"Shen Qing, I beg you not to leave me, I have nothing left, only you are left"
He has no relatives, no friends, no grandfather, his surname is not Lu, and he only has one Shen Qing.
"Shen Qing, I was wrong, don't die, please don't die"
He didn't dare to touch Shen Qing, fearing that moving her body would cause her to bleed more, Lu Tingchuan went to look in his trouser pocket with trembling hands, the phone slipped out and fell to the ground, he picked it up and pressed the emergency number, he wanted to I calmed down, but no matter how I calmed down, my voice was trembling, and my mind was in chaos.
"Hurry up, hurry up Shen Qing is dying, please hurry up and save her" This was the first time Lu Tingchuan begged for help in so many years.
His voice was crying, and tears fell down tremblingly, blurring his vision.
Under the dim light of the street lamp, Shen Qing had a pale face, no injuries could be seen, and it seemed that there were injuries all over his body, blood was continuously flowing out from this fragmented body, and the surroundings were full of a strong smell of blood .
Suddenly, Lu Tingchuan seemed to have returned to that night more than 20 years ago. In the four-square-meter bathroom, his mother was lying in the bathtub. It will fall down.
"Shen Qing, what do you want me to do? You will survive."
Shen Qing opened her mouth to spit out a mouthful of blood. She had already experienced hallucinations. She could hear Lu Tingchuan's voice but couldn't see where he was. At this moment, she was already at the end of her strength. With her last breath, she said intermittently: "Lu Tingchuan let you Killing me is my revenge on youI punish you to live a long life"
She wanted Lu Tingchuan to live well, longer than anyone else.
At this time, she no longer hates Lu Tingchuan. When a person is about to die, everything will disappear, whether it is hatred or unwillingness.
Shen Qing really has nothing to miss in this world. She has no parents, no brother. Her father is an indifferent bystander. and her child is gone.
Lu Tingchuan, it's not that she doesn't hate him anymore, it's just that her hatred is too small in front of death.
Compared with hating him, she blames this unfair world more, why does God want her to appear in this world, and she is worthless and useless when she is wanted to exist.
Tears of blood rolled down from the corners of my eyes and fell to the ground: If time could be turned back, I wish there would be no more me in the world, I hope there would be no such person as Shen Qing, and I hope someone can live on instead of a person named Shen Qing.
And in this life, her life is too short, so short that it can be summed up by one person, and that person is - Lu Tingchuan.
It starts with him and ends with him
When Shen Qing was sent to the ICU emergency room, Lu Tingchuan leaned against the wall outside the operating room door, and as the red light "in operation" on the opposite side came on, he slid down uncontrollably.
That tall Lu Tingchuan knelt on the ground at this moment, his body was covered in blood, both Shen Qing's and his own.
There was a deep tooth mark on the back of his hand, bitten by himself, and a piece of flesh was bitten off abruptly, and the wound is still bleeding.
He knelt on the ground, exuding a cold chill all over his body. Lu Tingchuan looked down at the ground, his body motionless as if frozen. The black shirt he was wearing turned into a dark red piece after being stained with blood. It was air-dried over time, and it was firmly placed on the chest.
Until now, Lu Tingchuan feels that he is in an unreal hallucination, and every picture in his mind is the last sentence that Shen Qing said to him while pouring into a pool of blood.
¡ª¡ª"Lu Tingchuan Letting you kill me is my revenge on you I will punish you to live to a hundred years old"
Lu Tingchuan suddenly tugged at his hair, trying to dispel this nightmare-like hallucination with sharp pain.
He knelt down on the ground, clenched his hands into fists, and punched the ground, using this self-mutilation method to punish himself, and finally the security guards rushed over to stop him.
"Sir, don't be like this. This is a hospital I know you are worried about the situation inside, but it's useless to worry like you. It will only hurt your body. Calm down."
"I can't calm down" He couldn't forget the figure of Shen Qing rushing towards the car, couldn't forget the moment when Shen Qing was hit, and couldn't forget Shen Qing's smile of relief and despair at the end.
Why did it become like this?
How did it become like this?
Why not give him a chance to reform himself? Why use such a cruel way to punishPunish him?
When the operating door was pushed open, Lu Tingchuan raised his head suddenly, his pupils constricted, and he watched a male doctor come out from inside. He ran to Lu Tingchuan quickly with a list and a pen in his hand.
"Mr. Lu, the injured person is in a dangerous situation, and the chance of surgery is very small. Please be mentally prepared. This is a critical illness notice, please sign it."
At this moment, my heart, which was already anxious, sank suddenly, as if the floating board floating in the waves was smashed to pieces instantly when it encountered a huge wave.
Lu Tingchuan looked at the critical illness notice handed in front of him. He stared at the big characters on it, his brain dizzy for a while. He took it with trembling hands, put the list on the ground, took the pen with his right hand, and clenched it again and again. Still trembling disobediently.
He looked at the name "Shen Qing" on the list, why did it appear here?
The heart was pressed into the ice, it was very cold, it was bitingly cold, and the blood flowed all over his body, his whole body was filled with sharp pain, his scalp was numb, and tears were hanging on his eyelashes, following his trembling breath , Tears fell down on the list, dizzy and wet.
He breathed heavily, lying on the ground with his whole body, holding a pen tremblingly wrote the three words "Lu Tingchuan".
He writes his name every day, on all kinds of documents, the list to be signed, and the billions of projects he signs directly without blinking his eyes.
Never never like today, signing these three words is like throwing half your life.
"Save herpleaseyousave her."
After the doctor saw that he had signed, he knelt down and took it away.
Lu Tingchuan was still kneeling on the ground, but instead of hitting the ground with his fists to self-mutilate like before, he was as quiet as an ice sculpture, his pupils were bloodshot.
Everything seemed so insignificant in the face of death, Lu Tingchuan looked up at the window at the end of the corridor, if Shen Qing couldn't survive, then he would jump from here.
The operation lasted eight hours, and Lu Tingchuan knelt on the ground for eight hours, crippling his knees. The operation door was opened twenty times that night, and he went in and out back and forth. Every time, it was like a heavy hammer It landed on Lu Tingchuan's heart.
No one has ever seen such a cowardly Lu Tingchuan before. Everyone's impression of him is that he is cruel, insidious and cunning, and arrogant. They have never seen Lu Tingchuan kneeling on the ground like this, and he knelt for a whole night. It's useless to persuade anyone.
No one knew how scared Lu Tingchuan was at the moment. He was afraid that what was pushed out of the operating room was a corpse.
Thinking of this, Lu Tingchuan's dark brown eyes are like those of an old man, full of desolation, unable to find life. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com