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Chapter 672

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    After reading the travel notes I wrote back from Tibet the day before yesterday, I missed qf and hfs very much. In fact, you don¡¯t know whether this miss is for the people or the scenery, or because of the pure happiness at that time, or the free, brave and happy self at that age  .  In the afternoon, I couldn't help but go to the circle of friends to look at the circle of friends who were liked by qf and hfs, and wanted to see their WeChat profile pictures left in your circle of friends.  When you click in, you find that the avatar of hfs has disappeared, only the avatar of qf remains.  You realize that hfs has deleted you.  At that time, I was a little flustered.  I always thought that after deleting friends, wechat likes still have them. When I want to contact them one day, I just need to add friends again. But today I found out that this is not the case. If the other party also deletes friends, there will be no trace at all.  Keep.  This is the real never meet.  When you think about hfs' unfeelingness, then you think about it, he deleted his friends, which also means that he has clicked on your wechat, knowing that you have deleted them, and qf still has your wechat, which means he never  I haven't clicked on your WeChat.  Who is ruthless to whom?  Anyway, you are the first to delete WeChat.  In fact, there is another reason for the panic. If qf deletes your friends in the future, you will never find them. If you miss them forever, but you can't find them, this will become your  A knot in my heart, a scab that can never be untied, will always be in my heart, like a shackle that cannot be untied.  You are terrified of such a situation.  And between people, if they come into contact, it is actually easy to forget.  Maybe you just want to keep their good impression forever, not let the unpleasant things that may happen destroy this beauty, and make your journey an eternal beauty.  But ah, it is still very contradictory.  In fact, you have nothing to talk about, and there will be no contact in the future, and you have no reason to look for them, and they will definitely not look for you.  But why do you want to seek them?  Because I miss them, miss them so much.  But why do you miss them?  If you accidentally meet them in a certain place in the future, you will definitely not be able to resist hugging them.

    When thinking of the joy of that journey, sometimes I can't help but think that my hair was a little longer than my shoulders at that time. If I cut my hair a little shorter, would my appearance still be the same as it was then?  Then suddenly an idea flashed through my mind, reminding myself that no matter how hard I tried to maintain the original state, I was no longer the same person I was back then.  Compared to the self who had no hesitation at that time, how vulgar is the current self.  I really printed that sentence, "I will never be like this myself, and I must miss the current me very much at that time. I love this kind of me more than many things in the world." Even in the past two years, I still agree with this  In a word, I can guarantee that even after decades, I will still agree with this sentence.  "I really miss myself at that time."

    For some people, there was a time there, and his whole life stayed in that time.

    Today it rained heavily in Beijing.  I wanted to go for a walk while it was raining. After much hesitation, I decided to go down. When I got to the stairs, I found that the water was too serious. I came back and changed my slippers. When I went down again, the rain became lighter.  Walked in the rain for a few minutes and then it got pretty small.  When I came back, I finished watching the news broadcast, and watched the tweets of the WeChat official account. I found that a rainbow appeared in Beijing. It was already 20 minutes ago. I went to the kitchen and looked out the window, and the sky was already a little dark.  You still missed the rainbow in Beijing again, and sent a message to g with emotion.  Speaking of g, I said some time ago that g and zjj would have different evaluations of you. Today I thought of a reason, because the time period of acquaintance is different.  When g met you in high school, you were really terrible at that time, g almost saw the whole process, and I don¡¯t know if he knows you better because of this, or he keeps some things that have become dregs  She said, still being a part of you today, like some fallen leaves have withered and fallen off, but in her eyes, those withered leaves are still hanging in their original position.  And zjj met when I was in college, she seemed to know you when you regrown branches and leaves, saw your new look, saw your idle look, saw your leisurely look, saw you  Seeing the way you are desperate and ignoring life, these form a new impression, a different impression.

    "Beijing, Beijing, it's been two years and I'm still here, but my mood is different now." Today I thought of a reason.  In the past, I may feel that the mood is different because it is time to go, because the heart is no longer here, but on the road, so the heart will change accordingly.  But apparently not.  The same situation, different ages, different experiences, different abilities, will have different reactions.  Take xp as an example. In her opinion, your job is not beneficial to people from the very beginning, but you feel as if you have exhausted your whole life of luck to be so lucky and get this job.  This feeling lasted for almost two years.  The reason for this is not doubted until now, because you know nothing, you have nothing, but you can get??A passport to your dreams.  And the xp pass has already exceeded this position, so she would say that.  After two years, although you don't know what will happen to you in the end, you seem to realize that your pass is in your hands and becomes your own. Even if you leave here, it is still yours, so you can set off to find  It is more suitable for your work.  But in fact, looking around the major occupations, there is no occupation that you want to do. In comparison, this job is really the most suitable for you. You don¡¯t have to do anything and you have a lot of free time. In this way, you don¡¯t need to spend too much  While spending more time and energy to earn some money to save yourself, you have a lot of time to do what you like and want to do, although it is just reading books.  This leads to another problem, the time you are here stands still, if you stay here all the time, your life is actually dead.  If it is said that the two years are devoted to accumulating the corresponding knowledge and ability, then these two years are actually considered living time.  But two years have passed, there are no more arrangements, and life is considered to be in a state of shutdown after this.  So, it's different now.  Sometimes when I think about what I think about when I stay here, I know that this place is basically of no benefit to me.  Even if you walk on the street, you will have some thoughts on life and life, but ninety-nine percent of the time you stay here is not out of the street. During these times, you  I always think over and over again about the dialogue I will have with Liz when I resign.  But you know you can't say a word.  What a waste of time.  But it takes time for you to accumulate knowledge.  That's why I feel wasteful and obliterated life during the stay, and stay firmly in the restlessness.  While hesitating, An Nai thought.  Thinking about it now, maybe the knowledge you exchanged for time, or a certain part of your life, is actually useless to you.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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