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Li Jinnian felt as if she had had a long dream. She sat in the bedroom blankly, looking at the wooden floor, looking at her curtains, and looking at a pile of discarded design drafts in the trash can.
All of this is so familiar, familiar and strange.
She walked to the mirror and looked at her face, the eyebrows, the lines, both familiar and unfamiliar.
Very strange, is it a dream? She pinched her face, it seemed to hurt, but it didn't seem to hurt, she was so flustered that she couldn't tell the difference.
So is it a dream?
She walked to the living room, walked to the balcony, and the dazzling sunlight came into view. She looked down and saw the swimming pool in the community, the man walking with the golden retriever, and the elementary school next door doing morning exercises Looking over from the 20th floor A short building, here This is the world she used to be most familiar with, her home, the home she was thinking about, going crazy and would rather saw off her own leg than return.
She has come back? Or was it just a dream in the first place? No earthquake, no magical underground passage, no smiling doctor, no ant nest, no purification zone?
Perhaps, she is dreaming now?
I don't know, Li Jinnian sat in the living room blankly until the phone rang in the living room, and her mother asked her to send something to the store. The moment she heard her voice, Li Jinnian was so choked up that she couldn't speak, she felt She hasn't seen her for many, many years, but she has been a leader for so many years¡ªmaybe it was only in a dream, but she no longer sheds tears so easily in front of others, so when she noticed something strange Before, she had hung up the phone.
Seeing his parents again, Li Jinnian's heart was full of joy and emotion, but it was as if a big hole had been opened in his heart, and the wind whizzed through it. If you have had a long dream, the dream is so real, so real that your tears, the pain and joy you have suffered are so unforgettable, do you want to wake up, or just live like this in the dream ?
Walking on the street with traffic like a dragon, walking to the fountain and sitting down, like a salted fish that has lost her ideals, staring blankly at everything in front of her, those things that once made her feel confused and painful, such as the meaning of life What is it, those men and women holding hands look so happy, why has she never tasted such sweetness, the bow on the shirt can¡¯t be tied well, her elbow hit the corner of the toilet sink, etc. Such trivial problems that can be called hypocritical no longer appear.
She wondered if she was thinking too much and depressed. When she saw her parents, she was as happy as a child, but when they were not around, she lost her affection for the world. She felt that she was an outsider outside the world, out of place.
Maybe I need to have my brain checked, or see a psychiatrist. I don¡¯t know how much it will cost. She has no money. Just don¡¯t bother her parents. She doesn¡¯t want to borrow money from them.
I don't know how many days have passed, Li Jinnian woke up in the morning, looked in the mirror, and couldn't remember the things in her mind, just like people always forget them quickly after having a dream, and she couldn't remember Woke up to what was that long dream.
She went out, went to the mall, bought a cup of pearl milk tea, and walked aimlessly, thinking that she had to find a job. If she couldn't paint, she had to find another job, maybe go to As a clerk or something, you can't just sit and eat
Thinking of this, there was a sudden shaking under her feet, the ground seemed to be tilted, and she fell to the ground all of a sudden, she heard a scream, people were screaming, she wanted to scream too, but her eyes went dark, and she lost consciousness.
She opened her eyes again, and found herself lying in a dark, narrow place. She struggled to find her phone. The moment the light came on, she saw a female corpse hanging upside down in front of her eyes. She thought she should scream, But she was surprisingly calm, she didn't scream, which surprised even herself.
She should have been buried in the ground due to the earthquake, but fortunately she was not crushed to death, and she may be able to save herself successfully. She thought calmly, and began to look for a point where she could break through, and then she found a magical passage, round, inconceivable, and unknown.
But for some reason, when she saw it, a flame suddenly ignited in her peaceful heart, and she became a little excited. Without thinking too much, she got into the passage and began to climb up.
Li Jinnian kept crawling forward, crawling forward, short of breath, looking ahead, as if something was waiting for her there, I don't know how long she crawled, her knees hurt like they were about to rot, she heard someone in the passage Digging outside, making noises, maybe they can be rescued, she thought, maybe it was the search and rescue personnel, but she didn't stop, she still crawled forward.
&And when you may have the ability to make your life without regrets, if you still have any regrets in your life, then it is a stupid thing. Yeah? "
"yes."
"At the end of that dream, I crawled desperately through the tunnel and came to you"
Lou Ying's heartbeat started to speed up.
"Kissed you. It's like a lost and found treasure."
Lou Ying's brilliant and genius brain is like a computer running too fast, and it's a bit burnt.
"So I thought, I should love you." Li Jinnian turned his head and looked at him with black and white eyes, "Do you want to propose to me?"
When Lou Ying started to wake up the memory of Doctor Smiling Face, he rationally thought about why the memory would be brought back. Logically speaking, it is the brain, not the soul, that stores the memory, so he was replaced with so many bodies. It's like a new life, nothing but a tired soul.
However, the memories of the smiling doctor period were brought back, and not all of them were brought back. Every frame of the picture was related to Li Jinnian. He exhausted his wisdom to try to find a scientific explanation. He must know that everything in this world can be explained by science, such as time travel caused by time-space overlap, transformation power brought by gene fusion
But when the memory was completely awakened, the hot emotion also revived in his chest. He once thought that he and the smiling doctor were two separate individuals, but the human body can be changed, and the memory can disappear, only the soul is not. changing.
His soul loves Li Jinnian, no matter which body he is in. And the body is just a container for the soul, he has no ability to resist this kind of emotion at all.
He heard himself say hoarsely and tremblingly: "Please marry me."