After getting off work that night, Yan Ji still had no plans to go home. The afterglow of the setting sun had completely dissipated. Yan Ji was surrounded by darkness and sat quietly. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was a world of sensuality. There is no way back.
The small and inconspicuous ticket lay quietly on the desk, such an inconspicuous existence in the dark, but Yan Ji, who was accustomed to killing and making decisions, encountered difficulties.
To go is to listen to the voice of the heart; not to go is to listen to the voice of the heart.
Some silliness grows quietly in the heart like weeds, and it is hard to tell whether it is good or bad. The only thing Yan Ji knows is that he doesn't like a life that is out of control.
He used to think that the most uncontrollable things in life were death and illness, and he only surrendered to these two things, but now he is a little confused. It turned out that what he couldn't control was the human heart.
Yan Ji looked at the brightly lit world outside the window, he thought he could see through all kinds of life, but it turned out that for some things, he did not practice enough after all, so he derailed his life.
The time passed by like this, and before I knew it, it was almost seven fifty.
Another five minutes passed.
"I, Xia Wu, dance is my life to me. I am going to be engaged in the career of my life. Apart from this, I don't know anything else. My ideal is to become an excellent modern dancer and present the most artistic dance to the audience. , but the fact is that I had to obey my parents' decision to become a ballet dancer. This period was the most painful time for me. I was faced with a choice, either to fight for my ideals, or to obey my parents to dance ballet all my life. unhappy."
"Then I thought, just take a look at you in the crowd like this, just one look, who knows when the next time will be."
Just look at her in the crowd like this Just one look
Yan Ji stood up suddenly, picked up the tickets on the table, and rushed out like flying.
And on the desk, the time is quietly pointing to eight o'clock.
Xia Wu has been running around in various competitions since puberty. Competitions were once a common occurrence for her. From the initial nervousness to trembling legs, to the later calmness or numbness, the experience in the middle For a long time.
In those years, she was forced to persevere like a clockwork orange. The audience was the expectation of her parents and teachers, and the opponents on the stage were eager to defeat her. The stubbornness in her personality made her unable to accept herself as a loser, so she had no choice but to Looking at the ballet shoes on her feet, she closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, all the helplessness in her heart turned into a belief: she had no choice but to be a winner.
And this time, it will be the last time she stands on the stage wearing ballet shoes, and Xia Wu, who is putting on makeup in the background, is filled with emotions, while in the mirror, a little bit of sadness is smearing on her face with a touch of blush .
Has he come?
Will the tickets not be received?
Will I choose not to come after receiving it?
I asked myself countless times back and forth in my heart, and finally shook my head violently to get those questions out of my mind.
Whether he comes or not, she will win.
Even if she can't win love, she can't lose her own life, Xia Wu looked at herself in the mirror and said silently in her heart.
In the solo dance segment, Xia Wu was ranked No. 5. She was wearing a black tight dance dress, her hair was coiled up high, and the dance dress outlined her slightly thin but curvaceous figure. The opening cloth looked down the stage, just like when I was a child, my heart was obviously terribly scared, but I still couldn't help but secretly looked down the stage curiously, thinking that after a while everyone's eyes would be on her, and all the lights would be on her. Chasing her, the tension in my heart will be replaced by excitement.
In the past, some teachers commented on her, saying: She is born to stand on the stage, and her mental quality is very good.
This time, Xia Wu's eyes did not look for the parents in the audience, she knew that they must be quietly waiting for her to play in a corner below the stage, and she would not hide the pride of being a parent on her face.
Xia Wu's eyes searched back and forth involuntarily. She knew that she couldn't see Yan Ji in the audience, but she couldn't help but look in the direction of his seat, feeling faint anxiety and uncontrollable expectations in her heart.
There was thunderous applause off the stage, and the fourth contestant performed very well. She was Xia Wu's strongest opponent in this competition, Lin Youran. , Encounters between opponents are always full of gunpowder, wishing to kill each other with a look.
The relationship between Lin Youran and Xia Wu is always indifferent, and they do not keep contact information with each other. They met more often when they were young.At this moment, his mind was blank, Bolero's affectionate singing voice was still echoing in his ears, and the girl in black in his mind was still dancing to the music, so beautiful and so illusory.
Then, he heard a slightly excited low voice coming from his ear, "She's right not to be a little swan."
It's the man next to him.
Yan Ji turned his head in surprise, and just happened to meet the man's joyful eyes, as if he was happy to meet the audience, he glanced at Yan Ji, then looked back at Xia Wu who was bowing towards the stage, with an excited smile on his face, "She's a genius."
