However, before he could react, a figure came downstairs slowly, with a soft voice: "Xiuli, quickly bring your friend in and sit down, don't stand outside."
Li Jingshen raised his head, the through hole shrunk slightly, and the hand hanging on the side of the thigh was tightly clenched into a fist. This was Shen Zhichu's mother.
He has seen her before, and has seen her picture on the tombstone in his previous life. Shen Zhichu looks a lot like her mother. The biggest difference is that Shen Zhichu's eyes are more stubborn and strong, while her mother has a strong personality in her bones. The clothes are soft and the eyes are moist.
When Li Jingshen saw her, he had the illusion of being deeply in a dream, as if his body had been acupunctured, he watched her walk down without moving.
Li Jingshen tried to use pain to numb himself. This may not be real, but his palms were reddened by him, and the picture in front of him did not change.
Shen Xiuli came over and yanked Jingshen: "Let's go"
Li Jingshen shook off his hand subconsciously, and then opened his mouth and uttered with difficulty: "Do you still have a younger sister?"
At this time, Li Jingshen still had a fluke mentality. Perhaps his rebirth brought about the butterfly effect. Like him, Shen Zhichu also had a complete family. Her mother did not die in childbirth. She had a family who loved her. She is just like an ordinary child, just like him, with the company and love of her parents.
He is waiting for a definite answer.
"Why are you so crazy? My parents only have one son, where did my sister come from?"
Li Jingshen staggered back two steps, his eyes suddenly turned red, how could this be Shen Xiuli doesn't have a younger sister? What about Shen Zhichu?
What about Shen Zhichu? Where is Shen Zhichu?
Li Jingshen's mind was full of the words "Shen Zhichu", and he suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself hard.
"Pa¡ª¡ª" He must be dreaming, wake up, wake up quickly
He raised his hand and grabbed him with one hand. Li Jingshen raised his eyes to meet Shen's mother's worried eyes.
Shen Xiuli on the side was startled by Li Jingshen's crazy behavior, and stood there not knowing what to do.
"Doesn't it hurt to beat yourself?"
Li Jingshen held her hand tightly, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, the corner of his mouth twitched twice nervously, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you have a daughter? Don't you!" Answer me, he can't wait to beg the woman in front of him, as long as she tells him that she has a daughter named Shen Zhichu, he will do whatever he wants.
Although Shen Xiuli was afraid, when he saw Li Jingshen attacking his mother, he rushed over to push him away and stood beside his mother: "Don't yell at my mother, you are not welcome here, go away!"
After listening to Li Jingshen's questioning several times, Shen's mother went blank for a moment. She looked down at the child in front of her who seemed to be struggling in the quagmire, and her heart twisted.
She was indeed pregnant. She was supposed to have a daughter. Everyone in the family knew about it, but it never got out. Why did the boy in front of her know this?
Li Jingshen's eyes were blood red, mixed with fear and panic, and he looked directly at her.
"Xiuli, I'm fine." Mother Shen put her hand on her son's head and gently touched it.
Shen Changnan also came down when he heard the commotion, and anxiously walked to his wife's side: "What's the matter, what happened?"
"I'm fine." While comforting her son, Shen's mother also comforted her husband and told them not to be nervous.
Li Jingshen looked at this harmonious family of three and it became more and more dazzling.
Shen's mother said: "I will talk to him upstairs, and you will wait for me downstairs."
Shen Changnan always listened to his wife, asking him to sit and dare not stand, and asking him to go east and dare not go west. After watching his wife bring the child upstairs, he asked Shen Xiuli what happened.
Shen Xiuli told what happened just now.
"How did he know that your mother was pregnant before? Did you tell me?" Shen Changnan asked by his ear
Shen Xiuli couldn't avoid it, and shouted with his head in his arms: "I don't have one"
"Then why did he come here today? You didn't bring it here, brat. In the future, don't bring some messy people back. Next time you dare to expose your mother's wounds to provoke her, I will break your legs." Shen Changnan Let go of his hand, but seeing Shen Xiuli's useless look, he couldn't help raising his hand, scared Shen Xiuli quickly ran away, in his heart he hated so much that Jingshen hated him so much, it was because of him that he was beaten by his father.
