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Chapter 45

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    "I studied hard, worked hard after graduation, and filled my schedule. I worked hard during the day, but I couldn't sleep at night. I went to the bar, where there were many people and noisy places, and it was not easy to be sad.  Being noticed"

    Qin Qian paused, she sniffed, her eyes were red, and there were tears flashing.

    "My dad wants to find a partner for me. I always tell those blind dates that I have a boyfriend, which chokes them all, but my dad is so angry that he just lets me mess around. I  When I go to drink, I will also meet a lot of punks, they bullied me, and I beat them all away, because you will not appear in front of me, so I learned to protect myself."

    "Do you think you are the only one who is sad and sad? Every time I think of you breaking up with me, I feel very uncomfortable" Qin Qian's voice choked up, she clutched her chest, her brows were wrinkled together, and she was already choked up  , Said: "I felt so sad that I wanted to cry. Sometimes I even had extreme thoughts. I was thinking that if I missed it at the beginning"

    She didn't finish speaking, but Yan Shen's heart skipped a beat. He opened his mouth and wanted to call her name, but he couldn't.

    Qin Qian paused for a moment, then continued: "Ah Shen, I know what you are worried about, I want to tell you that I don't care, but you have your position and considerations, you have your own pride and dignity, I can't take it away, let alone  Trampling. But I still want to say, you are too selfish"

    Having said that, Qin Qian still couldn't hold back, she cried.

    "You bastard, bastard, you don't consider my feelings at all, you just let me suffer alone, you think that I like you and I am unscrupulous, I never want a good reputation, a glamorous life I want  It's not rare, what I want is you, it's you!"

    Qin Qian cried aloud, but she stubbornly refused to look at Yan Shen, and cried by herself.

    "If you think you have to be in the same environment to be together, then I don't mind discrediting myself, I can be as dirty as you think you are, I can"

    "Qianqian¡ª¡ª" With red eyes, Yan Shen held her in his arms, stopping her from continuing to say.

    He didn't want her to abuse him, even if it was only verbally.

    "Yan Shen, you bastard!"

    Qin Qian beat him on the shoulder, she was not as weak as a little girl, she almost knocked Yan Shen down with the hammer.

    He admitted: "Yeah, I'm an asshole."

    "You are a coward, a coward, and a jerk!"

    "Yes, I'm a coward, a coward, and a bastard!" Yan Shen hugged her tightly, she was crying, and her shoulders shrugged, making the grief that had been accumulated in his heart surge up and fall down.  shed tears.  He said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault¡ª"

    She duplicity: "I don't want to like you anymore."

    He finally plucked up the courage: "I'm sorry, but let me like you instead, okay?"

    Qin Qian cried and ignored him.

    Yan Shen closed his eyes, leaving a stream of tears.

    "Qianqian, I have always been despicable and cowardly. I have heard a lot of gossip and abuse since I was a child. They will not let me go because I am a child. Instead, they think I am ignorant and become more daring. Someone told me  Said, I should not have been born, harmed my mother, my father, and everyone around me, a child like me who was born in filth does not deserve happiness."

    "When you confessed to me, my first reaction was not joy, but fear. I was afraid that your life would become as miserable and dark because of me, and those invisible and hurting sharp knives would stab you because of me. I am too  I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will be hurt. I finally mustered up the courage to tell you that I like you very much, but maybe I'm such a cursed person. After what happened to Liu Jiang, I experienced that panic again  The feeling is stronger than ever before.¡±

    "I have human life on my hands. Gossip and gossip never consider the cause and effect of the matter. What's more, no matter how you argue, Liu Jiang is dead.  Drilling in, hurting people from the inside to the outside, I am really afraid that these injuries will bring you, you are so good, there should be no dirt like mine in your life, I don't want you  Becoming the murderer's girlfriend, let alone making you the murderer's wife¡ª"

    "I'm sorry, for the past four years, thinking of you suffering because of this, I have been suffering every second. Qianqian, you are right, I am very selfish, I am a bastard, I am a coward"

    He leaned against her, and Qin Qian could kiss his lips as soon as he raised his head.

    Then she kissed him?.

    A very gentle kiss like a touch of water.

    "Then don't be a coward in the future, okay? If you are afraid of the dark, I will turn on the light for you."

    Yan Shen couldn't help laughing, tears streaming down his face.

    Qin Qian also laughed, unable to stop her tears.

    "good."

    He held her face in his hands, kissed her carefully, and gave her all his longing and tenderness for so many years.

    Who says the cursed cannot be happy?

    It's just that he hasn't met anyone who is willing to give him happiness.

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    The next day, it rained and the sky cleared.

    The air in the mountains is filled with the fragrance of morning tea.

    Qin Qian suddenly opened her eyes and found herself lying on the bed.

    Didn't she go out for a stroll?  When did you go back to bed?

    She remembered crying and laughing in front of Yan Shen, like a fool.

    Is it a dream?  How could she be so stupid, so silly, so spineless?

    She still remembered that Yan Shen said that he would like her in the future, this must be a dream, right?

    Yan Shen's stinky temper is like the stones in the latrine, smelly and hard, making him bow his head is harder than reaching the sky, so it must be a dream, right?

    Qin Qian immediately got out of bed and ran out.

    Sister-in-law Zhang was washing the vegetables. When she saw Qin Qian, she stood up with a smile and walked towards the kitchen: "Xiao Qin woke up. The buns are hot in the kitchen. I'll get them for you."

    "Thank you Mrs. Zhang, where are the village head and Yan Shen?"

    Qin Qian finished brushing her teeth quickly, but never saw the village chief or Yan Shen.

    Mrs. Zhang came out with steamed stuffed buns and white rice porridge, and said with a smile: "Isn't this the roof leaking? Old Zhang said he would go to the town to buy some materials and come back to repair it. Xiaoyan drove to help. I'm sorry to bother you, come to us."  As a guest, let you contribute.¡±

    "Sister Zhang is being polite."

    "It's hot, eat it quickly."

    "Okay, thank you Mrs. Zhang." Qin Qian nodded, gnawing on the steamed stuffed bun carelessly.

    It really is a dream.  If it was true, how could it be possible to leave early in the morning without saying anything?

    She really liked Yan Shen so much that she was insane.

    This is not acceptable.

    Qin Qian, you have to be sober, you haven't recovered Yan Shen yet, you can't go crazy!

    Qin Qian patted her cheek.

    She ate breakfast quickly, washed her face with cold water to wake herself up.

    What's ridiculous is that in this small village, only Chu Qing can be her confidant.

    So she went to school to find Chu Qing.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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