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Chapter 52

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    An honest man at the mercy of others

    I feel that my life is bleak and has lost its brilliance. When people come to this world, they should do something and understand this world, but I have not done one of them. No matter what field, my understanding is so superficial  Compared with some geniuses with special talents, they are recognized and become the focus of people's attention. These people have fully demonstrated their special abilities and differences when they were young.

    However, it is wishful thinking for a person like me who has worked hard to become a genius or a top talent in some fields, and it is impossible to achieve that state.

    Human beings have been divided into three religions and nine streams since they were born. They live in different areas and live different personal lives. They are looking for the happiness they think in a certain life, the happiness in a small circle, and ordinary people who are complacent.  The life of the little people is doomed not to cross such a circle.

    Some people teach that people in the world who are content will be happy forever!  With such a stable life, I should be content. Why bother to think of the individual mind as a special material. It is the mind of an ordinary person, without any thought or will, just with arrogance.

    People should live realistically, don't think wildly, it is impossible to make any great contributions, those who explain entrepreneurship or successful people are all laggards and lonely people in life, because they have put all their eggs in one basket and embarked on the road to success.

    Life does not need such a person, what is needed is a person with normal thinking and life, a happy person who is at ease in real life and does not have too many extravagant expectations.  Why not be a human being? Why do you still want to write novels or talk about life insights? Is it interesting?

    Especially for people like me, after fifty years of age, people will have other feelings, no longer have hopeful thoughts, but feel the confusion and pain of reality filling the mind, and for the short life, there is hope.  Thinking about it again, I always think that if I can live again, I should cherish it and enjoy the happiness of life, but it is too late.

    I was walking with my head buried. When I looked up, I saw my younger brother waiting for the bus at the platform. My younger brother smiled at me. My good brother was standing there alone.  I was looking at my brother, a useless brother, but he didn't show any complaints or complaints, and naturally showed brotherly affection: Brother, let's exercise.

    After a year of walking exercise, my body is better.  My physical condition has not been very good, mainly caused by overthinking, not malnutrition or overwork, but worry often appears, which makes my mind unable to calm down, so I have such a weak physique.

    However, after strengthening the exercise, it may be better.  My younger brother looked at me, and I also looked at my younger brother, with a simple and honest look, not knowing how to play tricks, but also so kind in temperament, revealing the cowardly side of human nature.  I understand my younger brother's human nature. He always has a sincere look on his face. He doesn't know how to talk sweetly and deceive others. He has never lied, and he is always honest, kind and obedient.

    In life and work, he looks the same. He never changes anything or plays tricks. He is a sincere and good person.  You can rest assured that you can teach your younger brother what to do, and you will not do anything to be sorry for others. You will always do your best to do things well and make people satisfied.

    For example, my father was not in good health, so I relied on my younger brother to take care of it for me, which gave me a lot of free time. I saw the tall figure of my younger brother patiently waiting for the bus alone in the cold morning,  Made me feel lonely.

    In the economic tide, my younger brother didn¡¯t change a bit, he didn¡¯t buy a house, and he didn¡¯t like to buy a car like others. The financial difficulties made him still hold that old-fashioned attitude towards life, and he was still waiting for people to come.  If you do it, maybe he will do it and catch up with fashion.

    My younger brother's thinking and psychology are so conservative and rigid. My younger brother and I are almost conservative in thinking.

    It was a joy to see my younger brother, but the time for work was approaching, so I didn¡¯t exchange greetings, just asked a few words very close to real life, and then hurriedly parted, fearing that I would be criticized for being late.

    How could it be like this, I thought, how much my brother needs a strong and unyielding brother with a strong will.  This unfulfilling older brother is a wimp, he can't do anything, he can't do anything well, he can't help his younger brother at all, and his younger brother hasn't made any excessive demands.  , Psychologically ashamed?  Sometimes I may want to give a little favor, but my younger brother will not treat it as a matter, which makes me feel even more uncomfortable.

    What can a wimp do??Well, in fact, I can¡¯t do anything. I know that I¡¯m half-assed, and I always go backwards in doing things, and I never set a precedent with the spirit of pioneering and innovation. It¡¯s painful for the family.

    I thought about how to make my younger brother happier, or help my younger brother live a better life, but in the end, I couldn¡¯t do anything well. In that small circle, in that small environment, it¡¯s really not easy to work hard alone.  Yeah, I have no academic qualifications, and I have worked hard but have not gained anything.

