Shen Xiuli looked at Shen Zhichu at the end of the light on the red carpet, and unknowingly burst into tears. He didn't realize that he was crying until Qin Mo beside him said coldly, "Why are you crying?"
Shen Xiuli suddenly cried out of breath, gasping for air in his mouth, choked up and said: "I feel like I saw my sister."
Qin Mo's throat choked up, and his eyes were also red. He looked at Shen Zhichu on the stage: "Unfortunately, your sister is already dead."
He also knew that his sister, Shen Zhichu, was dead. This Shen Zhichu only had the same name, and the two had nothing to do with each other, but he didn't know why he felt that they were so similar, no different from the same person.
Every time he thinks of Shen Zhichu's ashes floating in the icy sea, his heart aches unbearably. After so many years, he still dreams of Shen Zhichu, that time in the underground casino, when he threw her down and Shen Zhichu cried behind his back shouted at him.
"Brother, are you really going to throw me away?"
He threw Shen Zhichu twice, the first time she was a little girl, he took her to the playground and threw her away at the age of seven or eight, and he went back alone, the child would feel guilty and scared when he did something bad, and wanted to go to the past I looked for her, but I didn't expect Shen Zhichu to come back alone when it was dark.
Originally thought she would sue her grandpa, but she didn't expect her to say nothing, and in the middle of the night she developed a high fever and a rash all over her body and was sent to the hospital.
Since then, Shen Zhichu never went out with him alone again.
Until that time, when he was caught in an underground gambling city, the other party threatened to cut off his hand, and when he heard that he was in danger, Shen Zhichu came regardless of the danger.
When Shen Xiuli thought of these things, he couldn't stop regretting in his heart. He looked at his broken right hand: It deserves you, it was you who pushed your own sister away with this hand.
Shen Xiuli thought that the feeling of losing his hand was the greatest pain he had ever experienced in his life, but it was not until Shen Zhichu died and lost his only relative that he realized that the greatest pain was that he was suddenly left alone in this world. He has no relatives.
When he dreams back at midnight, he always dreams of Shen Zhichu and his mother.
His mother looked at him sadly, with anger in her eyes, and trembling voice: "Why did you leave your sister behind? Didn't you say you would protect her for the rest of your life? Why didn't you protect her well? Why did you let other men bully her?" ?¡±
He wanted to reach out and hug his mother, but his mother pushed him away and yelled at him: "I don't have a son like you!"
He woke up in fright, and when he woke up, it was like this, with tears streaming down his face, and he couldn't stop crying.
If he had been nicer to Shen Zhichu, maybe she wouldn't have died; if he hadn't abandoned her in the underground casino, maybe she wouldn't have died; if he had cared more about her, knowing that Shen Zhichu often went to the hospital, maybe she wouldn't have died; If he leaves Li Jingshen with Shen Zhichu, maybe she won't die
It wasn't until Shen Zhichu died that he learned from Qin Mo that Shen Zhichu suffered from stomach cancer early on, and went to the hospital alone for examination, chemotherapy, blood tests, and repeated gastroscopy.
She was subjected to endless domestic violence by Li Jingshen, lost a child, and was forced into depression in a hospital bed.
His younger sister is the pride of the Shen family. She was originally the eldest lady of the Shen family that everyone in Rongcheng envied, and a woman who was unmatched by everyone in Rongcheng. In the end, they forced her into a lunatic, died in a different place, and was burned by the fire. die.
"If she hadn't died, maybe she would be so happy."
But there is no if in this world, let alone possibility.
Shen Xiuli looked up at the drone in the sky, and thought to himself: Mom, can you see your sister? I attended a wedding today, and the bride's name is also Shen Zhichu. It would be great if this Shen Zhichu was my younger sister.
Shen Xiuli sat at the table, drank and ate food, he was already able to flexibly use his right hand prosthesis and his left hand.
After getting used to it, there is no inconvenience in daily life.
The two newcomers came out to toast, and when they came to this table, Shen Xiuli stood up. He didn't want to stare at a woman, but he couldn't hold back his eyes, looking at Shen Zhichu who was standing beside Bai Qiujing.
He opened his mouth to say something, but didn't know what to say.
It was Qin Mo who was beside him who spoke first: "I wish you a happy wedding."
Shen Zhichu: "Thank you."
She has too much gratitude to Qin Mo, no matter in the previous life or this life, without Qin Mo, there would be no her today, let alone Bai Qiujing.
Shen Zhichu glanced over Shen Xiuli lightly, and there was no surprise in his eyes. The invitation to Shen Xiuli was the intention of the Bai family, and she had known it for a long time.
Shen Xiuli saw Shen Zhichu look over, the hand holding the wine glass trembled uncontrollably, and his voice stuttered.??: "I wish you all grow old together, give birth to a precious child early, and be happy"
For Shen Xiuli, Shen Zhichu can no longer talk about deep feelings, those redundant feelings in the past seem to have been washed away by time.
But when she saw him appearing in front of her again, it was still at her wedding, and her heart seemed to be bitten by an ant. It didn't hurt, but it was a little sour.
Shen Zhichu said with a hoarse voice, "Thank you."
After drinking the wine in his hand, Shen Zhichu took Bai Qiujing's hand and was about to turn around while holding the hem of his skirt, when Shen Xiuli suddenly stopped her.
"Can youcall me brother?" Shen Xiuli didn't know how he said this sentence. It seemed that someone had manipulated his mouth, and he didn't realize it until he finished speaking. The people at the table looked like Looking at him like a joke made him feel ashamed and wanted to find a hole to get in.
It is estimated that everyone present felt that he came here on purpose to seek relationships.
But having said it all, Shen Xiuli didn't want to take it back, but said awkwardly: "Don't get me wrong, I have a younger sister named Shen Zhichu, she is very similar to you, I see you can't help but think of hershe and you Both good-looking and excellent" In fact, in his heart, that Shen Zhichu in the past was more outstanding and eye-catching than this Shen Zhichu, and no one could compare to his own sister.
Seeing that Shen Zhichu didn't say anything, Shen Xiuli began to speak incoherently: "I just said it casually I didn't say anything, and I didn't come here on purpose to make a relationship, so I really couldn't hold it back. My sister passed away six years ago I I kind of want to She" By the end, the voice was already crying, it was too embarrassing and too embarrassing, if it wasn't for the wrong occasion, he would have turned around and fled, everyone was watching him coldly, no one came out to help him.
Shen Xiuli lowered his head, not daring to look at Shen Zhichu's embarrassment, and was about to apologize: "Yes"
Before the words came out, Shen Zhichu, who was opposite, called softly: "Brother."
He froze in place for a long time, and after he reacted, a gust of wind blew away the tears from the corners of his eyes. He looked up and only saw Shen Zhichu's back, she had gone far away.
Shen Xiuli opened his sore eyes, and tears overflowed from the dry eye sockets, falling down his cheeks.
Qin Mo beside him patted him on the shoulder reassuringly.
"You said When I get old and die, and I see Zhichu, will she call me brother? My sister, will she forgive me?"
Qin Mo: "Perhapsshe has forgiven you." (Remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com