"Xiaoxiao, we are just thinking about how we can better protect you from being hurt!"
Yunmengze's eyes are always so warm and gentle, although he felt that I avoided his eyes intentionally or unintentionally, he never minded: "Yes! With our current situation, there are too many people who need us Let's prepare, since my mother had planned to attack you before, but because of the Ye Lan you said, she transferred your soul out. The true identity of this woman has yet to be verified. We must prevent the previous incident from happening again occur!"
"Leave this to me! Yun said something, through magic, it can protect you from being persecuted by evil magic. I happen to have this thing, and I will go get it now!" Qi Xuanye seemed to be ready to go, With one hand in his pocket, his deep eyes locked me tightly.
I asked suspiciously: "What? Where can I get it?"
"In my coffin!"
As soon as I said this, I was even more speechless and puzzled: "Your coffin? What is it?"
"The wood of the coffin head!"
I just feel more confused, and I don't understand what the two of them are researching: "What are you doing with that thing? Isn't that your bed board?"
"Heh" My words made Qi Xuanye amused. Qi Xuanye today has changed a lot from before. He used to live in darkness forever, but now he can smile knowingly, which proves that he The change: "Yes, it is my bed board! Because it is old, it is still a gloomy wood, and the place where it is located is also an extremely shady place. It is the best object for the magic that the cloud can perform."
"I still don't understand." I scratched my head, unable to understand.
Seeing that I still don't understand, Yun Mengze explained: "Xiaoxiao, you can understand it this way, this is the medicine primer! Using it to add magic can help you and isolate you from other people's magic!"
I hurriedly asked: "Then if it succeeds, will all the sorcery have no effect on me?"
"You can't say that. At present, it can only be done to prevent you from being connected. There are many types of spells, and there are also countless sorcerers. It is impossible to count! It is also to prevent you from being hurt without knowing it, so That's why I need to protect you." Yun Mengze's worry is indeed justified, there are too many hidden dangers right now.
"Ohthen" I thought about it for a while and asked Qi Xuanye, "When are you going to leave?"
"I'm getting ready to go now, but I'll be back soon." Qi Xuanye came in front of me and hugged me into his arms. It took me a long time to let go, and the lowered eyes looked at my swollen abdomen, with deep warmth and love.
There is no need to say too much at this moment, besides, he doesn't like to express his emotions very much, he just gave me a few simple instructions and left.
But once Qi Xuanye left, I felt awkward and unnatural, and felt that it was not right for me to go, or not to go. Especially his eyes, I dare not look at them, I can only lower my head, looking unnatural and at a loss.
I turned around and was about to dodge, but Yun Mengze grabbed my arm: "Do you have to avoid me?"
Just standing there with his back turned to him, I don't know what to say now. How should I answer this? Because I really wanted to hide intentionally or unintentionally, and I really pretended that nothing happened. In fact, it is impossible and difficult. If I didn't have feelings for him, I could face it calmly, but the fact is the opposite.
I took a deep breath and forced an awkward smile: "Ah? Nono"
"You're obviously avoiding me!" Yunmengze pulled me over and made me face him: "No matter what happened before, it's over! You want to drive me away, but I don't want to leave, and I won't leave."
I still didn't dare to look into his eyes, deliberately avoided those gentle eyes, and glanced aside: "No"
"What is that? What are you worried about? I know you care"
Before Yun Mengze finished speaking, I was afraid that he would say something, so I hurriedly interrupted him: "Maybe it's too early to say this, but I I just don't want that kind of thing to happen!"
I don't want to hide it from him anymore. I have seen the wheel of time before, and I only told Qi Xuanye. I have my own concerns, but I have kept them hidden in my heart, and I am also very tired! Besides, it was not my intention to break his heart! Naturally, I don't want him to be in danger for me, but if I don't tell him, he will keep guessing wildly, so I might as well tell him directly.
I let out a long breath: "HuhActually, before Ye Zhongming took me to the palace of the royal family in the ghost world, he took me to meet someone, it seems to be Menglin, she is the queen of time.??, I talked to her. "
"Wheel of Time?"
"Do you know her?"
Yun Mengze frowned slightly, looking thoughtful: "I seem to have heard of this name before, what did she tell you?"
