Shen Qing didn't want to make it through, but she saw Jiang Yiming, the Jiang Yiming who died on the night of his twenty-fourth birthday, and he appeared in front of her intact.
He hugged him gently: "Ah Qing, the iron tree is blooming, the crows can talk about love, let's be ordinary people in the next life, and live an ordinary and peaceful life."
"Ah Qing, I still want to be a kind person."
"Ah Qing, I didn't leave you, I just went to the next life ahead of time, and grew up early to protect you."
"Ah Qing, I hope my death won't make you sad. I haven't disappeared. When you miss me, you can look up at the stars in the sky. Don't worry about not finding me, because I have turned into a sky full of stars. "
Shen Qing wanted to hug Jiang Yiming with all his strength, but how could a dead person hug him? He was like a ray of wind, so gentle, passing by her hand.
"Jiang Yiming, don't goJiang Yiming, please don't goWhat should I do if you are gone? I'm sorryI'm sorry" Shen Qing choked up and cried.
Jiang Yiming entered her dream just to say goodbye, he turned into a ray of wind, and did one last thing for her, gently wiped away the tears on her face, telling her not to be sad.
He slowly disappeared in front of her eyes, Shen Qing couldn't help crying.
When he was drowsy, he unconsciously yelled the name "Jiang Yiming".
She wanted to tell him to wait for her and take her with him, but he wanted her to stay where she was and live well.
Sometimes the living are more painful than the dead. There is no way to go to heaven, there is no way to hell, and the world is disgusting.
It's a huge world, but there is no place for her to stay.
"Jiang Yimingdon't go"
Seeing that Shen Qing seemed to be waking up, Lu Tingchuan heard Shen Qing calling out as soon as he approached.
He clenched his fists uncontrollably, and didn't let go until his fingers hurt from being clenched.
He remembered that in the past, Shen Qing would call out his name in his sleep.
In front of him, she would call him "Mr. Lu" timidly, but softly called him "Tingchuan" in her dream
How long has he not heard these two words now.
It was already the second day after Shen woke up, she saw Lu Tingchuan as soon as she opened her eyes, and hurriedly rang the bell to call the doctor to come over and examine her.
Lu Tingchuan thought that when Shen woke up, she would seek life and death for Jiang Yiming's death. Unexpectedly, after waking up, she didn't clamor to find Jiang Yiming, but was very calm.
But the more peaceful it was, the more it made Lu Tingchuan feel like a knife was twisting his heart.
At this moment, she repeatedly followed Jiang Yiming. Shen Qing who was so quiet was even more frightening than when she was crying and shouting. Lu Tingchuan didn't dare to touch her, so he could only stand in front of the bed, He called out to her in a soft and low voice.
"Ah Ching"
Shen Qing lowered his eyes, his slender eyelashes trembling like feathered butterflies.
The doctor rushed over quickly, checked Shen Qing, and made sure that he was fine.
Shen Qing tried to open his mouth to say a few words, but his throat was extremely hoarse, as if it was blocked by dried up blood, and he couldn't make any sound.
"Give me some water." The doctor said to the nurse behind him.
Before the nurse had time to act, Lu Tingchuan had already brought a water glass over. Shen Qing didn't refuse, she opened her mouth to drink a mouthful of water and then choked it out. Her tongue hurt like hell, and tears came out because of the excessive stimulation.
? His throat, which was already hot and sore, now seemed to be on fire, and his tongue was so painful and numb, as if it had been cut off.
Shen Qing opened his mouth and let out a hoarse "ah¡ª"
The doctor was close, and quickly wiped the water off her face, explaining while wiping: "Miss Shen, your tongue is injured, it may hurt when you drink water and eat, bear with it."
Shen Qing closed his eyes and nodded.
There is a straw inserted into the water glass, no matter how painful his tongue is, he still has to eat and drink. Shen Qing drank slowly, every sip was painful, wishing to pull out that piece of tongue completely, so it wouldn't hurt.
Shen Qing cried quietly while drinking, tears trickled down the corners of his eyes and disappeared into his temples.
The sun outside was very good, the doctor said that he could take Shen Qing out for a walk to relax.
Shen Qing's illness was not an external injury, but an injury in his heart. There is a disease in this world called "heart death" and he died in depression.
Shen Qing's health has always been poor, and it is a miracle that he is not crazy now.
Lu Tingchuan wanted to take Shen Qing out of bed, but Shen Qing's legs couldn't lift up, so he asked the nurse to bring the wheelchair, and he gentlyHe picked up Shen Qing, who was like a puppet, and put her on the wheelchair, pushed her down the elevator, and walked around in the garden downstairs of the hospital.
It was only when I went outside that I really felt the good weather. The sun was shining brightly. After two days of rain, a rainbow appeared and surrounded the sun with a beautiful halo.
The sun is dazzling, but facing such a beautiful rainbow, I can't help but look up.
With such a good weather, Shen Qing couldn't help but think of Jiang Yiming, whose smile was full of sunshine. He likes this kind of good weather the most. I don't know if he on the other side will be cold?
Jiang Yiming, such a good Jiang Yiming, why did he suddenly disappear?
She is really incompetent, she can't even protect the person she loves the most, May 30th is his birthday, and she didn't even have time to say happy birthday to him.
Jiang Yiming said that there is nothing wrong with being a "little grass", with tenacious vitality, and you can see a wider sky when you look up, but the grass is cheap, it grows in the mud on the side of the road, and it is born to be trampled.
Jiang Yiming completely disappeared from her world, and she couldn't keep anything he gave her.
"Lu Tingchuan, if only we hadn't met" If she hadn't met Lu Tingchuan, she would still be working in a restaurant right now, saving money for the rent of a few hundred yuan, working hard, living a hard life, but also comfortable .
In the past, she always lamented the ill-fated fate, why didn't the mother who gave birth to her love her? Why does the elder brother who is originally from the same root always bully her?
She lived too hard, but as time went by, there was more suffering waiting for her, and all the suffering in this world was spread on her alone.
Not only did she experience the violence of her relatives, but also the indifference of bystanders, and moreover, the experience of life, old age, sickness and death, resentment and hatred, separation of love and desperation. There are seven hardships in life, and I will not let her go.
"If I had never loved you, I might still be that innocent Shen Qing." The innocent Shen Qing might have met the blockbuster Jiang Yiming earlier.
Having two kind and gentle people together is an ideal in this world.
It's a pity Shen Qing, who used "innocence" as his self-introduction at the beginning, is dead, died very early, and now he is also scattered with Jiang Yiming.
Shen Qing's tongue hadn't recovered yet, her voice was intermittent, and she couldn't utter a few words, but Lu Tingchuan, who was pushing her, could hear her clearly.
It wasn't the first time Shen Qing said such words, but this time she was more desperate than any time before.
In the past, Shen Qing still had a glimmer of hope. Although she lived through hardships, she wanted to live well for the one she loved, even if it was painful, but now
"Shen Qing, you have to know, I never thought of ending like this. Although I hate Jiang Yiming, I don't want him to die more than anyone else"
Because he knows better than anyone else how much Shen Qing cares about Jiang Yiming.
Lu Tingchuan has only been afraid of "Shen Qing" in his life, afraid that she will grow old, sick and die, afraid that she will not want him, afraid that she will not give him a chance. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com