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Chapter 251 Recalling First Love

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    Yuqian originally planned to take her to Ming Shilan to show off, but it was a pity that she didn't have time to stop her.

    Yu Xingzhan didn't go back to the company, but went back to his home directly. He recalled the scene of seeing Jiajia in Shaohua's general manager's office, and all the memories flooded his mind.

    At that time, he was still an ignorant teenager. When he saw Jiajia for the first time, he knew that he had found someone who would be with him all his life. It was he who started to pursue Jiajia with all his heart and soul.  Months later, Jiajia was moved and agreed to officially be with him.

    Just like this, the two of them started a romantic and sweet life. At that time, Yu Xingzhan was full of spirit and gave all his sincerity to Jia Jia without reservation. The two of them were like glue

    After a period of time like this, Jiajia suddenly left without saying goodbye. Yu Xingzhan went to the station every day at the beginning, but he came back disheartened every day.  For a period of hesitant days, he gradually buried Jiajia in his heart, until later with the help of his good friend Ming Chuzhou, he gradually walked out of those dark days.

    But he didn't expect Jiajia to come back not long after his life returned to calm. The clever Yu Xingzhan knew what her return meant without thinking about it. This was what he hated the most. When he left, he didn't say a word.  He didn't say anything when he came back.

    He suddenly felt that he had no status at all. When Jia Jia left, he felt disrespected, but now that she came back, for Yu Xingzhan, the previous disrespect suddenly became less important.  He knew very well in his heart that Jiajia's position in his heart was not as good as before. The ex-girlfriend who had been inseparable before had now been replaced by another person.

    He originally thought that when he saw Jiajia again, he could keep calm, as if nothing had happened, but after he actually met her, he realized that it was impossible to treat her as a stranger to him.  No, not only can't do this, but all the previous thoughts are replaying in his mind.

    He tried hard to control himself not to think about the past, but it was useless at all. He couldn't control his thoughts at all. His mind was full of scenes with her before, and his distraught appearance after we parted.  Not sure what to do next?  He thought hard about what kind of identity he should treat Jia Jia, but in the end he couldn't think of a way to get the best of both worlds.

    Although Ming Shilan already has Ming Shilan in his heart now, but after he repeatedly confessed and was rejected, he is not sure what he wants, and after meeting Jiajia, he is even more unsure.  Now he is actually disturbed by Jia Jia's arrival.

    I have to say that the relationship between him and Jiajia for so many years did not come to a perfect conclusion at that time. On Jiajia's unilateral side, the two of them did not break up. On Yu Xingzhan's side, it was Jiajia who abandoned him.

    Especially when we first met, the moment Jiajia hugged him, even though he pushed her away, his heart was still touched, it was the result that he didn't want to believe, he thought he could do it  She has no distractions, but she didn't expect her heart to be so vulnerable, to be disturbed by such a casual meeting.

    He frantically ran outside to lock the door, and closed all the doors of his room, leaving himself in a small space. He thought that in this way, he could have a good mood to sort out all the things that happened during this period, but  Unexpectedly, he was wrong. Even in a small space, his heart still couldn't calm down.

    He sat there and closed his eyes, but what he didn't expect was that when he closed his eyes, there were Jia Jia's shadows, and he said to himself angrily: "Yu Xingzhan, what happened to you today? Are you really  Do you still plan to rekindle your old relationship with Jiajia? Have you forgotten how she hurt you back then?"

    He was so angry with himself that he beat his chest and tried hard to keep calm, because he knew that any decision he made when he was impulsive was wrong, but the facts often backfired. No matter how he emptied himself now, his mind was full of Jia Jia.

    That weak, helpless, innocent and painful little shadow lingered, and suddenly it was like returning to the past, but he told himself over and over again in his heart that both he and Jiajia were in the past tense, and now this  Under such circumstances, it is impossible to reconcile with her as before, because some things have formed a gap in my heart, and the two of them will never be able to be together.

    Thinking too much, he suddenly felt that he couldn't breathe, finally he rushed out of this small space, went to the living room and took a bottleSometimes the distraught big kitchen picks up a red wine glass and sits there alone to drink away his sorrows.

    I don't know how long it took, Yu Xingzhan was hallucinating half-drunk, and saw a white shadow drifting towards him, his body and appearance looked like Jiajia, so he stood up halfway.  He laughed and said: "You left without saying a word, but now you come back when you want to. What do you think I am? What do you think of me?"

    He tried his best to open his eyes, and saw that the shadow did not answer his words, so he became more blunt: "Who do you think you are? Do you think I will cherish you as much as before? I was stupid before, I  Now I will never be stepped on by you like before, and I will never be fooled by you again like before!"

    Seeing that the shadow did not speak, he suddenly shouted angrily: "Why don't you speak? Do you have no reason! Why bother if you knew today?"

    He stretched out his hands and danced frantically in front of his eyes, hoping that he could use all his strength to disperse the shadow, but unfortunately the shadow in front of him became clearer and clearer. He tried his best to open his slightly drunk eyes, facing the  Shadow shouted forcefully: "Go away! Now that you're gone, don't come back! Never come back!"

    He yelled hysterically in his own home until the neighbor next door knocked on the door. He staggered to the door, opened the door and yelled to the neighbor who came over, "Knock what? I don't know if there is someone inside?  Didn't you come to find me for a drink?"

    The neighbor's aunt standing at the door was stunned. She smelled the smell of alcohol in the room, and she kindly persuaded her: "What's wrong with you when you are young? Why do you drink so much alcohol? What happened?  ?¡±

    "Who are you? Why should I tell you! No matter what happens to me, it is my business. I am Yu Xingzhan. There is nothing in the world that I cannot solve. No matter how big a problem is, a glass of wine can solve it.  If you don't believe me, look!"

    As he spoke, he picked up another glass of wine, raised his head and drank it in one gulp. The neighbor aunt came over to blame him for making too much noise. Seeing him in such a state of despair, how could Lie bear to blame him?  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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