Who hasn't seen Lu Tingchuan in this life? People, devils and gods, come in all shapes and forms, people like Shen Qing don't care what they want, they are the last person who should not appear in his life.
Once people who shouldn't appear appear, they are the most inescapable existence in life.
Just such an ordinary person turned his life upside down, made him make one wrong step, and made him full of unwillingness, pain, and regret.
Shen Qing had unconsciously occupied a very important position in his heart, as if nine tenths of his heart was occupied by this woman.
If you want him to give up on her, it is to dig out his heart.
Lu Tingchuan never said that he is a good person. He admits that he is hypocritical, vicious, selfish, and has a strong sense of jealousy. He likes to possess and destroy at the same time.
He couldn't imagine that if he suddenly lost "Shen Qing" in his life, would his future still be meaningful? He could never find another person like Shen Qing, let alone love others like Shen Qing.
Just like the one hundred and fifty days when Shen Qing escaped, everyone said he was crazy, and five months was already the limit.
Shen Qing hated the smell of smoke, Lu Tingchuan stayed in the stairwell for a long time, smelled the smell on his body, and returned to the ward after making sure that there was no smell of smoke.
Seeing Shen Qing sleeping quietly, Lu Tingchuan was very dry and wanted to smoke again.
The scene of Shen Qing disfiguring his face with glass has been lingering in his mind.
Shen Qing yearns for a life where ordinary people respect each other, but Lu Tingchuan sees too many intrigues. In his world, there are only superiors and inferiors, and there will never be equality.
Two people are extremely high and low, logically speaking, there should be no intersection, but God made them meet, and it became a thread that intersected into a dead knot.
Lu Tingchuan put those documents on the bedside table, and said to Shen Qing: "Shen Qing, I have found out all of them. I am indeed not a human being, but the biggest idiot in the world. I can even kill my own flesh and blood to make specimens. I clearly know that." What kind of guts and character do you have, and you have been wronged"
"Shen Qing, you have been asleep for 19 days, don't you want to see me in pain? I really regret it."
"I'm sorry, Shen Qing." The last five words were choked out.
Time passed by every minute and every second, and the quiet ward was only the sound of medical equipment and Lu Tingchuan's painful breathing.
Shen Qing, who was lying on the hospital bed, made a small sound, which could not be heard unless he listened carefully, but Lu Tingchuan noticed it.
"Shen Qing"
After a long while, Shen Qing opened his dry lips, and said with difficulty, "I didn't expect Mr. Lu, there will be a day to say sorry, is it useful?"
"Mr. Lu It doesn't feel good to kill your own flesh and blood But, I don't think you won't feel much, after all, that child didn't come from you. It was dug out of the stomachyou can't feel the pain, let alone the despair of being pressed on the neck and watching the child being soaked in the specimen instrumentyou will never will never be able to empathize" Trembling at the end, Shen Qing had already started to choke up.
The gauze on her eyes hadn't been taken off yet, and when she thought of that child, she couldn't help but burst into tears and soaked the gauze wrapped around her eyes.
Lu Tingchuan wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a single word. It was like a fishbone stuck in his throat, blocking what he had been thinking all night.
Seeing that the gauze on Shen Qing's eyes was a little wet, he said: "Your eyes have not fully recovered, so you can't cry. The doctor said that if you shed too many tears, your eyes will be completely blind."
Shen Qing bit his lower lip involuntarily, and asked sarcastically, "You don't want me to go blind either, do you?"
Lu Tingchuan let out a "hmm".
"That's right. After all, I was a stand-in from the beginning. My face resembles hers, and my eyes resemble hers"
The "she" in Shen Qing's mouth refers to Shen Zhichu.
What Shen Qing didn't know was that Lu Tingchuan hadn't regarded her as Shen Zhichu's substitute for a long time. Since when, Shen Qing had completely replaced Shen Zhichu. Looking at her face, he never thought of Shen Zhichu again.
Moreover, the part of Shen Qing's face that least resembles Shen Zhichu's is the eyes.
Shen Qing knew that she couldn't die, and for the sake of the person she loved, she had to live in this endless hell, but she clearly felt that the real purgatory on earth had just begun, and Lu Tingchuan was her torturer.
Lu Tingchuan called a doctor to examine Shen Qing, while he himself temporarily left this oppressive place.
The doctor removed the gauze from Shen Qing's eyes, broke off the?Her eyelids carefully examine the eyeballs, "Does it hurt?"
Shen Qing could already see with her eyes, she looked at the doctor in front of her, the doctor who operated on her that day.
On the operating table, she begged him to save the child in her stomach, but in the end, he raised the scalpel and cut open her stomach. She didn't even have time to see the child, and died beside her. . (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com