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Li Zhaohua doesn't need her. She walked forward on her own, Song Qingyan threw away the umbrella, hugged her horizontally, and took her to the bus stop to hide from the rain.
He dared to violate her order, "You bastard! Song Qingyan!"
"My bastard has a better cold than you!" he said angrily. He put her down. Li Zhaohua was a few meters away from her.
"You are jealous, you obviously like me." He walked up to her and asked her to look directly at him.
He is not a fool, Li Zhaohua obviously likes him very much, why did he break up? What is she thinking? Can you tell him.
At that time, he didn't ask because his self-esteem was hurt and he was a little angry.
Now he wants to know the answer.
"What vinegar do you eat?"
"Then why are you angry with me?"
"I don't."
"You have."
"I don't."
"Why did you break up?" he asked, really silly to ask. But he wanted to know. "Is it interesting to break up? Li Zhaohua, do you treat your feelings so casually?"
"I have seriously considered it." Li Zhaohua also looked at him seriously. "It's with you, it's not with you!"
So she is serious.
He lowered his face, and when he thought of losing her from now on, his heart ached terribly. He pressed her arm with his hand, clasped her face with his big palm, pressed her to himself, and kissed her deeply.
It's a punishment. Not going to take into account how she feels, or whether she will lose her breath or not.
He doesn't care, if he only cares about his feelings. He wished he could kill her now so that she could never leave him.
Her resistance was useless at all, but she didn't give up.
He didn't let go until Song Qingyan felt the blood in his mouth and she bit his lip.
But soon, it was covered again.
Li Zhaohua originally thought that Song Qingyan would end here, but he didn't. Is this man crazy? She was suffocating.
He kissed her legs so weakly that her hands could only tightly wrap around his neck.
The kiss slowed down, and he began to slow down the rhythm. A pair of big hands firmly held her waist, holding her so that she would not slip down. Push away occasionally, give her a little breath, and continue.
The rain keeps on falling, and the kisses don't stop.
She no longer has the strength to resist, not at all, her breathing is not smooth, and her face is flushed.
With what little strength she had, she nudged him symbolically, "Song Qingyan" Her voice felt hoarse, low, a bit like coquetry.
"Well." He also replied in a low voice, "If it's me like this, can you bear it? You see, you can't bear it at all."
"What are you talking about" She was a little helpless.
"Don't you like me who lost my mind? Just now."
"Who said I lost my mind when I liked you?"
Song Qingyan said, "Then why did you break up? Huh?" He persisted.
"I don't know." She came out of his arms, and the kiss just now made both of them hot. "Maybe I'm not right for you."
"Who said that!"
Li Zhaohua frowned, "I said so. You are too kind, and me, you know after a long time, I have many imperfections. I am not the one you ideally want to marry."
She once met Song Qingyan's parents. Song Qingyan was forced by Song's mother to take her home in less than a month, but she agreed.
His family is the same as his, giving people a very warm feeling, which is quite different from hers.
"I don't want to get married, I don't want children, I don't even want to be fixed. Maybe one day I have my eyes on someone else. I want to be free, and I never want to stay with you alone."
This is what she really thinks, she may like Song Qingyan now, but in the future. She has no confidence in herself.
It would be good for both of us to get out while the relationship is not deep enough. She has no confidence in love, especially men.
Her father also made a vow with his mother, and later cheated on him. She is also not optimistic about monogamy, and hates respecting her husband. So she tries to welcome feelings with an open mind.
The arrival of Song Qingyan overturned everything. With him, she thought about settling down, thinking about monogamy, and actually wanted to have children for him It was terrible. this man.
He made her panic.
"I can give you all of these. Whatever you want, just say it." Song Qingyan said, "If you don't get married, you don't get married. Children don't have to be. If one day you fancy someone else, just tell me ??? not good? "
Li Zhaohua turned his back and said angrily, "Why don't you understand! You will regret it, I can't ask you like this, this is not your true idea, you obviously love children very much, and your temperament is very traditional. This is too selfish!"
"What do I need to understand. Li Zhaohua, understand that you are actually very sensitive and need a lot of security? Understand that you have no confidence in men at all? Understand that you are extremely proud and never allow others to betray you? Or understand that at the same time you are extremely inferior, Don¡¯t dare to love, refuse to love?¡±
Song Qingyan paused, then suddenly said, "I only understand one thing - I love you."
What can't be said at the age of sixteen can be said at the age of thirty. Since they've been together for a while, he's sure she likes him too. Otherwise, he still couldn't speak.
