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Chapter 410: She is gone (1)

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    As soon as my words came out, Yunmengze was taken aback for a moment, and the brows that had just been stretched were furrowed again, very puzzled: "My own life?"

    "That's right, I hope you can have your own life, and not do anything for me." I panicked in my heart, and tried hard to suppress my unstable emotions.

    "Everything I do for you is voluntary."

    "But I don't want you to go on like this, no don't say anything willing, we have already been on two roads" My throat tightened, and I felt like I was about to suffocate.  Try not to hurt him too deeply.

    Yun Mengze knew what I was talking about, but he couldn't accept it for a while. Instead, he took it as if I was joking, and smiled awkwardly: "Xiaoxiao, what are you talking about?"

    "You know what I'm talking about. At the beginning, I was confused and agreed to your marriage proposal. Later, I thought about it. There is no possibility between us. You can have a better life. If you are with me, you and I will not be together.  There will be good results, you know this in your heart! I don't need you to pay me, and I can't pay you back"

    "I don't need you to repay it!" Yun Mengze put away the awkward smile on his face, unbelievable that I would say this: "You know my feelings for you! I care about you, I love you, that's why I am willing  To do this for you, all this you didn't ask, but I will!"

    "The result? What will happen? I was with Xuan Ye earlier, and I even had his child. If Xiao Yingling is right, then how could I be with him? Actually  Maybe he and I were destined to be together!"

    It's really hard to say this. To be honest, I don't have no feelings for Yun Mengze, and the feelings are still very deep. After going through these things between me and him, if I say I don't have any feelings, it's all hypocrisy.  That is a lie!  And now, I can no longer drag him down!

    To put it another way, it's the same reason as I don't want to drag Chu Xinnan down. It can even be said that if one day, if necessary, I will even let Qi Xuanye erase Chu Xinnan's memory, all the memories of me  , as if I had never appeared in his life!

    It's because I care too much, so I don't want to let the people who care and love me bear my pressure and pain together!  I'd rather bear it myself than for them to bear it for me. Yunmengze has done enough for me!  I don't need him to continue like this, it will only be worse for him!  This is not the result I want to see!  Then we must put an end to all this before the tragedy happens!

    "Mengze Our beginning was a mistake! This mistake can't continue, let alone make mistakes! Let's end it all!" I suppressed my sadness, deliberately turned my sadness into a kind of anger, and said sternly:  "I want to be with Xuan Ye. I will feel very uncomfortable with you here, so please leave my life."

    As soon as these words came out, God knows how uncomfortable I was.

    Yunmengze looked at me, gave a bitter smile, clenched his fists slightly with his hands, pressed them on his knees, and sat on the sofa, feeling so uncomfortable: "Heh If you think so I can  If you leave, I can make you happy I am willing to"

    Yun Mengze gritted his teeth secretly and frowned tightly. The pain and sadness were suppressed by him in his heart. He was speechless, let alone thought that I could say these words.  He has paid so much to me, but what he got in return was that he was driven away by me. If it were anyone, he would not be able to bear it.

    Yun Mengze got up and left here quickly, walked out of the gate, drove his own car, and left quickly.

    Sitting in the lobby by myself, my whole spirit was about to collapse, and I had no choice but to say such hurtful words.

    ? Recalling the past, Yunmengze encountered danger and difficult situations again and again because of me.  It also caused Ye Zhongming to kill Yun Mengze before, if I couldn't think of it before, I have already figured it out now.  Ye Zhongming just wants to get rid of the people around me who want to protect me. In the end, when I am alone, he can control me better.

    But that's what made Yunmengze face danger and almost died!  I can't let this kind of thing happen again, besides, according to Menglin's prophecy, Yunmengze is dead!  I am afraid, terribly afraid!  I'm afraid he will die!

    He has already paid so much for me, how can I push him into the fire pit?  It's too bad to pay for someone who doesn't deserve it!

    And I'm the one who 'doesn't deserve it'!  He shouldn't have encountered those things for me. Although I'm not sure whether Menglin's prophecy will come true, I'm not afraid of 10,000, just in case!  I can't be with Yun Mengze, and I don't deserve what he has done for me, and I don't deserve his love for me.?

    My heart went cold to the end, and I felt cramps, that kind of heart-wrenching feeling, really uncomfortable!  Because I hurt someone I cared about, and cared about me!  I thought about being with him, thinking about flying away with him!  But all of that was once a dream!

    Now I am with Qi Xuanye, there is a child between us, he is a ghost, and I will become a half-human, half-ghost monster!  Yunmengze is more kind and gentle, like the brightest morning sun, he can illuminate the hearts of others. This kind of love is beautiful, but the person who deserves it is not me!