"Geniuses dance with their hearts. She did it."
The darkness covered the man's face, but amidst the thunderous applause, Yan Ji could still hear it clearly. When he turned around again, he saw that the black butterfly on the stage had disappeared, but she left behind her flapping fan in the air. Mark of.
When I saw her again, it was already 40 minutes long, when the melody of Swan Lake dance sounded, a touching white swan approached the prince quietly, and the prince was amazed to see that the dignified and noble swan slowly turned into Tingting girl Odette, they fell in love. Close to each other, listen to each other, and at this time the devil appeared, the prince vowed to rescue the swan princess from the quagmire of misery, and promised her eternal love.
Yan Ji quietly looked at the radiant Swan Princess on the stage. He, who doesn't like dancing, was already moved by her dancing posture. It turned out that she didn't lie to him, and she really regarded dancing as her life's career.
The swan princess on the stage is beautiful and noble, but Yan Ji can't help recalling another night, on the road by the sea, the girl in white danced with the wind. He thought she was going to disappear in the wind, but in the end, she just bowed deeply to the sea.
Such a young girl who comes and goes like the wind, he can never figure it out. What she gives him is always a surprise that he can't control, but she never asks him if he wants to.
Whether it appears or disappears, he is always the one who is led by the nose.
He no longer has much expectation for life, he just hopes to live quietly.
A life with too much laughter is like an addictive drug. If one day it suddenly disappears, he doesn't know if he can still live.
Yan Ji stood up, and strode out resolutely amidst the beautiful melody of Swan Lake.
And the swan princess on the stage, with the anticipation of love, is twirling enthusiastically on tiptoe.
? On the way back, it was windy and windy. The weather forecast said that it would be a thunderstorm tonight, and the spring rain came in time. This city lacks rain this year, and the dry air always makes people feel irritable.
When Yan Ji returned home, Lang Lang was still awake, rolling around on the bed of his grandparents, like a mess of restless meatballs. Yan Ji heard the noise and walked into the door of his parents' room. The old man had already taken Lang Lang away. I figured out a way, "I've watched seven or eight episodes of Tom and Jamie tonight, and I still refuse to sleep, I'm going to be a mouse."
The mother smiled, but her face was already sleepy. Yan Ji hugged Lang Lang, carried the little meat ball to his own room, and continued the story of Journey to the West at the request of Fat Ball. , Yan Ji's voice was a little deep, and it was very hypnotic in the child's ears. He asked sleepily, "Uncle, why did Sun Wukong beat girls?"
Yan Ji looked at the rain that was getting heavier outside the window, closed the book and said, "Some women are scary, and it doesn't hurt to stay away."
Unexpectedly, Lang Lang, the only listener, had already fallen asleep, lying quietly on the pillow like a pig.
It was deep at night, but Yan Ji didn't feel sleepy. He poured himself a glass of red wine, and then stood in front of the dark window, not knowing what he was thinking.
At this time, the voice of the text message rang: Come to the balcony.
Yan Ji looked at the name of the owner of the number, and said "Mr. Xia" well-behaved, frowning fiercely.
However, he moved involuntarily, as if under a spell, holding a glass of wine, pushed open the balcony door on the second floor and looked down, and then froze severely.
At this moment, Xia Wu standing on the grass on the first floor was soaking wet. She took off the white swan dance dress and replaced it with a black swan dance dress. The black skirt was fluffy. Xia Wu standing wet in the rain really looked like The swans in the water will dance in the rain.
She slightly raised her head and looked up at him on the balcony, her eyes were so intense that she couldn't look directly at him. The rain from the sky drenched her hair, and the rain flowed from her cheeks, trying to engulf her, but she didn't care.
"Prince Siegfried met the white swan Odette first, but he met the black swan Odile at the dinner party. He finally chose the black swan, which broke the heart of the white swan. I asked the teacher Prince Who do you really love, the teacher said, whoever you meet first, you will love. I think, at this point, I have already lost"
Yan Ji standing on the balcony did not speak, his eyes were as deep as the night.
"The teacher asked me to play the white swan, but I think I am more suitable to be the black swan, so," Xia Wu wiped the rainwater that covered her sight, panting heavily, "I only dance the black swan dance." I'll show you." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)as deep.
"The teacher asked me to play the white swan, but I think I am more suitable to be the black swan, so," Xia Wu wiped the rainwater that covered her sight, panting heavily, "I only dance the black swan dance." I'll show you." (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com