On the other side, Mother Shen took Li Jingshen up to the second floor: "What's your name?"
"Li Jingshen." Li Jingshen looked around, both the decoration and the construction of the house here were exactly the same as in the previous life, even Shen Zhichu's previous room.They are all there, but why is Dudu Shen Zhichu gone?
Who can tell him? While Li Jingshen wanted to seek an answer, he was also afraid of getting the answer.
Shen's mother looked down at the child in front of her. He seemed to be holding back something, with his head lowered and his whole body trembling.
Shen's mother took him into a room: "This is the room I prepared for my daughter" She paused, as if thinking of something, her heart felt sore, the soreness filled her nose, and even her eyes were sore redness.
She took a breath, went in and sat on the bedside, looked at Li Jingshen seriously and said: "I was pregnant before, and I went to the hospital for an examination when I was three months pregnant, and the examination result turned out to be a girl. Think it over, Shen Zhichu, Chuchu"
Li Jingshen's ears buzzed, and he listened to his own voice and asked, "Then why isn't she here? You gave up on her?"
Shen's mother shook her head. The decoration here was all designed by herself. After knowing that she had a daughter, she wished to buy all her daughter's needs in one go. She even learned to knit a sweater. The little girl looks so good in red. Unfortunately, before she finished knitting the red sweater, that little life disappeared from her stomach.
Shen's mother said: "I was in poor health when I was pregnant with my second child. At that time, I had an unexpected pregnancy. The doctor and my husband told me to abort the child, but I couldn't bear it. When I saw the little life in the stomach of the B-ultrasound, I couldn't bear it." Give up, I want to give birth to her"
What kind of obsession and stubbornness is this, even if giving birth to this child would cost her own life, maybe she never thought at that time that she would really sacrifice her life for her daughter.
Li Jingshen's eyes were already red: "Then why"
Shen's mother stared into his eyes, her voice was hoarse: "For this child, my husband and I quarreled several times."
When Shen Changnan heard that her pregnancy was in danger, he didn't want her to stay. To him, no one was more important than his wife. His wife was the one he loved for most of his life, and she wanted to accompany him until his old age. It's just a "stranger" who came halfway, who wants to send his lover to death because of a "stranger"?
But Shen's mother didn't think so. The two disagreed because they quarreled because of the child in their stomach.
She seemed to remember a particularly memorable event, and said hoarsely with tears in her eyes: "One night I had a dream, dreaming of my Chuchu, she said she didn't want to see me quarreling with her father, she also said This world is very good, I want me to feel it, let me live well, accompany her father to take good care of her brother, and she will not come to this world"
As soon as the words fell, Shen's mother was already sobbing, she covered her face and cried choked up.
Even in the past four years, she still remembers the little girl in the dream, wearing a red dress, obediently hugging her waist and calling her mother.
It was clearly a dream, but she felt as if it happened for real, so she called her: "Zhichu."
In the dream, the child obediently replied: "Mom, I am Shen Zhichu, your Chuchu, Mom, I love you, I love you very much, I will never be your daughter in this life."
Her early days are so sensible that it makes people feel distressed.
After having that dream, she had a miscarriage the next day. It was very strange. She knew that an accidental miscarriage was painful, but at that time she didn't feel the pain, and her body didn't suffer much. After the child was gone, Shen Changnan went to A ligation was performed, and she has not been able to conceive again since then.
Li Jingshen, who was informed of what had happened, felt as if his entire body had lost consciousness, as if he had been isolated from the world.
Everything in front of him seemed to have nothing to do with him, the window was open, a flock of birds flew by outside, a gust of wind flashed, the curtains were rolled up slightly, a ray of light hit Li Jingshen impartially, his face was covered with crystal tears His face was full, and he couldn't control the tears streaming down his face, and his heart was ashamed. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com