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Chapter 444: Self-blame

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    It's hard for me to accept it, but what if I don't accept it?  I have to accept this fact!  I have been working hard, trying not to let anyone pay a painful price for me, but what is the result?  It's still dead!  I can't do anything, this is the most painful!

    The little baby spirit has been calling me 'Mom', but I haven't had a chance to get close to it What's the use of thinking about it now?  There is no regret medicine in the world to take!  What has happened cannot be changed!

    "Ititdead" I don't know how to tell Yunmengze, I should be its 'mother' and I should protect it, but it turned out that it died to protect me,  It pains me so much.

    Tears flowed down silently, across the cheeks, and the pain in the heart, Yun Mengze paused, confused and anxious: "Who? Who died?"

    "Little baby spirit it protects me"

    "What?" Yun Mengze was stunned for a moment, and fell silent on the other end of the phone. After a long time, he said slowly: "I see"

    "I killed it woo" I turned around and wept softly in Qi Xuanye's arms. Qi Xuanye didn't say a word, just hugged me and glanced aside.

    Yunmengze knows very well that it is meaningless to say anything else now, so he simply had to comfort me: "I don't blame you! It also wants to protect you"

    I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, my throat was tight, and my voice was slightly hoarse, and I said weakly: "But now, there is nothing, can we do something for it?"

    "It" Yunmengze sighed deeply, helplessly: "It is not a human being, but an infant spirit. If it dies, it will be dissipated, and everything will be gone. Whatever we do, we will have nothing to lose."  significance."

    I don't want the little baby spirit to die just because of me, but I can't do anything after it dies!  It obviously still has a chance to be reincarnated, as long as it meets a suitable and predestined person, it can be reincarnated!  But in order to protect me, it lost not only the chance to reincarnate, but also its own life!  The soul is gone, let alone reincarnation, everything is gone!

    I was not reconciled to the death of the little baby spirit, so I cried: "Even if everything is gone, I still want to set up a tombstone for it, is that okay?"

    "Yes" Yun Mengze is well aware of my grief right now, she doesn't want to persuade me, she can only obey my thoughts, and there are more important things right now, so she gently discusses: "Xiao Xiao, I have already got the dark  It's too late, so I'll use magic tricks, you go back with Xuan Ye first, I'll go back and find you when I'm done here."

    I had a brief chat with Yunmengze before hanging up the phone. The death of Xiaoyingling was also a big blow to me.  Indulging in grief, wishing I could do something, even if I couldn't do anything, there was nothing left to think about, maybe I can only set a tombstone for it and remember it forever.

    Even if my child is born in the future, I will tell it that it had an older brother who gave his life to protect me!

    Xie Liang didn't want to say much, he saw the process of Xiaoying's death with his own eyes.  He also knew everything that happened, not to mention, he was never a talkative person, so he made sure that I was fine, so he left here with Qi Xuanye and me.

    Qi Xuanye took me to reconcile and return to the hotel deep in the golf course. Along the way, my emotions have gradually stabilized.  Dragging my tired body and sad spirit, I feel that my soul seems to be exhausted.

    Qi Xuanye supported me and went back to the room, but Xie Liang was very sensible and didn't follow, telling me that he wanted to sit in the hall downstairs for a while.

    Going back to the room, turning on the light in the bedroom, the dark night outside the window, so many things happened in just a few hours, it was really hard for me to accept for a while.  It was so excruciating that even for a moment, it seemed that God didn't want to give me a chance to breathe.

    What have I been through?  This is simply a nightmare!  And this sad nightmare of mine seems to never wake up, and it will torture me forever and ever.

    I sat on the edge of the bed with no energy at all. I suppressed my grief and buried my face in my hands, trying to calm down my heart.

    "Why is Ye Zhongming here?" Qi Xuanye came beside me, sat down gently, and asked attentively.

    "After all, he saved me"

    Qi Xuanye frowned suspiciously, full of doubts: "He saved you?"

    I took a long sigh, raised my head, and told him the whole process from when I saw the fake 'Luan Ling' to when Qi Qing wanted to kill me and was rescued by Ye Zhongming.

    QiHearing it, Ye Ye seemed to notice that I didn't say anything, and then asked gently: "Did he say anything else to you?"

    I didn't answer right away, how to answer is a question, and how do I say it!  Do you want to tell Qi Xuanye!

    I don't know what that means?  Ye Zhongming said that I owed him for the first time twenty years ago, what exactly did I owe?  He didn't explain it clearly, but it was because of Qi Xuanye's appearance that he didn't say, if there is a chance, if I meet Ye Zhongming again, I must ask what is going on.

