After the wedding banquet was over, Xia Wu took a car with a female friend of Hailuo back to the city. That female friend was more serious and taciturn. Well, the two of them have nothing to say all the way.
The car was driving on the seaside road under the moonlit night, the sound of the waves beat against the atrium one after another, and the wind blew Xia Wu's hair. She rested her chin and looked at the distant beach outside the window, thinking of herself a few years ago. Blowing the wind, looking at the night scene, sitting beside my beloved man.
Encountering Yan Ji again plunged Xia Wu into a vortex of memories, feeling heartbroken.
Like him, pursue him enthusiastically, be cruelly rejected by him again and again, when he is disheartened and at his lowest point, he indulges himself in the dance, competes with himself and others, and finally swallows the bitter fruit by himself.
The price of falling in love with him is to lose one's dream, and there are still more than ten years of hard work.
Xia Wu smiled in the wind, the wind was too strong, she closed the window, looked at the still immature face reflected on the window, only the eyes were resolute, and the corners of her mouth could not help but curl up.
What do weird people do? It's strange, I only blame myself for being too young.
When I go home at night, my family members are already asleep. My sister is probably on night shift. It seems that I will be staying in the hospital tonight. I took a shower and lay on the bed, not wanting to sleep. I plugged in my earphones and listened to the midnight radio station. A deep but magnetic female voice was singing affectionately on the radio station.
It's not that easy to find a partner you can chat with
Especially after seeing so many betrayals
Always uneasy and had to be tough
who murdered my romance
It's not that easy to love
don't look at anything else
Be realistic maybe good maybe bad half and half don't love
Be alone for a long time and get used to not worrying about anyone
No need to be controlled by anyone
Feel happy and busy
When you feel tired, let yourself go
what other people said
Just listen to it and make your own decision
don't want to have too many emotions
A glass of red wine with a movie
On the weekend night, I turned off my mobile phone and nestled comfortably on the sofa
Falling in love is not that easy
Everyone has his temper
Over the age of dreaming
It's better to be quiet than to be vigorous
Happiness is not so easy
will be particularly fascinating
? I was the happiest at the age when I didn¡¯t understand anything
once
? Missing the saddest but most touching memory
Xia Wu listened, tears slowly streaming down her cheeks.
She seldom shed tears. She would only shed silly tears at the most difficult and helpless moments. Later, she realized that tears were a sign of cowardice, which did not help her life. She gradually controlled her lacrimal glands and did not like to shed tears in front of others.
Today, she cried twice, once for the happiness of others in front of her eyes, and once for the present, she was silently paying homage to that silly girl who used to love to dream vigorously.
She wiped away her tears, turned off the music, lay down and closed her eyes.
Silly girl, this time, you must behave yourself.
After the weekend wedding banquet was over, Xia Wu went to work. It has been two months since she returned to City A. Under the introduction of her mother's old friend, she successfully entered the entertainment channel of the TV station as an intern makeup artist. The internship period was three months, and the leader was quite satisfied with her performance.
Speaking of it, her ability to become a makeup artist really depends on her more than ten years of stage experience. When she was a child, whenever it was her turn to perform on stage, the makeup artist was often too busy to do it alone. I learned to smear my face when I was young, and later, I even helped my companions make up.
After returning to the small town, the capable cousin opened a bridal dress shop. Xia Wu recuperated and had nothing to do, so she ran to help, and her skills were exposed. The cousin had sharp eyes, so she simply paid her to learn it systematically, and she became like that. A professional makeup artist, many brides ask her for makeup by name.
The big ship of life carried her like this, sailing towards a completely different track, sometimes dreaming back at midnight, in the dream, the girl wearing ballet shoes danced and danced, and suddenly ran away in the direction of the sky, she chased after her no matter what No, when she finally grabbed her sleeve, she looked back and smiled at herself, she looked down and found that she had fallen off the cliff.
Then I woke up with sweat on my forehead.
Xia Wu knew that there was something in her heart that she couldn't let go of.
Maybe time will help her let go slowly.
In the evening, I still work overtime as usual, and ate some boxed lunch, ?She didn't understand, so she asked the next doctor, but every doctor said so, and every doctor didn't give her hope, and cruelly pronounced the end of her dancing life.
She had to drop out of school. She remembered that day she was walking on the former campus, it was drizzling, she came out after completing the formalities, hid in a small garden with no one there and cried a lot.
After crying, he ran to Gu Xichu's exclusive rehearsal classroom. He said he would wait for her in that classroom. Gu Xichu was not there that day, and only a few of his students were rehearsing.
As usual, she sat on the sidelines and watched them dance, but the tears in the corners of her eyes showed that everything could not go back to the past, and she could not stay any longer. She wrote a note asking the students to pass it on to Gu Xichu, and then left.
She still remembers the content on the paper: Teacher, I'm sorry, if one day everything can be overthrown and restarted, the first thing I will do is not to disappoint you. summer dance.
Xia Wu looked down at her feet, forcing herself not to think about it anymore, thinking about it would make her feel trapped, so she raised her head.
Then I saw Gu Xichu at the door looking at her faintly like a heavy mountain.
She suddenly felt that she had nothing to hide.
Sister Sherly at the door was a little confused, and said, "Mr. Gu, this this is the dressing room of our station, ah, let me introduce, this is our makeup artist Xia Wu, uh, over there is the director's room of our station , I'll take you to have a look."
"No need." Gu Xichu smiled and raised his eyebrows, "I'm only interested in your dressing room."
He waved to Xia Wu, "Little Swan, come here."
When Sister Sherly saw this, her eyes widened. She saw Gu Xichu hugging Xia Wu's shoulder affectionately, patted her lowered head like an adult scolding a child, and she pointed at the two of them back and forth, "Uh, you"
Xia Wu smiled embarrassingly, lowered her head, and Gu Xichu smiled even deeper, "Let me introduce, this is the stupidest student I have ever taught."
Xia Wu raised her head depressedly, and her voice of retort was as weak as a mosquito, "Teacher How can I" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com