The memory is beginning to decline, and the things that I thought of just now are completely forgotten after a while. It seems that I am old and confused. Such a poor memory is depressing. It is caused by a lack of brain. It seems that the years are really not forgiving People, I have to admit that the annual rings of the years bring decline to people.
The momentary thoughts may not be worth recording in the long years, but the thoughts that arise in an instant are fleeting, and the fragments of memory cannot be continued. This makes me feel frustrated and a little bit unable to stop. Expressed in one word, you can do whatever you want, but you don¡¯t know what you think when you do something.
Time flies, I don¡¯t know how to deal with it, I am used to writing essays, I am used to writing, and I feel uncomfortable if I don¡¯t write for a day, of course I write these just for entertainment, I feel happy in my heart, as if I am talking about psychology to a person Like the words, there is a sense of confidance, and the object is talking on paper, and you can indulge your thoughts and psychology at will.
Human beings are full of longing for life by their thoughts and emotions, and yearn for everything in this world. Not only do human beings have a colorful life, but they also have animal instincts. Humans not only want to obtain material life security, but also yearn for spiritual support. It is warm and satisfying, so it advocates the spiritual civilization of human beings.
I had to brave the wind, frost, snow and rain, and perform my job duties in the precarious years. I fulfilled my duties, had to eat, and had to get a salary to live. Duties are the rules set by human beings that need to be followed. I understand that doing so is a last resort for people like me. , the only channel to satisfy the material basis of life.
Today is a world with very rich and colorful material conditions. The era of exchanging things will never come back. Life cannot be separated from material as a guarantee. Although I have a rich spiritual life, I also need a material foundation. Life without a material basis is naturally not a real life, so it is necessary to obtain supplies of subsistence materials.
Yesterday¡¯s idea was to conceive and write an artistic conception, but I forgot it in the morning, and it was useless. The ups and downs in the wasted years are no longer a thing, it is completely a symptom of decline, this is the phenomenon of people entering old age, I have to admit this reality, and I have to admit that this reality is about to bring a lot of inconvenience to life.
Memory loss, some things appeared in my mind instantly and then quickly disappeared, and I can¡¯t remember them anymore. I have to feel pain, regret and disappointment. My physical condition is not very good. I have seen many doctors but there is no cure. I stopped thinking about seeing a doctor again. Of course, it cannot be said that doctors are all quack doctors. They have not identified the root cause of the disease, and taking medicine has no effect at all.
When I was tortured by this kind of illness, my physical condition was a little abnormal, which affected my mood. I was so irritable that my mind became disordered and absent-minded. How could I think about problems or do things like this.
Look at the original intention of the doctor is to find and cure the cause, and to do many good things, but the result is that the goal of healing is still not achieved, and the pain is still there, so I have to make do with it. There is really no good way. Sitting on the sofa yesterday, I suddenly had a flash in my mind. The proposition of an article or the outline of the idea of ??an article, but today I have completely forgotten this, and I can't remember it anyway.
I often have this problem now, and I don¡¯t know what is blocking the continuation of thoughts in my head. I often have crazy thoughts, crazy thoughts make people feel terrible, and imagine everything in an abstract and absurd way. How did this thinking come into being? , I don¡¯t know, when I have fantasies about this kind of awareness of myself, my body and mind will not calm down.
After getting up in the morning, I was still at my desk, thinking endlessly. After getting up, my wife walked into the kitchen, which was used as a study. The room was narrow, and a table and a stool blocked the passage. When my wife saw me, she was in a bad mood and complained furiously. It made me afraid, and it was pointless to oppose me. For others, I have already obtained several postdoctoral achievements. You¡¯re right, I admit you¡¯re right, I¡¯m stupid, I only say that when my wife is in a bad mood, I don¡¯t mean to be malicious, I just hate that iron doesn¡¯t make steel.
I've said it many times, and I don't care too much about it. My wife has become nagging because of age. I like to prove my existence in this way. I moved the stool to let her pass. My wife was slender and frail. I saw that there was nothing on the chopping board and the place where food was usually placed. Immediately, my wife burst into anger. One morning Those who don't understand go out to buy food.
There was a smile on my face, and I felt that the time for revenge had arrived. When the food is rich, the wife often complains that she can't buy less and cook less. Now that there are fewer, or even empty, it reflects the benefits of more. I'm a little elated, and for the first time in my life, I've won.
To be honest, a person will feel disgusted when he often does something.Negative emotions will bring about special emotional reactions. If you are too lazy, you will cook more and cook the next meal.
For this reason, my wife complained about me, and listed many crimes, and what I heard was trivial and trivial things in life. It is these little things that constitute the charge, the wording that attacks me in a sense.
I patiently listened to my wife's complaints and lessons, listening to her nagging all over the place, this is life. Sometimes this kind of nagging also brings fun to the lonely life, but when it is too much, it will make people feel disgusted, irritating, and even irritate the person concerned. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com