    But Ye Zhongming also said that it was a secret between me and him, should I tell Qi Xuanye?  Or hide it for now?  Have a chance to tell him again in the future?

    I hesitated for a moment and shook my head: "No, he just said a bunch of useless things. He probably wanted to use the fact that he saved me from Qi Qing to make me owe him favors so that he can lie to me in the future.  Bar."

    "But how can he still move?" Qi Xuanye was also full of doubts about this matter.

    "It's because someone helped him, the wheel of time I mentioned to you before, Menglin made him move."

    Qi Xuanye nodded secretly, with imperceptibly gloomy, sinister eyes: "Sure enough, someone helped him, otherwise, the last time alone was enough to make him 'dusted' forever."

    Anyway, this time, it was my fate that I was not killed by Qi Qing, but if Qi Qing failed this time, there will definitely be another time.  After thinking about it, it reminded me of a crucial clue, and hurriedly said: "By the way, Ye Zhongming told me that someone is still dealing with Qi Qing! Who could it be?"

    Qi Xuanye frowned, rolled his eyes slightly, and nodded slightly: "Don't worry Although I don't know yet, I will find a way to find out!"

    I took out the necklace key that Ye Zhongming gave me, and the cell phone that he had taken away before: "He gave me this back."

    "He still has it?" Qi Xuanye took the necklace key and had the same suspicion as me: "Since he gave it to you, maybe he has other purposes! He can't do good deeds!"

    "Indeed, I thought so too, but since he said he would give it to me, I didn't think there was any need to refuse it, so I accepted it!" I put down the necklace key and mobile phone, and frowned slightly: "To be honest, I  I think he may have some purpose! Otherwise, there is no need for him to do this at all! He told me that he has been trying to collect these necklaces, but he has never collected them all. "

    "You are suspicious, does he still have it?" Qi Xuanye hit the point and expressed my thoughts.

    "Yes, I have doubts about this, but I'm not sure! He may or may not have! But now I have eight, and I have the last one left! Somewhere"

    Qi Xuanye hugged me in his arms, and I snuggled into his arms, like a pair of happy lovers, Qi Xuanye's big hands were covering my round pregnant belly, the warmth and love in his eyes had already put away the cruelty of the past.  The air was cruelly melted, and the corners of Xie Mei's mouth were raised, and she said softly: "This is not a good thing, I think, if there is a chance, it is best to find a way to destroy them in the future."

    "Destroyed? Don't you want to get this necklace?" I couldn't help being a little curious.

    How many people have lost their lives on this necklace. Since ancient times, how many people have killed each other in order to grab one, and now I have eight, but Qi Xuanye says he wants to destroy them?

    "I don't want it! I just want you! You are mine, you are enough" Qi Xuanye kissed my ear lightly, hugged me tightly, calm and harmonious, full of love, will  The whole room fills up.

    My stomach is not small now, I feel it has changed a lot, and it changes every day!  The most important thing is that when others are pregnant, they are pregnant in October, and I will give birth in half a year!  It may not be long before the baby is born, and I don't know the specific date of birth, but now, I'm a little curious.

    I touched my stomach, leaned against Qi Xuanye's arms, and raised my head slightly: "You said Maybe I will give birth soon, why is there no fetal movement?"

    Qi Xuanye shook his head gently: "Maybe it is sleeping!"

    "What kind of answer is this?" I murmured a little complaining, but there was a hint of coquettishness in my tone, but I couldn't help but feel a little worried: "I am pregnant for the first time so I don't know  "

    "I've never been pregnant, so I don't know too well!" Qi Xuanye's answer made people speechless, but Xie Mei's gentle smile was hooked on the corner of his mouth, and the tight hug, no matter how close they were, seemed never enough  .

    "I'm not serious" I muttered and complained, when I thought of the little baby spirit, the originally happy smile gradually became cold at the corner of my mouth, and I felt strange.

    Qi Xuanye can see the entanglements and struggles in my heart, because our children, Yunmengze's and I's children, have no chance of reincarnation, and now they are still dying because of me, in order to protect me.  Sorry.

    Although I did not give birth to the little baby spirit, in my heart, it is my child!

    A moment of tenderness, especially now, is really rare. Just as I was enjoying Qi Xuanye's protective embrace, I walked outside the window and heard the sound of the car engine.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Not tasteful.

    Qi Xuanye can see the entanglements and struggles in my heart, because our children, Yunmengze's and I's children, have no chance of reincarnation, and now they are still dying because of me, in order to protect me.  Sorry.

    Although I did not give birth to the little baby spirit, in my heart, it is my child!

    A moment of tenderness, especially now, is really rare. Just as I was enjoying Qi Xuanye's protective embrace, I walked outside the window and heard the sound of the car engine.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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