The windows of the psychiatric hospital are sealed and cannot be opened, probably because the patients here are afraid of committing suicide by jumping off the building.
Shen Qing lived here for so many days, and often heard screams, it seems that suicide has become the norm here.
Shen Qing looked at the familiar figure downstairs, as if he had noticed his gaze, that person raised his head and looked in her direction.
Shen Qing did not hide, the windows in the hospital cannot be seen from the outside.
Until the figure was no longer visible, Shen Qing turned and sat on the bed.
"Boss Lu." The assistant looked at Lu Tingchuan who had stopped suddenly, and called him suspiciously.
Lu Tingchuan turned his head and looked at the glass window behind him. For some reason, he always felt that Shen Qing was watching him from inside.
After thinking for a while and shaking his head, Shen Qing is probably still sleeping at this time, how could she secretly look at him.
"Let's go." He came back to see Shen Qing after finishing his engagement.
He hid Shen Qing here, although he would not be discovered, and he was not afraid that she would run away and be found, but he spent most of his time in the country, and if he wanted to meet her, he could only spare as much time as possible, and the number of times he would meet in the future would be more and more. come less and less.
Thinking of not being able to be like this in the future, accompanying Shen Qing every day, sleeping with her in his arms, and eating the meals she cooked, it felt like a thorn in his heart, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to pull it out.
He wanted to look at Shen Qing all the time, even if it was good to accompany her to see a doctor in the hospital.
Rationality tells Lu Tingchuan that this is not a good phenomenon, he will get deeper and deeper, and once a person is bound by emotion, he will be in danger, but emotion is something that people cannot control
"Miss Shen, why did you wake up so early today?" The nurse was a 40-year-old aunt. Lu Tingchuan hired Chinese people, and the charges were higher. What he was afraid of was that no one would talk to Shen Qing after he left.
"Well, I can't sleep."
The nurse was surprised, because this was the first time she heard Shen Qing speak in such a long time, her voice was very nice, but she hadn't spoken for a long time, and her voice was a bit hoarse when she just woke up in the morning.
"Hungry, I'll get you breakfast."
"good."
The breakfast is simple, that is, simple millet porridge with vegetarian dishes and fried eggs.
At eight o'clock in the morning, Shen Qing received the examination on time, and when the doctor was instructing the patient, there would be no outsiders in the room.
On weekdays, Lu Tingchuan followed, and occasionally Lu Tingchuan would wait outside.
Now that Lu Tingchuan was gone, it was the nurse's turn to accompany her every step of the way. When she entered the room for inspection, she sat on the chair in the corridor.
Shen Qing opened the door and went in alone, a little surprised, there was another person besides Dr. Song today.
That person was Dr. Su who she met Su Miao in the bathroom yesterday.
Su Miao knew the person "Shen Zhichu". It can be said that Shen Qing's current life started because of "Shen Zhichu". The people around him seemed to be related to her.
After getting sick, Shen Qing couldn't help thinking dejectedly, it would be great if Shen Zhichu could live instead of her, and if she could be remembered and loved by so many people, then she would definitely be able to live a better life than herself.
If Shen Zhichu were her, would everything be different now?
If she dies, she is willing to donate the organs that her body can use, and donate the money she saved during her lifetime. It will be the last good thing she does before she dies.
If there is a next life, she wants to live a good life, at least, be happy.
It's a pity that there are all kinds of fruits in this world, but there are no ifs.
"Doctor Song, can I have a few words with Shen Qing alone?"
Su Miao had already begged when she came, and Dr. Song had already agreed to her.
"Not too long."
After finishing speaking, Dr. Song turned around and opened the door to go out.
Su Miao looked at Shen Qing: "We met again. Let me introduce myself first. I am Su Miao, the doctor here." She doesn't like to talk around in circles, and she is an adult. If you have something to say, get straight to the point and avoid detours, so that you can get the job done. Get things done.
"Without your permission, I checked your affairs privately. Lu Tingchuan returned to China this time to get engaged. Do you want to escape while he is away? If you want to leave, I will help you. If you don't want to , voluntarily stay by his side, just pretend I didn¡¯t say anything.¡±
Shen Qing was startled, and after a short period of blankness, he slowly realized, "You why are you helping me?"
