Yan Yanzhi let go of me with a slight touch, his voice was a little hoarse, and he held my hand a little harder.
?Forcing myself not to distance myself deliberately, I returned home with great difficulty. As soon as the door closed, I took a few breaths, and then kept saying to myself, I have to adapt, I have to adapt
The day of the engagement is coming soon, because the marriage is coming soon, so the engagement is just a formality, not a big deal, and Mother Yan has put all her energy into one month later.
After the engagement, everything was settled, but the attention of Yan Yanzhi and I did not decrease. From time to time, some news about us was posted on the news, and some reporters even followed us.
That day downstairs, the photo of Yan Yanzhi kissing my forehead was actually taken. I looked at the photo in a panic. Even under the dim light, I could still see my face and his face clearly. I couldn't hide the affection in my eyes, and I held the newspaper tightly. What really caught my attention was not this photo, but the accompanying text.
Song Weichen and Ye Pingting are getting married?
I stared blankly at a line of fine print in the news, and actually dated me? Why such a coincidence, why did I only know about this? My fingertips trembled slightly, and I stared at these lines of information, without making a sound for a long time.
It was so sudden that I was caught off guard. I spent the whole afternoon digesting the news. No wonder he never contacted me. It turned out to be like this
Will my anticipation and regret these days be too silly? Waves of shock came from my heart, I clutched my chest, my face gradually lost its color.
With a sneer, I threw the newspaper directly into the trash can.
The news that Song Weichen and I got married one day, Yan Yuzhi still accidentally revealed it to me, he gave me a tentative look, but it made me feel irritated for no reason.
Putting aside the beginning, I replied casually: "He has nothing to do with me, so you don't need to tell me about him in the future."
Yan Yanzhi looked at me in surprise, but then there was a smile on his face that he couldn't hide: "Okay."
But it wasn't until the day I got married that I realized that I was wrong, and how wrong I was. The night before, I couldn't fall asleep, and my whole body lost a lot of weight because of the anxiety in recent days. The wedding dress I tried All loosened up.
"As long as you can wear it, you don't need to adjust it."
Seeing the lady from the wedding company who was in charge of the wedding dress go around in a hurry, I was about to sweat. I casually glanced at the change on my body, and it didn't fall off, so I asked her not to deal with it.
"Yan, I'm here."
Alice's enthusiastic voice came from outside the door, and the corner of my mouth really pulled into a smile.
"Cousin, open the door for me."
Alice and my cousin are the bridesmaids I invited for this wedding. Alice and I hit it off right away. Although we only worked together once, we have become good friends. This time, she offered to be my bridesmaid. Of course I wouldn¡¯t reject.
She gave me a big hug as soon as she came in, and then looked at me excitedly: "Yan, congratulations, I'm so happy for you, and found myself a good man again!"
"I hope, alice, this is my cousin, Yanzi, who is also my bridesmaid today."
? When the people from the wedding company saw that there was a bridesmaid next to me, they went up to touch up my makeup again, and then they closed the door and went out. There were only three of us left in the room.
After alice and her cousin met, they put their eyes on me, touching left and right. Finally Alice couldn't help but said: "Yan, you look so good today, I can't help being addicted"
She gave her a funny look: "You will look so good-looking when you get married."
"But" She leaned forward and gave me a careful look, and I subconsciously took a step back to avoid her sight. But still heard a slightly suspicious voice.
"I always feel that you are not very happy today."
Her words were like poking at my chest, and the hands on my knees slowly curled up together, I forced myself to show a smile: "I'm fine, I'm getting married today, why can't I be unhappy."
She frowned, shook her head and sat next to me: "No, when you are happy, there are stars in your eyes, but I didn't see them just now."
Alice has stayed abroad for a long time, and it is one of her characteristics to be straightforward. She can even say things that are so secretive to observers. I slowly lowered my head, and the circles of my eyes couldn't help turning red.
Yanzi also noticed something was wrong with me at this time, she squatted down and looked at me with concern.?: "Cousin, what's wrong with you? Is it premarital phobia?"
Shaking my head bitterly, I whispered back: "No."
But tears burst out of my eyes in an instant, and fell on the back of my hand one by one I gritted my teeth, but I couldn't control the anxiety and panic in my heart. Alice's words seemed to give me a vent. Unscrupulously thinking about Song Weichen and the past in his mind.
"What's the matter?"
Seeing me like this, alice couldn't help raising her voice, and her voice was a little excited.
Looking up at the two men with eager eyes, I let out a sigh of relief, and told the whole story about myself and Song Weichen as if venting my anger. After I finished speaking, there was a moment of silence in the room, and the resentment and pain that I had accumulated in my heart for so long finally had the opportunity to speak out on the day of my wedding. I seemed to have unloaded a huge burden, and my shoulders slowly shrugged .
Sucking his nose, the tears in his eyes were still rolling.
"So, didn't you marry the man who often appeared in the inn today?"
Alice screamed, and her eyes were full of disbelief. Seeing her asking this question, the swallow hurriedly reached out and poked her.
I nodded and said bitterly: "No."
The two of them looked at each other, then turned their heads to look at me distressedly. I turned my eyes away and looked out the window, a heart floating in mid-air, with no place to rest.
"But at the inn at that time, I could tell that you loved him very much. I thought he was the one you were going to marry today, so I was happy for you."
Alice muttered a few words to herself, but it seemed to be on my heart.
"Yan, I just want to ask you, do you still love him now? If you still love him, then don't marry Yan Yanzhi. A forced marriage will not only make you unhappy, but also hurt innocent people. I know There is a saying in China that twisted melons are not sweet."
My eyes moved, knowing that what she said made sense, but I didn't know how to answer it.
"No, cousin, I don't think so. Love is not one-sided. You have been together for so long, but he can stop contacting you and abandon you because of some uncertain factors. Is such a person worthy of your lifelong entrustment?" What's more, your brother-in-law treats you so well now, even if you want a father for your child, you can't look back."
"Could it be that Yan is going to abandon her own happiness and throw herself into the arms of others because of this unexpected child? Wouldn't that be unfair to herself and others?"
Alice raised her voice, looking a little excited. Yanzi was left speechless by what she said, but she insisted that Yan Yanzhi was the one who really treated me well. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com