Many times I wonder when the friends and relatives who used to be with me began to be different from before, and when did the things I pursued in the first place start to disappear in my mind, my in the dictionary.
Later, I finally figured it out, it was the years lost every minute and every second, which made us all gradually mature in the passage of time. The ever-changing throbbing between the subtlety of love and the subtlety of love may one day sublimate or fade away.
The beginning of Xia Shu and I was the sublimation in the years.
The love relationship between Xia Shu and I was established when Xia's mother and Xia's father were quarreling. So at the beginning, Hanru always said that I took advantage of the situation. I just looked at her and said with a smug smile, this is not taking advantage of the opportunity, this is called getting the moon first
Xia Shu¡¯s childhood was called a spring breeze, horseshoe disease, Xia¡¯s father and Xia¡¯s mother fell in love freely, so the relationship was very good after marriage, and Xia Shu was also happier. At that time, he was really pampered like an emperor. That is to say, for those who want the stars and the moon, some people will pick them for him. But all couples always have a seven-year itch. When I met Xia Shu, it was the year when they had a seven-year itch.
Hanru said, I am the evil star, and I brought disaster to Xia Shu as soon as I came. But Xia Shu said that I was his lucky star, and it was specially arranged by God to comfort him when he needed it most, so Xia Shu and I were very close.
? Mama Xia and Papa Xia have had disputes of varying degrees or lengths every day since they moved there. Every time around this time, Xia Shu would come to my house and stay in my bedroom to let me tell him stories. I am two years older than Xia Shu, but even then I am only a nine-year-old kid. What do you know, except that the Grimm's fairy tales are Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales, and after 365 pages, they are the Arabian Nights. Afterwards I finished telling everything I knew, so I started to make it up myself. I usually start with this sentence: This is a true story, which can be verified in the history of the xxx kingdomOf course, these are all my own. From the books I read.
I made up the story of the City of Shadows to frighten Xia Shu. I said that there used to be a Kingdom of Shadows in which many shadows lived. After a person dies, the shadow is still alive. Without the human body, the shadows all go to the shadow kingdom. The kingdom is full of shadows, so they are lonely. So they thought of a way for themselves: in the dead of night, they came out and took some children like us to accompany them. None of the children who were taken away came back
Just as I was talking about a child caught by a shadow on his way home at night, an idea popped into my head. Xia Shu has been sentimental since he was a child, and he is very involved in listening to stories. He always takes the stories in the story seriously. Then he will tell him about the mermaid princess. When the mermaid princess turned into a bubble for the prince, the teardrops on his face followed me. The tempo of the story drops. So now when I was talking about the City of Shadows, he was very nervous. I saw the fear in his eyes getting deeper and deeper, and I felt very proud. I took advantage of his devotion and yelled in his ear, Then prepare to hide and giggle. Unexpectedly, Xia Shu quickly reached out and hugged me tightly, and then cried loudly, which made me mess up.
No matter how I coax him, Xia Shu still keeps crying. I can only watch the tears overflowing from Xia Shu's eyes and feel anxious. His crying attracted my mother, and he came in and held my ear without saying a word. Curse, why are you so naughty and bullying Xia Shu again! While struggling, I grinned my teeth in pain, feeling wronged in my heart.
The quarrels next door became more and more acute as the years passed. Sometimes I would be woken up by the sound of glass breaking and women crying in the middle of the night. calm.
That day Xia Shu was lying on my bed, staring at the glazed lamp on the ceiling and listening to me and him continue the story of the shadow that was not finished at that time.
I said, there is another kind of shadow living in the city of shadows, they are transparent, they are nothing even under the sun, they listen to the crying of the children captured by the shadows every night when they want to go home, the bottom of their hearts Kindness was touched, so they went to the shadow and made an agreement with the shadow. The content of the agreement is that the sprites are willing to be the shadow of the shadow, follow the shadow every second, and repeat the shadow's actions, and the shadow agrees to let go of the captive children and promises not to violate them again. Humanity. In fact, the shadows got tired of the cries of those children early on, and the proposal was easily accepted. Since then, the shadows have their own shadows, and they are no longer lonely after losing their bodies.
After the story was finished, Xia Shu raised his head to look at me and asked, what about the people behind us?Is my son accompanied by sprites?
I just laughed at him, and I said, it's all made up in the story, it's fake, it's just made up to deceive you.
Xia Shu stared at me with a pair of big eyes, the inside was full of fog, I thought he was going to cry again, I was so scared that he stopped smiling immediately, but he turned his face away and looked out the window and said, if I die, I will die. Become a sprite to accompany you
At that time, there was sunshine coming in from the window, and the golden color was scattered all over the place. His words flowed into my heart like the sunshine in winter, warming me.
At that time, my brain got hot, and I blurted out without thinking, if it were me, I would be the same.
Xia Shu turned back to look at me, and suddenly smiled at me, that smile was white and bright, softer than the sunshine at that time, softening the air for a while.
?Suddenly, I heard a noise in my ears, and my heart was cold, and I immediately went to see Xia Shu nervously. I knew that they had started the battle again. The smile on Xia Shu's face has disappeared without a trace, and the crystal-like light flickers in his eyes.
The quarrel didn't last long, when I heard the angry slamming of the door and the sound of the car starting the engine, Xia Shu's face was filled with sadness, I heard the woman crying and saying, don't come back when you leave, never for the rest of your life come back again
Xia's father really never came back. When they went to go through the divorce procedures, Xia Shu stood by my window, watching the shadow of the car disappearing around the corner, and burst into tears in the bright sunshine.
On that somewhat dreamy afternoon, I couldn't help but hug Xia Shu into my arms and said, don't be afraid, I will always be with you At that moment, the air seemed to condense, and our breath brought a burst of light blue The color air current, the tears falling from the corners of Xia Shu's eyes, shone brightly like stars in the sun, crystal clear
Who made a promise to the sky at the end of the years, saying that he would give him eternal eternity, those words were taken away by the birds, and left on the big white clouds by the wind, those emerald green and light purple intertwined The beauty has become the eternal loneliness. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com