She was bombarded by this sentence, what kind of joke was he talking about. Isn't it ridiculous that adult men and women love it or not? She tried to avoid his fiery eyes, but he wouldn't let her.
"Li Zhaohua. I love you. It's been a long time. Since the first year of high school." He repeated it earnestly. After speaking, he blushed again.
High school, that is, sixteen years old. Is he crazy? This man is really crazy, just like his kiss.
Her first impression was unmistakable, this man was like a volcano, seemingly extremely calm, but inside was indeed magma surging, once it erupted, it would be beyond redemption.
"Don't make fun of me."
"That girl is you." He was very serious, not joking.
"But I don't know you at all." She frowned.
"I wrote you a letter, but you tore it up in front of everyone."
Li Zhaohua remembered that there was such a thing. At that time, the scar on her forehead was still very obvious, unlike now that the surgery has faded a lot.
When she returned to the classroom that day, she found many people gathered around her desk. As soon as she came in, some people booed, and some girls said sourly, Song Qingyan wrote you a love letter.
It was a small thing, but then it became more and more serious. Because that person is said to be perfect
Many people secretly laughed at her, saying how could she be worthy of Song Qingyan like this?
She heard too much, and she was in a bad mood, so she tore up his letter in front of everyone, and said cruel words, never, never, never like this person.
This incident had a great impact on her, and it was one of the reasons why she chose to drop out of school.
She was disgusted. When you talk about it, you only judge people by their appearance, and when you talk about it, there is only one who loves whom. She thought high school was ridiculous.
Who is Song Qingyan? Which class? Is it male or female? Handsome or ugly? She really doesn't know. When she saw him again later, when she heard his name, she only thought it was familiar.
"I forgot. I didn't know it was you."
Song Qingyan sighed, "I know." He didn't know until he met her again that she didn't remember him at all.
He has been secretly in love with her for so many years. He is shy by nature, and that letter was written after silently liking her for two years. After being rejected, he was very shocked and could only focus on his studies.
I didn't hear about her until after work. At that time he had a girlfriend. When he was single, she had someone else.
After that, he has been waiting, waiting for himself to let go of his self-esteem, and waiting for a chance. But the lives of the two did not intersect at all.
Many times he wanted to muster up the courage to take the initiative again like he did back then. But her tearing up his letter in public left a deep impression on him.
What's more, I'm afraid of being rejected again. If so, what should he do? Self-esteem is sometimes a small thing and sometimes a big one.
It can only be said that his confession came at an inopportune time. He wrote a letter, um, and he even drew a picture about her. It's a pity that even the belt was torn off.
Later he thought, she was in a bad mood at the time, so it was understandable to tear it up.
Later, he accidentally learned that the cousin of his friend Lin Zhongheng's wife was Li Zhaohua, so he asked his mother to get the contact information.
Therefore, the blind date is aboveboard.
He has been protecting his ridiculous self-esteem all the time, wanting to have the best of both worlds, setting up a trick for Li Zhaohua to get in, and trying to play hard to get thirty-six tricks.
? Seems like he has been passive all the time, but in fact he wants to control the initiative so that his losses won't look so ugly. He didn't expect that Li Zhaohua would disrupt his plan so quickly. He had planned every step of the way, but someone played his cards unreasonably.
Taking him home on the first day left him at a loss and extremely nervous. After another month of ignoring him, it made him mess up again. He is the one who loves her, so he can't get the initiative at all, and can only let things go.
Before the heart attack started, he had already gradually lost ground, falling into her tenderness, and only wanted to be with her, to be with her forever. Now he has delivered his sincerity even more, intending to let her torture him.
Scheming is simply vulnerable to true love.
During this period of time, he tried not to let himself sink into it, and he didn't dare to ask too much, for he was afraid that she would be unhappy.
He made up his mind not to talk about love or anything like that, but sometimes he wondered why he needed such absurd pride.
If you really lose her.
It's been so many years, Song Qingyan, can't you see what you really want? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)?, caught in her tenderness, just want to spend time with her and stay together forever. Now he has delivered his sincerity even more, intending to let her torture him.
Scheming is simply vulnerable to true love.
During this period of time, he tried not to let himself sink into it, and he didn't dare to ask too much, for he was afraid that she would be unhappy.
He made up his mind not to talk about love or anything like that, but sometimes he wondered why he needed such absurd pride.
If you really lose her.
It's been so many years, Song Qingyan, can't you see what you really want? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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