Li Jingshen died, dying in the warm spring breeze of April, he wanted to hear the cicadas singing in summer one more time, but before he could hear it, he died.
Is death painful? It is difficult for Li Jingshen to explain, he has been plagued by illness for four or five years, and death is more like a relief to him.
Sometimes death is better than life, and living with pain is better than death, but I am not reconciled in my heart, unwilling to see the person I have loved for most of my life again.
Shen Zhichu said that the last thing that disappears in death is the sense of hearing, yes or no, the last thing he feels to disappear is the voice in his heart, and that voice does not really exist.
From being unwilling, to finally letting go.
But even if you let go, it is still difficult to explain the feelings in your heart with pain. It is a kind of emotional breakdown, despair, and thousands of swords piercing the heart, which hurts the heart.
?Memories are turning in his mind like a revolving lantern, from blurry to clear, and then gradually from clear to invisible, like a cracked mirror that can no longer piece together the original appearance, and finally his mind is blank and plunged into darkness
"Ah Shen, wake up, we will be there soon, are you hungry?"
Li Jingshen shook his head subconsciously, and then suddenly realized that something was wrong, he opened his eyes, his pupils changed from blurred to clear, he looked around in a daze, his dead parents were sitting beside him at this moment.
Could it be that this is the world after death?
Mother gently put her hand on his forehead to test the temperature, seeing his sluggish appearance, she smiled and said, "I've been sleeping all the way, are you sleepy?"
Li Jingshen grabbed her hand, with such a real touch, he could feel her body temperature, breath, the sound of the car running, human touch, sight, hearing all gradually returned to normal,
Li Jingshen still had an unbelievable look on his face. He touched his hair, which was still not falling out, and pinched his face lightly. It hurt so much, it was definitely not a dream.
Seeing his strange movements, Li's mother couldn't help laughing at him again: "What's wrong with you kid?"
Li Jingshen called out stiffly, "Mom." He had almost forgotten the word, and he looked at the woman in front of him with bright eyes.
Li's mother touched his head: "Huh? What's wrong?"
Li Jingshen shook his head, he hadn't been able to accept the reality of his "rebirth" so quickly, he looked in the rearview mirror, that was him when he was a child, he looked only six or seven years old.
There is a sheep hanging on the car pendant, and the year of the sheep, according to the year calculation, is the year when he was seven years old.
Seven years old, what a wonderful life, except for his young age, he has everything, everything can be redeemed, his parents will not die in an accident in the past, Lu Tingchuan has not been taken back to the Li family, Bai Qiujing is still Li at this time Huaian, and the most important thing is that Bai Qiujing has not met Shen Zhichu at this time, if he met Shen Zhichu in advance and treated her very well, would she fall in love with him?
This is like a bet, the same bet as in the previous life. The difference is that in the previous life he had nothing and lost everything, but in this life he brought a new bet. In his life, he could meet and be with Shen Zhichu in advance. Shen Zhichu, who has been loved, will care about whoever treats her better.
The originally empty heart was instantly filled, and the smile on Li Jingshen's lips couldn't help but rise.
Originally thought that life was going to be like this, but he didn't expect that God would treat him kindly, giving him the opportunity to "work hard" and make up for everything he had left.
"Mom, where are we going?" Li Jingshen didn't have the memory of this age, and the scenery outside the car seemed familiar.
"You child seems to be really sleepy, we are in Rongcheng."
Thirty years ago, Rongcheng was not yet fully developed. Who would have thought that this place would become a first-tier city in the next ten years, a key development city in the country, and entrepreneurs who would affect economic development would frequently appear here in the future, including¡ª ¡ªShen Zhichu.
At this time, Shen Zhichu was still a four-year-old baby, and Li Jingshen couldn't wait to see her.
Rongcheng is a good place, with many scenic spots and delicacies, it is the best choice for traveling. Li Jingshen remembered that his parents often took him to travel in Rongcheng in his previous life, which reminded him of this place, so when he left Li's family and went out of j city, he chose to travel. The first city I entered was Rongcheng.
