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Chapter 111 Confession at the Grave

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    I suddenly felt that we were no longer children, but adults.  child?  It's not long ago, why am I so confused.

    Girls need to be taken care of.

    I finally realized something, that is why Yang Yue came back from all the way to visit her grandfather's grave that time.  She did come to see me.

    She is already lonely in South Korea, and people around her reject her with hatred. She is lonely, and the feeling of loneliness is even more uncomfortable than my current situation.  I am lonely, at least others will not hate me with a repulsive attitude, because learning is inherently self-serving.  And she!  She knew that in this world, only I was the closest to her.  She needs me.

    However, that time, I lost my temper with her and ignored her, no doubt stabbing her heart with a knife.

    I saw, I saw that she must have cried a lot before she died, and she must have completely despaired of me and this world.  She has nothing to worry about, she will make up her mind to die!  Yang Yue, I killed you!

    If I hadn't gotten angry with her that time, and hadn't had that attitude towards her, she might have poured out all the pain in her heart, and she would have been better that way.  More likely she will drop everything and come back.

    Am I not tolerant enough, or am I too narrow-minded?  Yes!  Yes!  I killed her!

    Once a chance to save her life was ruined by me.  I was still very important to her, she didn't forget me, she didn't throw me aside.

    There must be enough reasons for her not to reply.  Yes, she is kind, she would not treat someone who is nice to her for no reason.  Could it be that she, like Xiaoyun, is trying to make me forget her?

    She has long understood that it is impossible to develop between us to what extent?  But, Yang Yue, why don't you explain it to me, I'm not an unreasonable person, are you afraid of hurting me?  Is it painful for you to hurt me?  You came back that time and said that time dilutes everything.  Do you think time can really change my heart for you?  you are wrong.

    I should cherish you.  I hate to lose you.  A person who misses the person he cherishes will regret his whole life.  In this life, I accept regret.

    I want to go home and see her.

    At the end of May, I went home for the last time before the exam.  I told my parents about the nightmare I had in the past few days and what I had figured out about Yang Yue.  When I proposed to visit Yang Yue's tomb.  My father helped me make a piece of fire paper, and my mother also prepared a few dishes, served them in small and medium bowls, and prepared incense for me.

    In the countryside to comfort the souls of the underworld, the ceremony is always solemn.

    I carried these things and came to Yang Yue's grave.  Arrange the dishes, wine, bowls and chopsticks, take out the incense burner, light the incense, and insert it on the incense burner.  Lighted the tinder.  After the fire paper was wildly burned with a gust of mountain wind, the ashes of the paper curled up into the sky, delivering something to the distant space.

    I sat in front of Yang Yue's grave, looking at her picture, tears welled up in my eyes.

    Thinking a lot about the past, crying again and again.  The dead really can never come back, and I realized how hard and difficult to destroy the wall between Yin and Yang.

    It shouldn't be like this.  However, all the pain is simply too difficult for a woman.  Who would understand her then.  It took me a lot to understand her situation.  To be able to put aside everything and have no nostalgia for this world, she made the final resolution.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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