The boys' dormitory plays at night, always those nonsense things
When I was about to graduate in a few months, I borrowed money from my classmates for travel expenses, and went to Beijing to take an art exam.
Soon, the results came out, the grades were okay, and I entered the re-examination. Just when I told my family the good news and expected to get travel expenses, I got the bad news that I couldn't pay the huge tuition fees and couldn't go to the Academy of Fine Arts.
Sitting on the "coffin board" in the abandoned garden for a long time in a daze, my heart was overwhelmed and uncomfortable. The plan that had been planned for many years was suddenly ruined by the disgusting reality, and the dream was shattered. The ship in my heart turned over and sank, only the raging waves were stirring.
I don't know how long I have been thinking about it. One morning, I took out the "Re-examination Notice" from the book hole, and carefully touched my name. After scrutinizing it for a long time, my hand suddenly got strength, and I squeezed it into a ball of paper bitterly, stretched it out and tore it to shreds.
At noon, everyone went to eat. While there was no one in the art room, I packed up my things and moved back to the abandoned garden. In this way, I completely withdrew from the art room. Since then, I have never been in the art room again.
I was not feeling well in my heart, and my spirit suddenly became decadent. Maybe Director Gan saw my strangeness. The other art majors had left school to take the exam, and they hadn¡¯t seen anyone for several months, but I was the only one who could sit in the classroom every day.
I'm afraid it's inevitable that one day he will ask me. But then nothing happened, proving that something was wrong with my feelings.
No one cares about my life, let alone these trivial things in their eyes! Since I was a child, I have no friends, and the level of my grades is doomed to not get the teacher's attention. Every day I just sullenly no longer say any words.
One day, the art teacher found me out of the blue, and after hearing about my situation, he exploded with anger. Seeing his angry appearance, I feel puzzled, I don't care about my own affairs anymore, my heart is calm, why are you so anxious. Just because of a bonus? Indeed, he had high hopes for me.
"Among the dozen or so of you, your scores in cultural subjects are the best. If you take the re-examination and get the pass notice, you are guaranteed to get the admission notice in the end. You are stupid!"
If you say I am stupid, I am willing to continue to be stupid. Between the reality that can be touched and the difficult dream, I can only choose the reality, and the power I have is to accept the reality, even if the college entrance examination is so cruel.
I can't change anything, I can't do anything, in reality I'm already weak. If I wait until I get the clearance notice, and then say to give up, I will be in more pain. Why don't I just cut off any thoughts of my own and let my extravagant hopes rest in peace early.
When the other art students in the class came back one after another, showing off with the art pass notice in their hands, Yang Tao at the same table suddenly said: "If you go to take the exam, you must be much better than them." My heart palpitated, it was moved, and the pain in my heart suddenly recovered.
If I fail in love and studies, I really fail!
My mind suddenly fell into the abyss, facing the table full of test papers, I was no longer interested in doing it.
I looked up and looked out the window, and there was no sign of rain in the gray sky.
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