After driving another section of the road, I saw more and more familiar places, and finally stopped at a hotel.
When they got out of the car, someone came to greet them. Li Jingshen got out of the car and followed behind his mother. The seven-year-old did not reach his father's waist, and he raised his head to meet his father's slightly sharp gaze.
In his impression, his father had always been stern, with a serious face.
His deepest impression on his parents??In that car accident, they used their bodies to protect him with blood on his face. Just thinking about such a scene makes one's heart tremble, and one has nightmares late at night.
Father Li also noticed that something was wrong with his son, but he didn't think too much about it. He reached out and patted his shoulder: "Go in."
Li Jingshen has been to this place in his previous life, not far from Shen's house, it takes half an hour at most by taxi.
Li Jingshen couldn't wait, even if he waited until tomorrow, it would feel like a long time.
But how can he say he wants to go out? Neither his father nor his mother should be worried about a "child" going out alone, but he can only meet Shen Zhichu better if he goes out alone.
Father Li got out of the car and entered the hotel. He was accompanied by two assistants, one with a computer and the other with a briefcase.
Back in the room, Dad Li started to deal with official business without delay.
Li Jingshen followed the past, and saw that the cooperative enterprise on the top page was actually Shen's.
He wanted to take a closer look, but was picked up by his mother and dragged away.
"Hey, don't disturb your father's work."
"If he wants to read it, just wait for him to read it, as long as you don't move around." Li's father doesn't care, Li Jingshen is not like other children who like to mess around, he is smart and quiet, just give him a book and he can read it all day, he doesn't care Worried that his son would disturb him.
Li's mother didn't force her son to leave without even hearing it. Li Jingshen walked to the desk and watched his father process the documents. Seeing that he was almost done, he asked, "Dad, do you want to cooperate with this Shen family?"
"You can take a look to understand."
Li Jingshen didn't know what his father was thinking, but judging by the situation, he would not be able to go to Shen's house for a while, and usually the cooperation was with men talking about things, talking outside, and only when he knew that the other party became friends would it be possible to have a family Up and down.
Seeing that his father was focusing on the documents and his mother was not there, Li Jingshen immediately started to sneak away.
He wears a smart watch on his wrist, and he can answer and make calls, so he doesn¡¯t have to worry about anything. Besides, he is a mature adult, so it¡¯s impossible that such a small matter cannot be solved.
With some change on his body, Li Jingshen went out through the safe passage, and no one stopped him along the way.
He went to the entrance of the hotel to hail a taxi, and many taxis ignored it when they saw it was a child. After standing for a long time, a driver stopped the car.
Open the car window and ask, "Where are your parents?"
"at home."
It was the first time the driver saw such a mature child, and asked jokingly, "Aren't you afraid to take a taxi at such a young age?"
"Don't be afraid." Li Jingshen stared at him with a pair of dark eyes, which did not match the maturity of a young child. His eyes were calm and sharp. It was okay to take a look, but the driver felt creepy after staring for a while. He wanted to drive away, but Li Jingshen had already stepped forward and grabbed the rear door handle.
?The driver had no choice but to take him this way. After Li Jingshen got into the car, the driver asked, "Where are you going?"
Li Jingshen reported the address, the Shen family's old house. At this time, the Shen family has not yet gone bankrupt. The family property and the old house where he has lived for more than half a year are all there. With Mr. Shen here, this family will not be ruined. During the development period of the clan, it will usher in its peak in a few years.
The driver knew from the clothes in front of the child that he was a rich man, but he really didn't expect that he actually lived in that rich area, and such a rich young master had no one to sneak out to take a taxi ? Are you not afraid of being kidnapped for money?
Drivers think so because there have been several kidnapping cases in recent years. Children like this should be careful when going out.
The driver originally wanted to say a few words to Li Jingshen kindly, but seeing his gloomy face, he swallowed the words.
Li Jingshen looked outside and crossed the road in a blink of an eye, making sure that the driver did not drive indiscriminately.
When we arrived at the place, the driver pulled over the car and Li Jingshen took out the change to pay the fare and walked out. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com