Zhou Zhou took out a bag of fruit and two bottles of wine from the trunk. Wang Shufen looked at it and complained again: "You bought him wine, but he drank too much and didn't know who he was. Tian flirts with a group of old ladies in the park, and doesn't even think about it. Is he the one they are looking for? A few days ago, he even said that he would find a job for the son of the old Wang family in Liu Village, and he really talked to someone. It¡¯s really eye-opening. I think back when your aunt and uncle asked him to help Jingchen talk about arranging a better job for your cousin, he refused. Now it¡¯s better, it¡¯s not about relatives, He is very enthusiastic. If he hadn't put his mind to it, I would follow his surname Zhou!"
Zhou Zhou said: "He still eats this kind of flying vinegar when he is old. Think about it, when he was young, he worked so hard for what? Isn't it for our family? Now that he is old, he just drinks, Don¡¯t keep talking about him for his hobby of dancing in the square.¡±
"Then what about arranging work?"
"The son of the Wang family graduated with a master's degree. He has a good job in Shanghai. His mother wanted him to come back, so I asked my father to talk about it. My father told me about it, but it was just a matter of favor. You insisted on my It can't be compared with the arrangement of my cousins ??and sisters who are less than four or six years old."
"You just protect him, and one day I will bring you a stepmother!"
Zhou Zhou smiled and put the things on the table. I poured myself a glass of water: "Do you have breakfast?"
"You didn't have breakfast?"
"I'm at his grandma's house every day, and my aunt has also asked for leave to go back to her hometown. I'm not happy to make breakfast by myself, so I want to come to you to have a bite."
"I just bought buns."
"Where's the bun?"
"Get angry with your father and throw it away."
"You man, did Baozi provoke you?"
"There is still some yesterday's meal in the refrigerator, I'll make you fried rice with eggs."
As Wang Shufen said, she went to the kitchen, took two eggs and a piece of ham, and made Zhou Zhou a bowl of fried rice with eggs.
The bowl was full, and Zhou Zhou felt that he couldn't eat it, so he took out another empty bowl and gave some to Wang Shufen.
"Jingchen is on a business trip again?" Wang Shufen asked casually while eating.
"Um."
"You don't cook when he's not at home? How can there be any sense of home in a family that is cold all day long without any smoke?" Wang Shufen glanced at her daughter, "You have to make your home look like home." , don¡¯t be deserted all day. In summer, if I go to your house, the hairs on my body will stand on end. How can I do this?¡±
Zhou Zhou said: "Do you think he is willing to go home because I make the house steamy? In his heart, that home is not what he wants, and I am not what he wants, so no matter what I do, It's superfluous to him."
"It's not right for you to think so. You have to make a change first. You can't do anything with him, but you can always do something with yourself, right? You have to get better in life. Look, you now have the name of Mrs. Yi, In fact, it¡¯s a pile of mud that can¡¯t support the wall. When I went to buy buns today, I met Qi Yueru, and the old couple were going to Beijing. They said that Xi Le had returned, and they were going to see their granddaughter.¡±
"What does this have to do with me?"
"It doesn't matter. Think about Yanxi's situation at the beginning. She lost her job and her husband got cancer. No one in the town thought she was finished. But even if she fell into such a situation, she could get up again. What about you? You rely on What has this big tree, Jingchen, been doing all these years?"
"He is a big tree, but he is not willing to shelter me from the wind and rain!"
"Is he willing to be by your side? If you fight a little bit, you won't be able to do anything well?" Wang Shufen looked at her daughter with hatred. She really didn't understand how she could give birth to such an uninspired daughter. ? "Think about it for yourself, a famous fashion designer, a sloppy housewife, a man knows how to choose as long as his eyes are good? Look at you, it's not that you don't have money or time, you can't Take care of yourself? Stand next to Yi Jingchen, not like his wife, but like his mother!"
Zhou Zhou put down his chopsticks and said angrily: "I won't eat. It's fine if others say I'm worthless. You're my mother, so you say the same about me?"
Wang Shufen said: "What's the use of me praising you as a flower? Do my words count? You have to be really capable!"
"Why do I have to be capable? Anyway, Yan Xi said when he left, we will endure together in this grave." Zhou Zhou cried while talking, "Is it a husband I have been guarding all these years? It's a dead person, our marriage is dead long ago, and I'm not a god, how can I bring it back to life? Every time you see me?Do you think I am willing to do this? But what can I do? Over the years, I have tried everything, such as lowering my eyebrows and lowering my voice, but he just remains unmoved, he just remains unmoved! "
The more Zhou Zhou talked, the more sad he became, so he just held his face and started to cry.
Looking at her daughter, Wang Shufen felt unhappy, and murmured: "What a life you are living! Zhou, it's been so many years, since there is no other way, then let it go."
Zhou Zhou was taken aback for a moment, never expecting that one day these words would come from his mother's mouth. At the beginning, she was the one who supported her the most, and made suggestions all the way to let her marry the person she wanted to marry. It was also she who told her time and time again that marriage is just daily necessities, no matter how deep the relationship between Yi Jingchen and Yan Xi is, it will fade after time passes. As long as she can keep it, Yi Jingchen will be hers sooner or later. Those who get him first will get his heart slowly. Now more than ten years have passed, and her best years are gone, but she let her go! How to let go? Now she is useless and has no strengths, how to live without Yi Jingchen is a problem.
She looked at her mother and asked, "Now that you ask me to let go, do you think that even if I let go, can my life start again?"
"If Yan Xi can start over, why can't you?"
"Yanxi, Yanxi, why do you always compare me with her? I admit that I am not as good as her. As long as she has a breath, she can live with pride and self-esteem. I am not as good as her in everything, and you already know it. "
Wang Shufen stopped talking, knowing that it would be useless to talk too much. Perhaps as she said, it is difficult to turn back today. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com