Pepe pulled me to plan to eat together and heated up the meal.

    Halfway through eating, I really can't stand it, I can't stand this kind of boring and sad life, maybe I should really break the ice, maybe I should really let myself go, even if it is on my face when talking  Put on a sack, you should make these words clear.

    Acting in front of Pepe made me feel very tired, especially when watching Pepe serve me food.

    I really can't eat anymore.

    I don't even know who gave me strength or courage, I want to rush out immediately to find Skinny Monkey and talk to him.

    But I know that the two of us may not have the courage to face each other, otherwise we would not communicate through text and avoidance, but it seems that the thin monkey does not want to stop communicating with me, he still seems to want me to do it.  His teacher He.

    As soon as I thought of this, I began to try to forgive him, his so-called drinking, and the so-called things he did after drinking.

    I have to tell myself that this is not impulsive, seeking some hidden power to deepen my thoughts.

    ?Because when people meet, there will always be some rotten sesame seeds.

    Therefore, it is more necessary to make decisions quickly, and do things and ideas that may be regretted or sacrifice a certain part of yourself.

    As I was thinking, I tried to give myself courage again and again.

    I licked my chopsticks, and after eating quickly, I washed my face habitually to wake myself up.

    Then I actually looked around for something, took a bag, and went out. I was very nervous and very disturbed.

    I was really going to wait and put the bag on my head. Listening to the thin monkey, I tried to comfort myself, thinking that this should not be stupid in my situation.

    ? Although now I feel that I have a feeling of being broken, but it is better than being unhappy and not talking clearly. It is better to come and feel more comfortable.

    ?What are you doing, Mr. He?  "

    "There is something to do!"

    "come back earlier!"

    After Pepe's nagging, I went out briefly and resolutely.

    But I didn't take a few steps and stopped on the road, so fast that I couldn't help laughing at myself.

    It seems that at a glance, there are hundreds of thousands of miles away from Shouhoujiage.

    It is as difficult as learning scriptures from the west.

    But soon.

    My stubbornness seems to be back again.

    At this time, I didn't know whether I was bewitched by something or was corrupted by something. I felt a hand behind me pushing me, and I hesitated for a short amount of time than I expected.

    So he walked forward, just kept his head down and clenched his fists, briefly letting go, as if temporarily forgetting his own existence, and walked forward.

    Until I really saw the door of the thin monkey's house in front of me.

    At this moment I held my breath.

    But the next second I will.  There was a knock on the door.

    Soon the voice I was most familiar with came from the room, and for some reason, my heart felt like weeping and panting.

    I regret it very much. I don't want to lose. At this moment, I seem to know what is important in my heart and want to cherish it. I don't want to lose more than I gain.

    "Mr. He, are you here?"

    Grandpa's voice sounded, and I even tried to analyze his emotions from his voice. I didn't hope that he didn't want to come close to communicate with me, and I didn't want to know some other things that were different from before and come back again.  The feeling of not going.

    But Grandpa's voice seemed very happy.

    He shouted loudly in the room, "Skinny Monkey, can't you hear Teacher He coming?"

    He also called me the nickname I gave Skinny Monkey. At this moment, it seemed that the courage became stronger and more violent.

    However, the door was indeed not opened, but I could hear the noisy movement inside the house, and I couldn't understand the dialect being spoken.

    Just like that, I was left outside the door.

    I was thinking, why don't I find an excuse to come over again.

    ?For some reason, I felt a little desolate, as if I had been abandoned by the world, so I began to think about it, trying to give myself a higher level.

    If he is really unwilling to open the door, then I will go, at least I have made some changes, and made some things I want to change.

    But before I turned around to leave, the door opened.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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