The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, the air consumption is suddenly tense, it is difficult to breathe, the head is swollen, the eyes are dazed, and the whole person seems to be soaked in deep water.
The lungs seemed to be taken away by someone, and the oxygen in the air was confiscated by someone.
The nostrils seemed to be covered by plastic bags, and my heart was stuffy, and I used my body to breathe, breathe. It's a fish thrown on the shore, jumping and struggling. An anxious heart seemed to be placed on an iron pan covered with sand, shaking and shaking: extremely nervous.
It's a catastrophe, it's a powerful enemy, it's a choice of fate, he can only despair.
When it was dark, he hid in a small corner and wept. He was Yan Nan. The concrete dormitory, apart from the skinny bones, is empty and there are few things. It is cold. The dormitory in the middle of the night is like a cold iron box, and the snoring keeps ringing, filling the entire iron box with echoes and full of coldness.
No one cared about him, even when he was sleeping, someone humiliated him, and he felt wronged. He rolled over and curled up. He couldn't sleep at night, and it had been more than two years. If he passed the college entrance examination, it would be three years.
He was so troubled by studying that he could not sleep, and he was troubled by studying because he could not sleep. In the gloomy high school life, he took a deep breath, and then suddenly held it for a second, two seconds When he had just counted to ten, he couldn't hold it in, and suddenly breathed out. He stayed up all night and all night with his eyes open, he was terribly tired, he desperately needed sleep, but he couldn't.
After Yan Nan rejected him, he was even more afraid of the dark. Every time he felt a little sleepy, he was suddenly awakened by Yan Nan's words.
Her words hurt his heart, and he recalled what happened that night over and over again. It rang in his heart and ears over and over again. It seemed someone recorded it and played it just for him, and he couldn't find the button to stop it.
Even God is dealing with him specially! I thought about it in my heart during the day, and it sounded in my dream at night. After repeating this for several nights, he became hostile to sleep, and he loved and hated it at the same time. In fact, the one who loves and hates is aimed at Yan Nan.
His heart is very shady, shady. Ever since I came here, I have no friends, and my classmates are far away from him. He managed to talk to them a few words, and they listened indifferently, but they were very quiet, and they were busy with their own things. Son.
As soon as he finished speaking, they continued to discuss their previous topic, which made him feel very humiliated. Later, he stopped talking at all, and remained silent, which is a nice word. He's starting to get a little autistic, and it's not his fault, although he's weird.
If there is a friend by his side who can comfort him, encourage him, or even talk to him, he will be satisfied. He doesn't ask for too much, but only hopes that someone can understand his heart, even a little bit is fine.
No one is willing to do this, even his beloved Yan Nan called him "stupid", he is really finished, he thought.
When he thought of this, all the troubles were like countless steel nails piercing his head.
The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and the study is getting more and more stressful, and sleep is more needed. Only when you sleep well can you do important things. He wants to sleep, but he can't fall asleep, his mind is spinning all the time, and once his eyes are closed, messy thoughts are spinning rapidly in his mind. Persuasion, persuasion, law, law, Dafan, Dafan, Yan Nan, Yan Nanyouno!
Pushing himself, he inserted his hands into his hair, clamped it, and tore it out hard. It was painful, and the messy things in his head still couldn't stop. He really wanted to knock his brain on, like dialing an alarm button , one press, and all thoughts stop.