    Only those who nod and bow down and succumb to others can make progress, but I can't be such a person, and I don't have other skills, so I can't help my brother if I stay like this all the time.  Ashamed, a little guilty.

    One has one's own destiny, no matter how one behaves, one needs to have the spiritual support of constant struggle, to fight against the sky, the earth, and the people, but my younger brother likes to complain about the world, but he doesn't know how to blame himself, and if he knows it, he can  late.

    Starting from scratch is easier said than done, and it is simply impossible. My younger brother sometimes expresses the idea of ??resigning himself to fate. I agree with this mentality of thinking about problems, because it is actually good not to think too much about confusing problems. This is a normal attitude towards life.  .

    However, my younger brother has many advantages. I am afraid that there are few such good people in the world. I hope that God will open his eyes to maintain order, maintain such a good life, and live a comfortable and good life.

    The younger brother never fights or argues with others. He just holds the spirit and behavior of forbearance. He would rather suffer a loss than make others sad. This is his philosophy of life and the meaning of life.

    And I'm a bastard, for the sake of personal interests, I don't care about anything, I got into a small house made by myself, thinking wildly about marginal things, I don't care about life, it's like committing a crime, what kind of literature and art,  It is completely selfish and wants to use this as the goal of life.

    How absurd and ridiculous, how could there be such a thought, why not be more realistic.  My younger brother doesn't understand vanity, and he doesn't know how to fight for face, so he doesn't care about face matters at all. It stands to reason that it's not a bad idea to chase after him, but my younger brother doesn't care at all.  Silver-white hair appeared in the middle of the day, and the wrinkles on his face deepened. His face looked vicissitudes and helplessness. The younger brother looked very tired, and his face was dull. The helplessness in life and the dissatisfaction in work  Give my brother a heavy blow again and again.

    What's going on?  Not being cynical, not playing tricks, not flattering, and not paying one's own salary to flatter guests and give gifts, how can one achieve something?  It is impossible to get promoted by working with kindness and honesty, and there is no nepotism to exploit.

    Sometimes the younger brother will express his grievances and views on things, but it is difficult to explain the things in the world clearly, and people will never be able to figure it out, and they will never find a clue.

    After hearing this, I was still very angry, but what can I do? Tell my younger brother how to do things and be a man. I can only comfort my younger brother to get rid of the troubles of life and do nothing.

    This is equivalent to not saying it, but this is the only way to do it. My brother is not the kind of mischievous person. Naturally, he cannot confide in it after being wronged. There is no way to help him get out of the predicament in life.  .

    I think about it, and I have a cynical attitude towards life, because I have already invested in a certain situation, my attitude towards life is a little indifferent, and I don¡¯t care about anything, so I naturally look away. It is not a rare and confused state that everyone can achieve  .

    My younger brother is two years younger than me. He is full of smiles. He is not in a good mood after experiencing the bitterness and hardships of life. There are many wrinkles on his forehead, which are getting deeper and deeper. Life is easy, but people are not grass and trees  How can you be ruthless, how to grasp it.

    I could only silently watch the back of my younger brother waiting for the bus. My younger brother walked towards the waiting place on the platform.

    ? What I can't eat today is honesty, abandoning the past, not taking it as an advantage, thinking it is useless, and maybe it has been affected in life and work.

    I am often passive at work, unable to communicate well with the leader, tortured by the leader who is transferred here and there, and not allowed to work well at ease.  I am so humiliated but I have no way to help, and I can't satisfactorily resolve embarrassing interpersonal problems after the situation has passed. I am really stupid to the extreme.

    In a more realistic era, people are tacitly aware of it, and naturally understand the reason why it is like this. This person completely resents his own family and will not do the kind of thing that flirtatiously spends money to communicate. That's why he encountered such treatment.

    I was very angry and depressed about this, but I couldn't find a good solution to help my brother solve it.  Yes, the social atmosphere and people's hearts, in the unit, you can only dare to be angry and dare not speak out, and use the fatalistic point of view to comfort yourself.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)It is necessary to flatter the horse and spend some money to communicate, that's why I encountered such treatment.

    I was very angry and depressed about this, but I couldn't find a good solution to help my brother solve it.  Yes, the social atmosphere and people's hearts, in the unit, you can only dare to be angry and dare not speak out, and use the fatalistic point of view to comfort yourself.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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