Su Miao bent slightly in front of her eyes, and gently wiped the corner of her eyes with a tissue in her hand: "Because you are asking for help."
There is no reason to help others, but she is asking for help,Hoping someone could save her, she heard it, so she held out her hand.
Shen Qing cried out without warning, her eyes were red, she stretched out her hand and hugged Su Miao suddenly, buried her head in her arms, this was the first time she cried without any scruples, her whole body trembling, like grass in a storm, His voice was hoarse, and his crying made people feel pain in his heart.
After Su Miao was at a loss for a short time, she gently reached out and stroked her hair. Even though there are all kinds of suffering in the world, there are still people who hope you can live.
"Live well, live happily, you are only twenty years old, and there is still a long way to go in the future, this pit is just something you accidentally step into and pull out, life always has to go through something, after today You still have tomorrow, even though the night is tough, but the air in the morning is very good, and the rising sun is also very beautiful, there are many, many joys you haven¡¯t experienced, don¡¯t give up on yourself.¡±
"Don't give up on yourself" This is the first time someone has said so many comforting words to her, and the other party has only met her twice without even saying a word.
She told her that she still has a life and a future.
Shen Qing would not cry hoarsely, she would only grit her teeth, like a turtle retracted into its shell, her throat made a muffled choked sound, tears fell down, as if she was crying out all the pain she had suffered for so long.
Su Miao's hands holding her were trembling, looking at Shen Qing who was out of breath from crying, her heart was full of pain.
Shen Qing should have a good cry. Crying doesn't mean it's useless, tears don't drop in price, it's just a simple way to vent, and after crying, it will be fine.
The doctor is not afraid that the depressed patient will cry, on the contrary, he is afraid that she will stop crying and be quiet, as if she is dead.
Will cry, at least it means that this person is still alive.
Su Miao wiped away the tears on Shen Qing's face, Shen Qing raised her head, her eyes were very red, she tightly grasped the white coat on Su Miao's body with both hands, as if grabbing the last straw.
"Doctor Su, help me."
"Okay, I'll help you, but you have to tell me everything about you, so that I can help you better."
From Shen Qing's place to Shen Qing's life experience, Su Miao knew how she knew Lu Tingchuan and how she came to him.
It turned out that Lu Tingchuan used Shen Qing as a substitute for "Shen Zhichu" at the beginning, and even wanted to give her to Li Jingshen, but then he went crazy for some reason, snatched back Shen Qing who had been kicked out, and locked her in the house.
In order not to let her escape, he even forced her to take an insulting video.
Shen Qing did not dare to escape, more than half of the reason was because of that video.
She didn't dare to call the police, she knew how much she weighed better than anyone else, and she couldn't afford to offend someone like Lu Tingchuan.
If the video is really exposed as Lu Tingchuan threatened her, will there be a future for her life?
Shen Qing was timid, and couldn't imagine how to bear such consequences.
"You have to know that it's not your fault that such a video was recorded."
?For people like Lu Tingchuan and Li Jingshen, it is useless to head-to-head. They can only hide and escape, and change their appearance to have a new life. It sounds very powerless, but the reality is like this.
How can a person with no background and no money beat these powerful people?
Take Shen Zhichu as an example back then. She held evidence of Li Jingshen's domestic violence, but Li Jingshen bribed the judge to fabricate that Shen Zhichu was mentally ill, and easily let her lose the lawsuit.
If she had secretly helped Shen Zhichu leave back then, fled abroad, and kept her name anonymous, maybe she would not have died, and her stomach cancer would have been cured.
"What's wrong is that Lu Tingchuan is not you. There used to be someone like you. She wanted to live but died at the age of 27. I don't want you to be like her."
Su Miao gently stroked her long hair, and told her not to think about it, she would help her leave the hospital, and she had to rely on herself as to how to live in the future.
Shen Qing nodded and agreed.
She no longer thought about that video, as Su Miao said, it was not her fault, but the person who forced her to take the video.
Even if those videos and photos are released, it's better than being an inflatable doll beside Lu Tingchuan.
? Being forced to be a mistress, is this kind of humiliation better than releasing those videos?
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