After Yang Xiude listened to it, he felt a little ashamed and a little bit sorry. He hasn't completely lost his mind yet, he knows that Shi Huairu is using words to provoke him, and wants him to be more sober.
But on the other hand, he also has his own self-esteem, and he can't accept the fact that he was kicked out by Shenda anyway.
He looked up at the ceiling of the ward, thought for a while, and finally said: "I have heard so many things these days, and what you said is the most irrefutable to me. Yes, I am a thousand, ten thousand I am not reconciled, and even more unconvinced. After all, I can be regarded as a degree obtained from a foreign country, and I am not from a pheasant university, so how can I be judged so worthless?"
"The more I think about it, the angrier I feel, and I feel helpless. I feel that I can't change what has happened, so I think it would be better to die. But if I die, then I really tell others that I, Yang Xiude, deserve it This is the end. My wife, children, and elders in the family all have to bear the rumors about the cowardly family. I am leaving, which is a relief, but they are going to be tricked by me"
"I was overwhelmed by anger, so I chose to run away from home in a daze. Subconsciously, I wanted to escape and leave. But I didn't think about it seriously. This is not the real end at all. , on the contrary, I strangled myself in a dead end.¡±
Huai Ru supported Yang Xiude's back, adjusted the height of the pillow for him, and said in a low voice: "I put you on the cv on the department's homepage, and showed it to the departments or colleges of several colleges and universities I know. It just so happens that several companies are short of people, and they all want to recruit returnees. They said that your conditions are suitable. I just want you to know that even if you leave Shenda, you are not without a place to stay. If you go to another school in the future, The development is good, where can't you go? Do you think what I said makes sense?"
Yang Xiude thought for a while, and couldn't help closing his eyes: "It's good to be healthy, now I'm a burden"
"So, you just listen to the doctor's advice, the surgery that should be performed, the treatment that should be treated. People can't always think about the end of the road, and the turning point is always inadvertent. At least you have to give yourself hope, and you have to leave some for others. Hope." Huai Ru said.
If some words are not spoken out, it may be difficult for Yang Xiude to muster up the courage to face all this. Having said that, he no longer had any reason to escape, but could only choose to stand up again.
Yang Xiude's eyes trembled slightly, and most of the eye sockets were gradually wet, but the corners of his lips were raised again, and he smiled speciously. He was laughing at the absurdity he had experienced, and also laughing at the years and life that tortured him too much.
When he opened his eyelids jerky again, he stared silently at the man in front of him. He slandered this new colleague behind his back and said a lot of bad things; he also embellished what he said was hateful and mercenary, as if he was a bully of the weak.
Everything is just out of the jealousy in Yang Xiude's heart
What is even more dramatic is that the space was transferred from the school to the hospital, and the person who woke him up by his side at last happened to be Shi Huairu.
"Shi Huairu, I never thought that you are such a strange person. In such a difficult situation as I am now, if I were you, one thing more is worse than one thing less. It is better to ignore it. We just know each other not long ago, friendship It's just a shallow colleague, why bother to be thankless? You just stayed in school for too long, and you're stupid" Yang Xiude sniffed heavily as he said. He turned sideways, covering his face with his arms.
"I used to be confused, and sometimes I even wanted to give up. Who can understand the loneliness on the academic road? Only those who have experienced it can understand that feeling." Huairu replied quietly.
Yang Xiude stared at Huairu's expression, and his gaze gradually became more admirable and lofty. He vaguely understood why Shi Huairu was able to get to where he is today - in addition to his own academic ability and scientific research level, he also has the most common but most sincere empathy (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com