    I couldn't bear it anymore, tears welled up in my eyes instantly, and flowed down in a 'swish', the uncontrollable heartache tormented my heart.  Covering his face with his hands, he wept bitterly.

    This is like a double-edged sword. While hurting him, it also hurt myself severely.

    I cried so sadly, the tears continued, even if I thought about the best, if he left, he would be fine!  I should be happy!  Then why am I still so sad?  so sad?  Should I forget him?  Forget your feelings for him?  Let Qi Xuanye control me?

    No, no, no I can't forget this feeling!  That is the unique love between us, if it is forgotten, it will not be so painful, but I don't want to forget, how can I think so?  I want to hide this feeling deeply in my heart!  I don't want to forget him!

    In this life, I must have failed him!

    I raised my head and closed my eyes tightly, hoping that the tears would stop flowing, but I couldn't control it. I held my breath, gritted my teeth tightly, and tried hard to hold back the tears, but I still couldn't beat the unbearable heartache.

    The blurry eyes opened slowly, and from the corner of the eyes, I happened to notice that there seemed to be someone up there!

    Turning around, I happened to see Qi Xuanye standing there on the platform on the second floor, with one hand on the railing and the other in his pocket, looking at me expressionlessly.

    I don't know if he heard what I said to Yun Mengze just now, it doesn't really matter whether he heard it or not, if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in this situation.  But I can't hate him, that's the saddest thing about me!

    Now I have lost the ability to hate him, Qi Xuanye, this name has already been deeply imprinted in my heart, even now, I don't even have the strength to blame him.

    I lowered my head, wiped away the tears on my face, put away the necklace key on the coffee table, and planned to go back to my room, not wanting Qi Xuanye to see me so sad and painful for Yun Mengze.

    But when I got up, a black shadow flashed in front of me, Qi Xuanye suddenly appeared in front of me, he stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to hug me, but I pushed him away, the tears still couldn't stop, I sobbed  , while stepping back, he dropped a cold sentence: "Don't talk to me, I want to be alone."

    Turned around, ran away in a hurry, and went straight to the second floor along the stairs.  I went back to the room and closed the door back. I was going to lock the door, but after a moment of hesitation, I still didn't choose to lock the door.  I know very well that there is essentially no difference between locking the door and not locking the door. It is just a door lock, which cannot stop Qi Xuanye. He can go wherever he wants, and locking the door has no meaning.

    My spirit was extremely depressed, I turned around and went to bed, turned off the lights in the room, leaving only one lamp, hugged myself, sat on the head of the bed, buried my head in my arms, and sobbed  .

    I don't know how long I cried until I was tired from crying. I finally stopped crying and sat on the bed by myself in a daze.

    My mind was blank, I didn't want to think about anything, and I couldn't remember anything.

    The night outside the window is so dark, the thick night, accompanied by the whining of the night wind, seems to be crying sadly.  The only consolation is that this is not parting from life and death, so don't make yourself so embarrassed.

    Not long after, my cell phone rang 'ding ding ding', I didn't know who was calling, and I didn't even bother to pay attention to it.  After it rang for a long time, I slowly turned my head away and looked at my mobile phone. On the screen, Chu Xinnan's name was displayed.

    I stretched out my arms, held the phone in my hand, and took a deep breath, not wanting Chu Xinnan to hear the sound of me crying.

    I cleared my throat and answered the phone. Before I could speak, Chu Xinnan's anxious voice came from the phone: "Hello! Xiaoxiao, Xinya is gone!"

    "Cough disappeared? What do you mean?" My voice was a little hoarse, and no matter how I pretended, I was still depressed.

    Chu Xinnan seemed to have heard something, and asked, "Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?"

    "Iit's nothing, just fell asleep" I made a fuss, and hurriedly changed the subject: "Just now you said that Xinya is gone, what do you mean?"

    "After I got home, I found that she wasn't home. I called her, but she didn't answer. When I called again, she told me to turn off the phone!" Chu Xinnan was extremely worried, and said anxiously: "It's so late,  Where can she go alone?"

    "Brother, don't worry, could it be that she went downstairs to buy something? And then her phone ran out of battery? It's impossible for her to run around in the middle of the night alone!" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com)What do you mean?  "

    "After I got home, I found that she wasn't home. I called her, but she didn't answer. When I called again, she told me to turn off the phone!" Chu Xinnan was extremely worried, and said anxiously: "It's so late,  Where can she go alone?"

    "Brother, don't worry, could it be that she went downstairs to buy something? And then her phone ran out of battery? It's impossible for her to run around in the middle of the night by herself!" (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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