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Chapter 125 The source of the nightmare's fear and powerlessness

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    "Everything is my fault"

    In the dream, the memories were constantly being staged. What Yangyang said when he stood in front of me, about his responsibility, was constantly flushing my memory.  He even slapped himself and gave himself a hard slap.

    I think the scariest thing is not death, but it is so clear in the dream that there is even a timer, and someone is sitting next to it, counting down and waiting for death.

    Compared with normal death, waiting to die is too creepy.

    All these dreams are interspersed together, like a stone, I can't breathe, I ignore all the sounds around me, I even feel that I am in a feeling of ecstasy, only one bed is floating  At sea, the whole person is helpless and almost desperate.

    In addition to the feeling of pain and uneasiness and the oppressive feeling of difficulty breathing, I can clearly hear my own heartbeat, which is very fast.

    It was simply too tortured.

    "No, no, I want to go out, I want to go out, I want to go out for a walk."

    "Teacher He, what's wrong with you? I'm so scared of you"

    I immediately got up, put on my shoes, and rushed out the door, just such a small place, but I ran back and forth like this, I hope I can escape from the dream just now, I hope  You can take yourself out.

    It is really too frightening.

    I kept running in circles on the spot, or doing some messy exercises, hoping that I could feel my real physical existence, because I seemed to have fallen into the dream just now.

    But I really have no strength, and I feel dry like stagnant water when I sit and move.

    "sorry!¡­"

    Suddenly, I fell to my knees on the ground, tears pouring down my mouth, and the cycle of "I'm sorry"

    I don't know how long I have been kneeling like this.

    After seeing someone coming next to me, I ran back immediately.

    All of this was seen by Pepe, and his expression told me that he was a little frightened.

    Even he was afraid to look me in the eyes, but he still came to me with a bottle of mineral water and said, "Mr. He, what's wrong with you?"

    Maybe it's a little better than before, I can listen to their words a little bit, if I knew I wouldn't fall asleep.

    It's so Even now I'm terrified of sleeping.

    If Yangyang would have stood there accusing me in the dream just now, I think I might have to ask for sick leave.

    Why did I make such a sad move?

    Then is it that he can't forgive me?

    When Pepe put the glass of water next to me.

    I feel even more difficult to calm down for some reason.

    I always feel that the glass of water is constantly rolling like ocean waves.

    Is this an illusion?

    Not to mention being weak, it feels like this person can continue to fall down at any time.

    Even felt a little hot all over.

    "Mr. He, what's wrong with you?"

    Pepe put her hand on my forehead.

    Then he put his forehead against mine and took the temperature measurement.

    "It seems to be a little hotter than mine"

    "Oh my God, let me help you call Brother Deyin, Mr. He, you look like this"

    "Don't go to him, don't go to him"

    I suddenly grabbed Pepe's wrist, and seemed to use some strength, but I didn't allow him to go find the thin monkey.

    "Ah, Teacher He, I won't go looking for it"

    Pepe's voice suddenly began to tremble, and the whole person fell into fear, and even took a few steps back.

    God, what was I doing to act like this in front of a kid?

    So I looked at Pepe again, staring around with desperate eyes, said sorry, sat on the bed and yelled, vented, and forced myself to be quiet.

    Then he gulped all the water that Pepe brought over into his mouth.

    Pepe closed the door directly.

    "Teacher He, can you tell me what's wrong with you? This is the first time I've seen you like this."

    "If you don't tell me, go to Brother Deyin."

    the"Are you threatening me?"

    "It's not Teacher He nor"

    Why did I say such things to this child, how could he be threatening me?  He just knows that as long as Liu Deyin comes here, I might be calmer.

    I really can't control myself.

    "Is your foot okay?"

    I tried to get out of the atmosphere just now, and tried my best to talk about some normal topics.

    "Teacher He, my feet are not the problem, it's mainly you."

    It seems that it really scared the child.

    "Ah, it's so uncomfortable"

    I still couldn't control my body, and I still wanted to run out.

    "I don't want to sleep today."

    "Ah, why can't Teacher He not sleep? Although it is indeed almost night now."

    "Teacher He, let's eat something. You don't seem to have eaten anything since morning."

    "I'm full with water."

    Slowly, I began to lie down again, propping up the pillows, leaning against the hard bed board, looking at the ceiling without knowing what I was thinking.

    I couldn't control my thoughts at all, and even felt that my eyelids were about to droop again. I immediately opened my eyes and opened them very wide.

    It's annoying.

    Just at this time, in my tears-blurred perspective, I saw a tiny arm hugging me tightly, and I suddenly saw that Pepe gave me a hug,

    "Teacher He, calm down"

    "Are you having a nightmare?"

    "Um¡­"

    "Teacher He, calm down."

    This hug made me even more involuntary, and for some reason at this time, I suddenly missed my parents, and even wanted to share with them about me.

    But if they know, they will definitely say something to comfort me, instead of saying something about right and wrong. What I need most now is a criticism, it is best to criticize me harshly, let me know that I am  What was done wrong, what was right, and what was wrong.

    Or you can tell me a strong reason.

    I was right, it wasn't my fault, and so on, if I were looking for Shouhou now, Shouhou would only comfort me, and would only speak in the middle.

    Pepe's hug has never left, and it is very tight, because he can't hug my whole body when I lie down, he just hugs the front half.

    But I suddenly calmed down, a lot.

    Pepe saw that my condition seemed to be a little better, but he could still hear my rapid breathing. He thought it seemed that drinking a little more water could calm me down.

    So he always mutters in my ear, "Teacher He, let me get you some water"

    "Mr. He, why are you breathing so fast?" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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