Seeing Ming Yuezhou rushing over, Yu Xingzhan didn't pay much attention, but said indifferently: "It's so late, I thought you wouldn't come."
Ming Yuezhou saw him sitting by the window alone and only ordered a cup of tea, which made him very surprised, and said: "I thought you must be drunk and unconscious now, and I planned to carry you back. It seems that I was worrying too much."
"I'm numb now, not as fragile as before." Yu Xingzhan looked half-dead, listless, like a walking dead.
Seeing him like this, Ming Yuezhou felt a little distressed, and said: "Actually, in our lives, everyone is just a passer-by. I don't think you should keep sinking negatively like this. If you continue like this, everyone who cares about you will be hurt."
Yu Xingzhan couldn't listen to anything he said at all. In fact, whether it was Ming Yuezhou or anyone else, standing in front of him now, none of the words were useful to him, because his mentality was all concentrated. I can't help myself in that kind of sadness.
"Did you understand what I just said?" Ming Yuezhou looked at him as if he was out of state, and wanted to persuade him but didn't know how to persuade him. He always thought that he was very strong, but he didn't expect to meet him By the time of this incident, all the weaknesses were exposed.
Yu Xingzhan didn't look at him directly, because his eyes were particularly listless, he was dumbfounded, he didn't know what he was looking at, and said casually: "What you just said is not important, it is the most important thing to me now." The important thing is to find Ming Shilan's whereabouts."
After hearing such words, Ming Yuezhou lost his mind for a while. He knew that the more he talked about this topic, the more impossible it would be for Yu Xingzhan to get out of his grief. But he couldn't control Yu Xingzhan's heart, and now he took the initiative to bring it up, in other words, his mind is full of this matter, Ming Yuezhou has no choice but to change the subject forcefully, saying: "Your father is now The whole world is looking for you, don't you plan to call back?"
"Why don't you answer my question directly? Do you even think Lan Lan has no chance of surviving?"
"Ding Zhan! I think you should stop being so obsessed. Even if you don't admit it, you should understand in your heart that Ming Shilan will never come back! You are not the only one who is sad about this. How can you say it?" She is also my own sister, I am no less sad than you! I think we should try to be strong, try to let go, if she has knowledge"
"Shut up! What do you know? She's still alive!" Yu Xingzhan couldn't control his inner collapse anymore, and shouted hysterically. He really couldn't bear that even Ming Yuezhou believed that Ming Shilan had died. died.
"Don't deceive yourself here, you've been depressed for long enough, it's time to stand up, if you continue to sink like this, I will really be rude to you!" Ming Yuezhou knew that he was persuading Without him, seeing him in such a sad state made him feel even more sad.
But I really hope that he will wake up immediately, just looking at his current appearance, let alone a short while, even if it is a year or a half, it is impossible to wake up, Ming Yuezhou was cruel, picked up a cup of tea on the table, yes He poured it on his face, and felt that there was not enough tea after pouring it, so he picked up the lid of the teapot next to him and threw it, and poured it on his head.
"Ming Yuezhou! Are you insane? What do you want to do?"
"You still know how to scold me? I thought you were just a body without a soul. Don't blame me for doing this. I just want to wake you up. Open your eyes and see what you are now, look at your family, Look at your father and your sister, don't you have the heart to watch them feel sorry for you all day long?"
Yu Xingzhan stretched out his hand to wipe the tea off his face, lowered his head and stood there motionless. In fact, he knew very well in his heart that every sentence Ming Yuezhou said was very clear and very reasonable, but it was a pity that this He can't let go of this matter so easily, and he can't ignore his family's feelings. He just doesn't have any energy to take care of his family's affairs now.
Seeing him silent for such a long time without speaking, Ming Yuezhou felt that his heart must have become clearer, and subconsciously probed: "Have you thought clearly? Each of us does not live for ourselves. Many people who care about us, we must take their feelings into consideration, only in this way can we be considered as responsible and upright!"
"But now I really don't have the mood to think about anyone's affairs. I don't care if others say I don't take responsibility, and I don't want to do anything.?The hero of Lidi, I am just an ordinary person, I only know that now I have lost the love in my heart, this alone can overwhelm me, you can call me worthless, I will accept it no matter what ! "
"Yu Xingzhan! I really look down on you now, do you know that?"
"I didn't ask you to look up to me!"
"So you have always planned to go on like this. Let me tell you, I will never allow my friend to be so depressed! Since I can't persuade you, then don't ask me for anything in the future. Every time I see you You will mention my sister every now and then, and I am also very sad. I have made a lot of determination to gradually heal the wound in my heart. Whenever I see you, my wound will be torn again. It hurts, it hurts so much, it will double when I see you, if you still treat me as a friend, then stand up quickly and start a new life, if you still plan to sink like this, then our friendship will be Stop here, break up the friendship on the spot!"
Ming Yuezhou said these heartbroken words without mercy, and was about to leave without looking back. At this moment, Yu Xingzhan walked up to him quickly, stretched out an arm to stop him, and said: "I'm sorry, I know you are also very sad, but besides telling you about this matter, I really can't find anyone else, because no one will allow me to go on like this."
Looking at Yu Xingzhan's tearful eyes, it seemed that he had been greatly wronged. Tears kept sliding down his fair cheeks. Ever since he met, Ming Yuezhou had never seen him like that After being vulnerable, his eyes immediately became moist, and he said: "I understand what you said, but I believe you also understand very well in your heart, Lanlan can't come back, we have to look forward, I I believe she also hopes that you can live a good life."
Yu Xingzhan stared at him intently for a long time, and said, "Thank you for telling me this." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com