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When his mother called Li Jinnian to get up for breakfast for the third time, Li Jinnian finally couldn't help but get angry, "Mom, I already said I won't eat, and I didn't go to bed until after three o'clock yesterday. Calling me, is there a mistake? Can you let me sleep a little longer?"
"Eat breakfast before you go to bed. If you don't eat breakfast, your health will be bad"
"You won't die or get sick if you don't eat a meal! Don't bother me!"
The volume and tone of the last sentence were a bit hurtful. After all, her mother didn't wake her up again, but Li Jinnian couldn't fall asleep anymore.
She lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, hammered the mattress twice, and her heart was filled with regret, guilt and self-loathing. She has been under a lot of pressure recently, not because she is too busy at work, but because she has nothing to do and can't find a sense of social honor. Simply put, she just can't make money.
Li Jinnian is a fashion designer, very ambitious and confident. She feels that she is very talented in design, and the things she draws are always different from others, with her own personality. Appreciation from some customers, but that's all.
The pictures she produced with full confidence and high expectations have never reaped the rewards she imagined. Time and time again, her hopes have failed, her confidence has been hit again and again, and those things that she despises in her heart seem ordinary to her. There are other people's designs all over the street, but they explode again and again. She has no personality and no soul, but with money in hand, buying a car and a house, her mentality is gradually out of balance. Recently, she can't draw anymore.
"Your design is excellent, full of aura and personality, but it is not suitable for the group targeted by our company. Take a look, delete and modify this part, there is no need"
"Just copy those brands of goods, just copy them according to the drawings, and change them casually. The whole market is like this. Why do you have such high demands on yourself? You can't sell a few pieces in the end if you work so hard to draw them." , we have to rely on how many pieces of clothes we sell to get a commission"
"Your type, you should go to some high-end design schools for advanced studies, and then go to those high-end clothing brand companies to apply for development. If you are in Chanel, your design must be sought after by many people. In our Such a small company, tsk"
Some people are born with nothing, and some people are born with some talents, but not everyone's talents can be well cultivated and put to good use.
When Li Jinnian was young, his family was poor. As a child in the countryside, his parents worked outside to earn money. She lived with her grandparents. For a child with such conditions, even if she showed some talent when she was young, her parents would either turn a blind eye to it or have no money to cultivate it. Li Jinnian has both.
Li Jinnian has been very good at drawing since he was a child. He likes to draw beautiful girls and draw beautiful clothes for them to wear. When he was in junior high school, he could draw comic characters without looking at posters. His parents praised him and then they disappeared. She herself didn't feel anything when she was young.
I finished junior high school and high school step by step, but my grades were not good, and I was admitted to a third-rate university. I was confused until I was about to graduate, and I worked for two months, only to find out what job I wanted to do, and to apply for a job. Annual fashion design training course.
She studied very well and wanted to further her studies, but she had no money. I want to make some money first, but I already have my academic qualifications, so I can't apply for high-end clothing brand companies, so I can only apply for some small companies. The company I applied for is not high in wages and heavy in workload. She really wakes up earlier than chickens and goes to bed later than dogs. The boss is so stingy with her colleagues and squeezes out all her energy. It is very difficult to find time for self-study. . She looked at the cost of the school she wanted to go to and felt hopeless.
Not long ago, the Indian movie "Let's Wrestle, Dad" was released. She went to see it with her colleagues, and she cried a lot. She was very envious of the protagonist having such a father. She saw her talent when she was a child, and tried her best to cultivate it so that they Working in the right direction didn't waste an iota of time. Just think about it, if Gita and Barbita didn't have such a father, their future situation would probably be similar to hers, or it might be even worse.
She is at least belatedly aware of what kind of talent she has, and some people's natural talents may have been completely wiped out without knowing it.
Li Jinnian never brought up this topic with her parents. She knew that her parents couldn't be blamed for such things. At that time, their lives were difficult, so how could they take care of so much? Bring it up as if you're blaming them, and they'll feel bad.
The work could no longer continue, so she could only pack her bags and go home. She did not give up and was preparing to participate in a national fashion design competition. She had tried to participate in this kind of competition before, but her results failed every time.It came from the depths, and her brain was instantly occupied by panic, and panic screams sounded in her ears one after another. She hurriedly twisted the door bolt of the compartment, eager to escape from here, but the next second, a rapid weightlessness that seemed to fall from the top of the jumping machine suddenly appeared, and she fell to the ground, feeling like she was falling, and then Something fell down, her eyes went dark, and she lost consciousness
I don't know how much time passed, Li Jinnian gradually regained consciousness.
She opened her eyes, but what she saw was darkness where she could not see her fingers. She was pressed by something cold and hard, her body was uneven, and there was a sharp pain in her left ankle. Li Jinnian was at a loss at first, then her breathing became short of breath, and fear swept over her.
It's an earthquake. She recalled the loud noise and fall she felt before she fainted, and confirmed with great horror that it must have been an earthquake. Moreover, the shopping mall she was in might not only have collapsed, but also sank into the ground.
Sinking into the ground What are the chances of getting out alive when the whole house sinks into the ground in an earthquake? Will someone come to her rescue? How long will it be? While weeping in horror, Li Jinnian moved his hands that still had room to move, and took out the phone from his trouser pocket. As soon as the light on the phone turned on, Li Jinnian screamed because it was right above her, hanging upside down. with a long-haired woman.
Li Jinnian screamed for a while, and then he calmed down a little while crying, and realized that it was just a poor woman who died in the earthquake. But even so, her heart was still full of fear. For so many years, she has been just a very ordinary person. The first time she saw a corpse was in this kind of scene.
While crying, she reached out to touch the mobile phone that had just been out of her hand because of panic. The screen of the mobile phone had automatically turned off, and she couldn't touch it for a long time.
"My GodMomDadWoo"
Li Jinnian tried to push the cement slab on her body, but it couldn't be pushed. But she found that she was not completely crushed to death, she still had a little room to move. So she gritted her teeth and endured the pain, trying to move herself out of the cement slab.
Finally, panting, she dragged her upper body out of the concrete slab, and leaned against a wall behind her. She was panting, but when she thought of a female corpse hanging upside down right in front of her eyes, she felt a little breathless. She reached into her coat pocket and found her cell phone.
This time she didn't dare to look up again, she just stared at the phone screen, of course there was no signal or network. At 7:24am on March 9th, it was the afternoon of the 8th when she went out. It has been one night, and the search and rescue operation must have started. I just don't know when she will be found, and whether she can survive until the day she is rescued.
Li Jinnian cried for a while, and finally she was able to think. When she thought of the Wenchuan Earthquake, she vaguely remembered a survivor who had been buried for 7 days but was finally found. Seven days, that is already the limit. Under the premise water!
By the way, she needs water!
Li Jinian turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, gritted his teeth and tried his best to ignore the bleeding corpse in front of him, and looked around.
The surrounding areas have basically collapsed, and they are all squeezed together. Luckily for her, the entire toilet cubicle was occupied by this cement board at once. The front of the cement board is heavy and the rear is light. The heavy part pressed on the door of the compartment and smashed the door instantly, but the door still buffered part of its force, and finally supported it, so when it hit Li Jinnian, it only crushed her ankle, and did not break her body. The whole of his foot was smashed into a pulp, and because of the protrusion on the left side, not only did Li Jinnian have room to breathe, but it also blocked some relatively broken stones and sundries.
She is probably in a narrow trapezoidal space now, and there is still a corpse in front of her.
Li Jinnian felt that the crowded and cramped small space she was in now was a miracle that fate gave her, an ordinary person.
Whether this is a test question given to her by fate, the title is: alive. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com