"She said that a person's 'choice' is very important. Different choices will have different results, but she can predict the results of all 'choices'. I asked her about 'choices', but she said that she couldn't tell everything. I, I asked her about the worst outcome"
"Then what did she say?"
"Actually it doesn't mean that she let me see it!" Every time I think back, I saw with my own eyes the scene where everyone died, and my heart hurts. It's really what I saw back then The scene is too real, as if it really happened, making people so helpless and painful.
"What did you see?" Yun Mengze seemed to have guessed something, but he still asked.
I lowered my head and sighed helplessly: "I saw something in front of me. I'm not sure what it means, like some fragmented pictures, but then I I saw you are dead"
It is too difficult for me to say this! Really too difficult!
Yunmengze was not surprised, but more, he cared for me, and gently took my hand: "You don't have to worry about things that haven't happened yet, she is right, choices are very important to people , Different choices will indeed have different results, but it does not mean that if you let me leave you, you can guarantee that I will be safe and sound! Similarly, there will be many other different results!"
This is really a word that wakes up the dreamer. In the past, I was always struggling, just worried that the prophecy I saw would come true! But if you look at it from another angle, even if that prophecy doesn't come true, other things will happen, and as for the other so-called 'futures', no one knows what will happen.
This also cannot guarantee whether it is really right for Yun Mengze to leave me, and even if he leaves me, whether he will still be involved in my affairs is not certain! I didn't think about these at all before, but now that I think about it carefully, I am troubled by new worries.
No one can guarantee what will happen in the future, even Menglin from the Wheel of Time did not tell me what will happen, she just gave me an answer after a 'choice'! And this answer is not a fixed answer, nor is it an accurate answer!
So what should I do? I'm totally messed up! If I say that, I really regret that I said such hurtful things to him at the beginning. In fact, it was completely unnecessary. I was dazzled by the danger that was close at hand. All I think about is how to avoid it. According to what Menglin said, if there is a choice, there will be different results. But I only saw one side of it and didn't think about it at all. Looking at it from another angle, the other results may not necessarily be the same. Safety!
Since there is no guarantee that they will all be alive, it is just a single idea, which does seem a bit stupid.
Hearing Yun Mengze's words, I was really enlightened. Although the delicate and complicated feelings between the three of us may still be difficult to deal with, I finally understand that there is no need to be too entangled and push myself into a dead end among.
"I'm sorry" I sighed deeply, even more embarrassed.
"Xiaoxiao, I said before, you don't need to say sorry to me, for you, I am willing! And you are afraid that I will be hurt, so how can I be angry with you because of this?" Yun Mengze is as bright as the sun His eyes, staring at me with affection and warmth, made me even more ashamed.
I frowned slightly, hesitated to speak, I didn't know how to answer, I always forgive me unconditionally, I have been giving silently, this kind of sweetness is actually a kind of burden, but it is a sweet burden.
Yun Mengze stretched out his hand, stopped my shoulder, and comforted me softly: "No matter what happens, we are all together! No matter what you choose in the future, I will respect your choice, and I don't want you to have any burden Or pressure! Let's not bring it up, at least until it's fully resolved, shall we?"
Slowly raised his head, and looked at those affectionate eyes, like a vast ocean, clear and smooth, and his words warmed my heart even more. Indeed, he is right, before the current problem is solved, perhaps these problems should not be considered. Even Yun Mengze persuaded me not to be bothered by those things, and I should let go of them for the time being.
As for what I said to hurt him before, and the constant self-blame in my heart, it was very unpleasant. Yun Mengze saw that I couldn't let go quickly, showed a warm smile, and changed the subject casually: "I found that Xie Liang is a Very studious boy, I can often see him in your RV, reading your books about Bashu creatures."
"Yes! He is very studious, but this kid's life experience is quite pitiful, but he is also very strong." I took a deep breath and understood that Yun Mengze deliberately changed the subject. It reminded me of another thing: "By the way, Su Shi called me! He and Yu Xiyue seem to be getting married, and he even proposed to Xiyue!" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel .com)??There, read your books about the biological records of Bashu. "
"Yes! He is very studious, but this kid's life experience is quite pitiful, but he is also very strong." I took a deep breath and understood that Yun Mengze deliberately changed the subject. It reminded me of another thing: "By the way, Su Shi called me! He and Yu Xiyue seem to be getting married, and he even proposed to Xiyue!" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel .com