After a while, Yan Xi raised her head and asked Jin Cheng: "Do you like children very much?"
"It also depends on what kind of child you are." Jincheng replied seriously: "Beary kids definitely don't like it."
"That's right." Yan Xi smiled, agreeing with Jin Cheng's words. "It's just that when I saw you hugging Xiao Fu Chen, it looked like that. I was a little surprised."
"After all, he is my godson. When we have our own child, I will love him even more." Jincheng rubbed Yan Xi's hair, with a hint of expectation in his eyes
That night, Yan Xi didn't sleep very well. She had a dream and woke up crying in the dream.
Jincheng asked her what was wrong, but she refused to say anything, and cried for a long time, and Jincheng coaxed her for a long time.
Yan Xi didn't speak until it was slightly bright.
Her voice was a little hoarse, but Jincheng heard what she said clearly: "Jincheng, I may not be able to have children."
Jincheng was patting her on the back to comfort her, but after hearing these words, his palm did not fall for a long time.
After a long time, his palm landed lightly on Yan Xi's back, and his tone was also soft: "Then we won't have children, don't be sad about it, huh?"
He was silent for so long, she thought he was thinking about how to organize his words to ask her why she couldn't have a baby.
But he didn't.
The more gentle and considerate he is, the sadder Yan Xi feels.
Originally, she wanted to keep this matter in her heart, but seeing that he likes children so much, and when she returned to China, she decided to bring her grandma's ashes back for burial. Jincheng will definitely find out that there is no one other than grandma. In addition to the tomb, she also bought another cemetery next to it.
This is destined to be a restless night.
Yan Xi finally told Jincheng about all the things that happened after going abroad.
Back then, she took her grandma abroad for medical treatment, and after spending all her savings, she could only let her stay by her side for a few more months. On the day grandma died, she had a miscarriage.
She hadn't even been able to come to terms with the fact that she was pregnant before she was declared to have lost a child.
It was really difficult for her to live abroad, and coupled with the fact that she was young and ignorant at the time, she had already started working hard to earn money to support herself before her body recovered.
As a result, this body fell ill. The doctor once said that it would be difficult for her to get pregnant again in the future.
At first she had no intention of getting married, so it didn't matter whether she had children or not. But now that there is another Jincheng in her life, she has to consider this factor.
After hearing what Yan Xi said, Jincheng said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."
Yan Xi was a little surprised, she was about to raise her head to ask him why he suddenly apologized, but he held her head down and pressed her face against his chest.
He was so strong that she couldn't break free.
After a while, she felt a few drops of warm liquid fall from the back of her neck.
She finally understood why Jincheng didn't let her look up at him, because he was crying.
Yan Xi may not know why Jincheng apologized, but Jincheng himself is very clear.
After Yan Xi left that year, he actually had the ability to find her. But he is also a tempered person, he feels that he is already so good to Yan Xi, why would she abandon him for such a small amount of money?
So he gambled for seven years, never put down his dignity and went abroad to look for Yanxi.
Hearing about Yan Xi's experience just now, he has been thinking, if he had chased her out to find Yan Xi without saying a word, then Yan Xi would not have suffered so much, and he and her children should go to elementary school soon up
The next day, Yan Xi really wanted to act as if nothing had happened and go about her life as usual.
But after lunch, Jincheng took the initiative to mention to her: "Leave me to handle the relocation of grandma's burial."
Yan Xi hesitated for a moment, but still agreed: "En."
After a while, Jincheng asked again: "By the waychild, did you name it?"
Yan Xi shook her head.
She didn't know whether the child was a boy or a girl, and she thought at the time, if there was a chance, let Jincheng come up with the name.
Now I really have this opportunity.
"Get up."
"Okay." Jincheng agreed
On the day of the burial, except for Yan Xi and Jin Cheng, only a few mages went to the cemetery together.
Yan Xi doesn't have any relatives anymore. Her unscrupulous parents have abandoned her for more than 20 years, and they probably won't recognize her when they meet now.
Jincheng didn't tell anyone, not even Shen Huaqing knew about it. After all, this child is a pity, and letting Shen Huaqing know about it will only increase his sadness.
Except for offering incense to grandma, Jincheng spent most of his time standing in front of the child's tombstone, meditating.
He named the child "Jin Yan", which has the same pronunciation as Yan. This name is taken from the surnames of the two of them and represents the parents' love for the child. This name can be used by both boys and girls, and Yan Xi is quite satisfied.
Before leaving, Jincheng touched the top of the tombstone, as if touching a child's little head, and said softly, "Mom and Dad will come to see you next time."
On the way back, both of them were very silent.
Yan Xi knew that Jincheng was feeling uncomfortable. Although he didn't show much grief except for the tears that night, his eyes were slightly red when he came down from the mountain
On the day Jiang Cheng officially entered the winter, Jincheng and Yanxi went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register and get a certificate.
Father Jin was furious when he learned that Yan Xi had returned to China and reunited with Jin Cheng, and brought his assistant to visit Yan Xi in person that day.
Faced with Jin's father's accusations, Yan Xi remained calm, and only asked after he had finished speaking: "Do you think you have the right to interfere with Jincheng's affairs? He doesn't rely on you to survive in this society. Survive, besides, you betrayed this family and hurt him and Aunt Shen, so how thick-skinned are you to come to my place to accuse the teacher?"
Father Jin's neck was red with anger: "You!"
"Are you trying to emphasize the one million to me?" Yan Xi asked back: "Didn't Jincheng pay it off for me a long time ago? Otherwise, I'll pay you back a new one."
With that said, Yan Xi signed a check for two million and threw it in front of Father Jin, saying indifferently: "Okay, I have nothing to talk to you about, please take the check and leave. If you don't want to leave, I will Let the security take you out."
Father Jin still wants to save face. In order not to be kicked out by the security guards, he had no choice but to leave in a fit of anger.
He didn't take the check, but Yan Xi took it and shredded it and threw it into the wastebasket.
In the evening when Jincheng came back and found out about this incident, he couldn't help laughing, and kept praising Yanxi for doing a good job!